My Understanding...

Part 2

Standing alone in the dressing room while his scent was hanging in the air, his words in my ears and his touch on my skin was not a good place to be since I had a major crush on him, so I decided to head out to the side stage where OM&M were playing. I couldn't be developing this stupid feeling for him because, a) he had a girlfriend and b), well, I had a boyfriend too, thought now I don't see him as much as I wanted to because of touring, and he's not the guy you want to be around with. He has his friends and I have mines. In some way it shouldn't be this way right? We should have some mutual friends. Well, it is. we don't have and probably will never have common friends. Jason has a very hurtful way of showing his love for me. But no matter what, I was still in love with the man I used to know for about two years.

'' Thank you Texas, we'll see you soon! '' I heard Austin saying through his mic and the crown cheered and scream as the band was leaving the stage. Fuck, i must have been on my own thought for so long that I didn't got in time to see them play. I thought as I passed through the security guy and showed him my pass, letting him know that I was an artist and not a crazy fan.

'' Did you guys enjoyed the show? ''Tino asked my band guys as I aproached them. I was so over the top by what I just saw... Well, actually by what i've been watching for over a week now. The guys were so energetic while being on stage that it fascinated me.

'' Yeah, it was awesome as always.'' Jake said.

'' What about you Emily? '' Alan asked noticing that I just arrived.

'' What about me?'' Shit. Alan saw me and Austin in my band's dressing room. Is he going to tell the others now?

'' Did you enjoyed ? '' He asked giving his guitar to his guitar tech.

Enjoyed what? Austin being so close to me? yes. No. ok, maybe...

'' I can see you clearly did enjoyed. '' He said smirking, following the others out of the side stage.

Well, of course I did enjoyed being that closed to Austin. But why did he did that? Was Alan gonna say anything? What about Gielle? Fuck.