Status: Complete. I'm going to sit on this for a few months and edit it after that.
The Experiment Revolution
Day 90
Dear Blue Notebook,
I made my first kill today, and I feel no remorse.
It was all an accident. I didn’t calculate my pounce correctly and I ended up going higher than I wanted. My nails dug into the girl’s neck and it was an immediate death. When she dropped to the ground, I couldn’t help but stare. Her ice-blue eyes were open and her mouth was in mid-scream. Her hair was just a tangled mess on top of her face and some pieces swam in her blood. I left her there. Will anyone find her? Who knows? She was hiking pretty deep in a forest.
Dr. Abbott scolded me and said it’ll be my fault if we fall behind because all I came back with was blood literally on my hands.
“If you have to kill someone, make sure it’s purposeful and not accidental. Accidental deaths will make us fall terribly behind. They could’ve been people who sincerely cared about our purpose. We need more of those.”
I made my first kill today, and I feel no remorse.
It was all an accident. I didn’t calculate my pounce correctly and I ended up going higher than I wanted. My nails dug into the girl’s neck and it was an immediate death. When she dropped to the ground, I couldn’t help but stare. Her ice-blue eyes were open and her mouth was in mid-scream. Her hair was just a tangled mess on top of her face and some pieces swam in her blood. I left her there. Will anyone find her? Who knows? She was hiking pretty deep in a forest.
Dr. Abbott scolded me and said it’ll be my fault if we fall behind because all I came back with was blood literally on my hands.
“If you have to kill someone, make sure it’s purposeful and not accidental. Accidental deaths will make us fall terribly behind. They could’ve been people who sincerely cared about our purpose. We need more of those.”