I Have the Only Key to Your Heart

I'm doing my hair when there is a knock on my bedroom door. I go and open it and see Whitney.

"Hey," I said.
"Where is everyone?" She asks.
"Disneyworld," I said.

She nods her head and looks at me.
 
"Excited for tonight?" She asks.
"Is there going to be a stripper?" I ask.
"No."
"Then sure yeah."

She sighs and shakes her head at me. I smile at her and finish my hair. I go down and she drives to Lindsay's house. Whitney nocks and the door opens. Lindsay smiles and led us to the living room where Jessica, Megan, Brittany and Taylor are talking. The cheers making me smile a little. She hands me a big cup that says bachelorette. Lindsay rise her glass and I see they all got #ByeByeDungeyHelloRoczen.

"Take it that's my Hashtag?" I ask.
"We couldn't really pick one so we combine it," Taylor said.
"Good thing it's less likely to ever be taken."
"Yeah that's why did a super long one," Lindsay said.
"Of course it is."

Lindsay smiles and hand me a sash. I look and see it says Future Mrs. Roczen. I put it on and Lindsay similes at me. Taylor gets up.

"Let's take a picture," She said.
"We need the veil and tiara," Lindsay said.
"I don't want a tiara," I said.

Lindsay puts the tiara on me. I see the veil coming off.

"Perfect," Lindsay said.
"We take the photo outside near the party buss," Taylor said.

Lindsay phone makes a noise and grabs it.

"It's here let's do this," Lindsay said.

We walk outside and the driver takes pictures of us. I look at Lindsay's phone and see what's on the tiara.

"You sneaky Bitch," I said taking it off.
"Come on leave it on," She said.
"No."

She pouts at me and I shake my head. The car starts moving. Lindsay passes out papers.

"We going to play a game of who he said she said," Megan said.
"Fun fact they did this at Ken's bachelor party and we going to see if we can beat them," Lindsay said.

I rolled my eyes and stretch out. Lindsay hands out penis shape pens.

"Really?" I ask looking at them.
"Yes. Don't answer them," She said.

Whitney looks at me making me smile at her. I move and sit next to Lindsay.

"You want to embarrass me don't you?" I ask.
"It's the point of the party."
"I thought the point was to celebrate that I'm getting married and not single anymore so I can't do these things which I never really done in the first place."

Lindsay laughs and shakes her head.

"It's technically to tempt you to give you one last test before the wedding," Megan said.
"That's why there are stripers," Lindsay said.
"Ken had to have stripers at his."
"I know Ken Gambled a lot but he was in the torment and got pretty high in that. Don’t really care what he did."

Megan looks at me a little.

"You don't care what he did?" She asks.
"No. He had fun and he wouldn't dare do anything to upset me."
"Totall trust is important," Jessica said.
"And Adam would have told me if anything would happen."

Brittany looks at me.

"You guys are just friends right?" Brittany asks.
"He doesn't have feelings for you dose he?" Taylor asks.
"We were the best friends. He never acted as he had feelings for me."
"He did pull you hair," Taylor said.
"He stopped that when I start wearing heels."

I smile and look at my heels.

"What did you do to him?" Jessica asks.
"I took him down and stand on top of his back and poke them in his shoulder blades."
"Sad you done that to Blake before too," Megan said.
"I still don't know if I believe that,” Jessica said.

Lindsay grabs her phone and I look at her and see she put it on speaker and it is ringing.

"Hey," Adam said.
"Hey Adam your on speaker," I said.
"Hey Jezebel. Should I tell Ryan that he's single again?"
"I'm alive Adam," Lindsay said.
"Cool, so what is this about?"
"You ever liked me?" I ask.
"No. You’re like my sister. Wait you never had a crush on me did you?" Adam asks.
"No idiot people don't believe you never like me."
"Not my type of girl."
"Because you like my brother?"
"What?" Lindsay asks.
"Um nothing. Shut Up Jezebel. Bye women,” Adam said.

He hangs up and Lindsay looks at me.

"He's bringing her to the wedding," I said.
"Wait he told you who he's dating?" Brittany asks.
"Yeah. I meet her as his girlfriend 2 weeks ago. She's sweet. Just not sure about why Adam is dating her for the right reason."
"Can you really talk?" Lindsay asks.
"One Ken technically has wanted to date me since I was 14."
"What?" Brittany asks.
"Oh it's a cute story," Jessica said.
"I want to know," Brittany said.
"He saw me at Loretta’s and told Adam that I will be his. He didn’t want to talk to me in front of my brothers he thought Blake was my boyfriend. I guess when Adam family told him that he was my brother that he couldn't find me most likely because I went over to talk to Ryan or Blake."
"That's so cute," Brittany said.
"That is pretty cute," Taylor said.
"He didn't know it when he met me that it was me. Two Ken didn't do it to mess with Ryan. He did it because he really likes me."

Lindsay nods her head and the car stops. She grabs the papers and grabs the tiara.

"No," I said.
"Yes," She said.

I shake my head and we get out and I see it's a hotel. I look at Lindsay. She takes us up to a pent house and I see there is a woman and the room is set up.

"Hello," She said.

She shakes Lindsay's hand.

"What is going on?" I ask trying to back away.
"Passion Party," Lindsay said.

I shake my head and turn around.

"Come on," Lindsay said.
"I don't want to know anything about my brother's sex life."
"Ok," Lindsay said.

I look at Whitney and Megan.

"Promise," Whitney said.
"You got it," Megan said.

Taylor came up with a tray and I see the cakes Lindsay has made for Taylor and Whitney. The girls laugh. I rolled my eyes and hold my cup up.

"You going to do this to me I need more Rum," I said.
"Ok come on I get you ladies drinks," Taylor said. I go over and she grabs the rum and pours it in then grab a can of coke and pouts it in the cup so it's really full.

"Happy?" She asks.
"Yes," I said.

I go over and sit down and look at the consultant.

"Congratulations on getting married," She said.
"Thank you. Remember that three of those women are married to my brothers and I don't want to know anything to do about it. Don't push them about their sex life got it?" I said.
"Of course."

Taylor came and sits down.

"Stop scaring her," She said.
"I didn’t scare her."
"You scare a lot of people. I think Ken is the only one not scared of you."
"He gets me."

She looks at me and shakes her head.

"He gets you?" She asks.
"He laughs when I’m a little shit," I said.
"Spencer said that he's perfect for you in Daytona because he gets a joke you got with Ryan."
"I didn't know Spencer was in on it. That's cool."
"Can I be in on it?"
"No you in on it when you figure it out."

She shakes he head. Everyone came and sit down. The woman starts talking about things. She goes to the bedroom and Brittany walks to the bedroom.

"Cake?" Lindsay said.
"Yeah," Taylor said.

Taylor grabs the knife and cut it. She passes out the cakes. I start eating it and then grab my cup and pout since its empty.

"Don't like it?" Lindsay asks.
"I'm empty," I said.

Taylor looks at me. She grabs the cup and goes to the bar. Brittany came and grabs cake and they went back and forth to the room. I drink and eat the cake. The woman leaves. Lindsay stands up.

"As a group we beat the group," Lindsay said.
"But one got the highest score?" I ask.
"Yeah stupid Adam."
"Makes sense he know us the longest."
"How are you still this lucid?" Whitney asks.
"I'm awesome " I said.

She laughs and Lindsay shakes her head.

"Come on let's go eat Dinner in the dinner downstairs," She said.
"Cool," I said.

I get up and grab on to Jessica because she's closer to me.

"Talking is easy for you just not walking," She said.
"Shut up," I Said.
"Yeah."

She shakes her head help me downstairs. We sit down at the table and everyone one order drinks. We start talking. After we eat and they all start trying to get embarrassing stories but I end up turning it on Megan, Lindsay and Taylor. We go upstairs and I sit down on the couch and cuddle up and grab my phone. Taylor grabs it and takes it from me and then takes a picture I glare at her as she does things on my phone.

"What did you do?" I ask.
"I posted a picture of you on your Instgram. It will happen every time you’re on your phone."

I sigh and put it away. We start playing ring toss. After it figure out Brittany won we sit down and we start playing have I never but they knew to keep it off of Sexual and I just took drinks to mess with their heads. There is a knock on the door. Lindsay gets it and a cop came. I look at Lindsay knowing it's a striper. She smiles at me. I sigh and figure if he keeps his distance it should be fine. He turns on the music and start dancing standing in the middle. He get close to me and get hand cuffs and came close to me and bend down. I curled up in myself trying to keep present even through the flash back start happen. I start feel like I'm drawing and I'm back in the office.

"Stop Crying Jez. You want this," He said.

I start hearing music that doesn't fit. I shake my head a little and see everyone one looking at me. I get up and go to the bathroom and grab my phone and call Jade.

"This better be a butt dial," Jade said.
"Cop Striper hand cuffs," I said and start crying.
"I will come and bring Ken ok?"
"Ok."

He hangs up. I get in the bathtub and try to stop crying. There is a knock on the door.

"Jez," Lindsay said.

I start starching myself to keep myself in the present.

"Jezebel hey come on out," Taylor said.
"No No," I said.
"No one is going to hurt you here," Lindsay said.
"Not Safe. Not safe."

Lindsay stats talking to me through the door. There is a knock on the door and it's heavy.

"Bells?" Ken asks. I get up and trip in the toilet and I open the door. Ken warps his arms around me and I buried my head in his neck.

"I want to go home please," I said.
"Got it. Want me to carry you?"
"Yeah."

He walks me to the bathroom and pats the sink before he grabs my phone. I jump up not really wanting a piggy back ride. He picks me and I warp my legs around his waist and arms around his neck.

"You are good?" Ken asks.
"Yeah."

He put his hand under me and walks to the room.

"We are going to go now," Ken said.
"Is she ok?" Lindsay asks.

I feel Ken tense making me cry harder.

"Bag?" Ken asks.

I feel it being put in my hand.

"Bye," Ken said.

He carries me downstairs and gets me in the car. He gets in and pulls out before he grabs my hand.

"Just home?" Ken asks.
"Yes please."
"Of course Bells."

He brought my hand up and kisses it. He drives home and he gets out and walks to my side. He picks me up and carries me upstairs. I walk to Mike's room and see he's in bed. I go over and whip his hair out of his face. I kiss his head and walk out then sit down on the wall. Ken came carry me to our bathroom. He sets me on the sink. He steps away.

"Tell me what to do?" Ken said.
"I don't know what to do? I'm drunk."

Ken smiles and warps his arms around me. I sigh and lay my head on his shoulder

"Let me go get you water."

I nod my head and he walks away. I grab the washcloth and start taking off my makeup. I walk to my bed room and get change. Ken came in and hand me the water. He grabs his lab top.

"Fantasia?" He asks.
"Yeah."

I get up and cuddle in his arms. There is a knock on the door. Ken gets up and opens it. I see it's Mike. Ken grab him and came and carried him and hold him out to me. I grab Mike and hug him tight.

"Are you ok?" Mike asks.
"Yeah." I said.

Mike cuddles in between me and Ken and watch Fantasia with us. Ken looks at Mike.

"I should move him to his bed shouldn't I?" Ken said.
"Yeah."

Ken gets up and grabs him and carriers him out of the room. I grab my phone and call Lindsay.

"Hey," Lindsay said.
"Sorry for how I acted," I said.
"It's ok. Are you ok?"
"Yeah I’m fine."
"Ok. I will tell everyone else."
"Thanks. We are still on tomorrow right?"
“Yes."
"Ok bye"
"Bye."

I hang up and get under the covers. Ken came and went to the bathroom. He came and stood in the room making me look at him. He shakes his head and get in bed and wrap his arm around me.

"You ok?" I ask.
"I feel like I forgot something. I'm going to go make sure everything is locked?"
"Ok."

He kisses the top of my head and he leaves. I look and see he's still in clothes. He came back up and shake his head.

"You’re still in clothes honey," I said.

He looks down and nod his head and take them off and throw them in the hamper before coming and laying down in bed and warping me up in his arms.

"Are you upset with me?" I ask.
"No. Not your fault."
"Ok."

He kisses the top of my head and yawns.

"Upset with your sister in law but nothing is new. It's fine,” Ken said.
"Do you want to know what happen?"
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"Not really."
"Then I don't want to talk about it. You had a flashback and it scared you."

I nod my head and turn and kiss his lips. I pull away and he smiles at me.

"Bed. I take Mike in the morning so you can try and sleep off the hang over."
"Urge thanks."

He laughs and turns the lights off. I cuddle up and feel myself go to sleep.