Immortality Unwished For

It happened again. She let it happen again. Once more she was helpless and no one was there to help her. To prevent the inevitable. To stop James from... making her his.

Ella silently cried. She didn't sob like last time. She merely let her tears fall to the bed sheets. She covered herself with the blankets and curled into a ball. This time he went harder and faster like he had always wished to, because this time he couldn't break her.

"You'll get used to the pain." James rubbed Ella's shoulder and she shrugged him off.

"I hate you." She whispered.

"You'll learn to love me."

"I don't love monsters like you."

"And you're oh so innocent, huh? Killing those poor hikers." It stung Ella, his words.

He was right, in a way.

Ella covered her ears. "Shut up."

"You're a monster just like me. I made you what you are."

"Shut up!" Ella said louder.

"You love the taste of human blood."

"No!"

"You crave for it!"

"SHUT UP!!" Ella swinged her arm across and in the process the television screen exploded and the mirror as well and James was sent to the other wall with a great force that made him go through the wall and onto the pavement.

James laughed. "I knew you were special."

He stood up, with ease, and went back in the motel room. James looked at the shattered things and smirked.

"You are powerful. I wonder how powerful you will be once you're a full vampire." James used his speed to get to Ella, she wanted to use her powers but she had no idea how to use it. James grabbed her by the throat and sent her flying across the other wall.

Ella hit the floor with a hard thud. James picked her arm up and removed the wrist bands from her wrist. He traced her scar with his fingers.

"Time for some new scars." James teased and sank his teeth into her wrist. There was still blood bumping through them. A faint pulse but still a pulse.

Ella screamed as the familiar fiery feeling went through her body.

***

The Cullens reached the motel Alice had seen. They saw Ella's Impala and heard a sharp scream.

"Ella." Edward said. He used his speed to get to the location of the scream. His hands balled into fist as he saw James drinking from Ella's wrist.

He charged at James and tackled him.

Alice wento Ella's aide as Emmett and Edward finished James off.

James stood up and straighten his clothes.

"Great, you've ruined my fun."

"I'm going to rip you to pieces." Edward growled. His voice was full of hate.

"Why are you here? You have your other mortal!" James hissed.

"Ella means a lot to me and I will kill you for hurting her!" Edward roared, he crouched like a tiger and so did James.

"She's mine!" James lunged at Edward and Edward dodged him. "You have no idea how good it felt to make her mine.

Edward getting tired of hearing what he had done to Ella. With his speed he got James in a head lock and Emmett removed his head with his bare hands. Edward helped with the rest of the body.

Alice took Ella to her car and drove it from the motel, which Edward and Emmett burned down along with James' remains.

Ella squirmed and yelled in pain. The feeling of being fire boiling inside of her rushed through her body. She felt the tears go down her cheeks.

"Make it stop! Please!" Ella begged.

Edward came next to her.

"We need to take out the blood." Alice had a horrified look because she never really had done it before. "Edward?"

"I'll do it." Edward said bringing Ella's wrists up to his lips.

Ella felt another sharp pain but then after a while the fiery feeling went away.

As soon as Ella's blood touched his tongue an electrical feeling through his body. He was going to lose control and drain her dry but then he thought of never seeing her bright green eyes again and stopped.

Ella passed out.

Edward placed his hand over her chest and there was a faint thump.

"How is it that her heart beats?" He asked out loud.

***

Ella sat straight up once more. Her little beating heart beated as fast as it could. Ella felt the pain of her heart beating and clutched her chest and let out a scream of pain.

The door of Edward's room is opened. Edward is next to Ella now.

"It's okay." Edward rubbed her back.

"My heart." Ella said. "It hurts. I can't breathe."

"Look at me, Ella." Edward said.

Ella brought her eyes up to Edward's golden and then she felt her brething steading. She was finally able to breathe better.

"Thanks. Where am I?" Ella asked.

"Back in Forks in my room." Edward in a low voice.

"And... James?"

"He's dead." Edward said.

Ella looked away from Edward in relief. It was done, her nightmare was over.

"Really?" Ella asked.

Edward nods.

"Wow. I feel... free." Ella chuckled lightly and Edward smiled. But Ella didn't forget what happened before he was killed.

She felt Edward's cold hand wipe something off her cheek. She was crying and she didn't even know it.

"What happened?" Edward whispered.

Ella looked away in shame.

"Did he...take advantage of you?"

Ella nods. Edward felt fury inside of him. His hands balled into fists.

Edward hugs Ella and Ella clenches to his shirt and cries. She cries all of her pain and anger inside of her. She felt unclean she needed to feel clean.

"Do you guys have a shower?" Ella asked.

Edward chuckled lightly.

"I'll take you." Edward picked her up bridal style and Ella buried her face in his chest.

Edward felt right. Like that's where he needed to be with Ella, but his feelings for Bella were strong as well. He's never been so confused in his life. He was in love with two women.

Edward opened the bathroom. Edward brought Ella to her feet but she still didn't let go.

"You should let go, unless you want me to undress you." Edward joked.

Ella reluctantly let go and she stood in her spot.

"There are towels in the top drawer." Edward whispered as he exited the bathroom.

Ella stood at her spot for a couple of minutes. She just stood there. She couldn't help but to look back at her past. All of the wrong things she had done. The words James told her. He told her she was a monster. A freak, in other words. In the back of her head, Ella knew he was right. She wasn't fit to be in society.

Ella filled in the tub with hot water. She wasn't clean and she needed to be clean. She needed to get James' germs off of her. She needed to forget. Ella was afraid of going back into her catatonic state.

She had gone into it back after she found about Drake. She was literally a walking zombie. Never full answers, just a "Yes" or a "No".

Then, her mom threaten her to send to Forks if she didn't snap out of it and when she did she went back to her old habits.

Ella needed something and only one person in town had it.

The tub was filled with bubbles. The door opened and Ella wasn't aware of anyone being next to her until someone cleared their throat.

Ella looks at Rosalie with a blank expression.

Rosalie had the same experience about being raped and the Cullens thought it would be best if she talked to Ella.

"How are you holding up?" Rosalie asked barely above a whisper. She looked at Ella's emotionless face. She had never seen her like this and it sort of creeped her out.

"Fine." Ella whispered, she was looking at the bathroom wall in front of her.

"I know what you're going through." Then Rosalie told Ella her story on how she was turned.

Ella felt a little connection with Rosalie now.

"It gets better as time goes by." Rosalie tried to sound sympathetic.

Ella tried to smile. Once more she had to hide her pain and now more than ever.

"Bella doesn't know." Ella stated.

Rosalie nods. "All right."

***

Rosalie walked down the stairs and back with the Cullens.

"She's weird." Rosalie sighed.

"She's been through something really traumatizing." Alice pointed out.

"She's not the same. The spark in her eyes are gone." Emmett said lowly.

"That bastard deserved more pain." Edward snarled.

"I would've never imagined... I mean she always smiled and joked." Esme linked her arm with Carlisle. "Poor kid."

"Must've been hard to keep that smile on." Jasper said.

"I should go check on her." Edward rose from his seat and walked out of the living room but he stopped when he saw Ella at the bottom of the stairs. She was sitting down. Her forehead on her knees and Edward watched to see if she was breathing and she was.

"Ella?" Edward whispered.

Ella lifted her head up. She looked paler, if possible and what Emmett had said was true; the spark in her eyes was gone. It showed no life and no joy, just pain.

"Can I stay a little while longer? I'm not ready to face reality, yet" Ella asked. She sniffled like she had been recently crying.

Edward nods. "I'll take you to the room with the bed in it." Edward got hold of Ella's elbow and he picked her up gently. He carried her bridal style to the room next to Edward's.

The room was simple. Bed, drawers and a balcony. Edward placed Ella gently on the bed. He put the covers over her and was about to step out when she called him.

"Edward?"

"Yes?"

Ella hesitated to ask her question because it seemed so silly.

"W-would you mind sleeping... with me? I know I'm going to have nightmares." Ella looked at the ground as she asked her question.

Edward nods and walks normally to the bed. He lifts the covers and lays next to Ella. Ella didn't hug him or anything. She just faced him so she fell asleep looking into his golden eyes.

Edward watched as Ella's expression changed in her sleep. It went from peaceful to uncomfortable. Her lips would twitch slightly and her eyeballs would move constantly under her eyelids.

She would whimper and so Edward couldn't take it anymore. He wrapped his arm around her waist and brought her body close to him. He held her close and would tell her in her ear it would be all right.

Ella would wake up screaming saying.

"He's after me! He's coming for me!"

But Edward would calm her down. It was hard for Edward because her blood would pump fast and so it made her more delicious. He felt her slowly beating heart against him and felt a sort of calmness in her beating, but sometimes it would accelarate and he would calm her down again.