I Want the One I Can't Have

Alex spent almost an entire day setting up for his party, he had everything planned perfectly. He waved to his parents as they left, immediately texting Jack to tell him they'd gone. His parents had asked the neighbors to keep an eye out for 'that Barakat kid' so Alex wouldn't see his boyfriend for a while yet.

Brendon greeted Alex with his usual pleasant, amiable grin, handing him a bottle of Jack Daniel's
"You gonna introduce me to some super hot guy?" He queried with a chuckle. Alex returned his smile, and handed him two red cups filled with a most likely alcoholic beverage.
"Over there, brown hair, a few bracelets, his name is Ryan," he informed the taller male. Brendon put the cups down for a moment and hugged him tightly before he took the drinks over.
"Ryan right?" He asked, handing the smaller male a cup. The boy in question blushed a little and nodded. The first thing Brendon noticed were his eyes - a warm shade of brown, they were the eyes of a puppy and he honestly couldn't bare to look away.
"How did you know my name?" The smaller boy asked placidly, biting his lip as he looked up at Brendon, who offered a friendly smile
"Honestly?..Alex told me," he confessed, glancing around "come outside - we can talk better there," he spoke gently, taking hold of Ryan's hand and leading him out, where they sat on a two-seat swing. There were a few seconds of awkward silence, but once the conversation started, it didn't stop until Brendon went in for a kiss. Ryan pressed a single finger against his lips
"I don't kiss on the first date..never mind the first meeting," he told him. Brendon nodded, going for his cheek instead
"Guess I'll have to wait for date two," he murmured, pulling a giggle from Ryan
"We haven't had our first date though," he answered. Brendon smirked
"I'll have to do something about that," he answered, standing up and pulling Ryan with him "coffee?" He asked, holding his elbow out for the smaller boy to link.
"Sounds perfect," Ryan answered softly, accepting the offer and allowing himself to be lead out of he house - to a nearby coffee shop.

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By the time Jack arrived, Alex's party was in full swing, he grinned and greeted Brendon as he walked past. The lanky teen weaved his way through the crowd and upstairs. He dumped his bag of clothes in Alex's room and pulled his top off - leaving him in just his swim shorts, he then went downstairs to see Alex talking to Rian. He sneaked up on his boyfriend, pressing a finger to his lips - telling Rian to be quiet and getting closer to the older male. He quickly seized Alex's waist, pulling him into the deep water as he jumped in. Alex's eyes widened as he was pulled in, he and Jack swam to where they could stand, where he splashed Jack playfully
"Asshole - you scared the shit out of me," he grinned. Jack laughed and leaned in to kiss him quickly
"Just can't control myself around you when you're not wearing a top," he smirked, leading Alex out of the pool - to the outskirts of the party, where he kissed him again, this time not pulling away quickly. He slipped his tongue in, hands roaming Alex's warm body. They kissed until someone dumped a bucket of cold water over them, yelling something incoherent about PDA.
"Race you to the pool?" Jack grinned. Alex nodded and the two boys took a running jump into the deep end, making a huge splash.

They played around in the pool for a while, then got out and went upstairs. What with being horny teenagers, who quite frankly didn't get laid very often thanks to their situation, they immediately headed to Alex's room. Jack shut the door and bit his lip as he looked at his boyfriend, standing there with little water droplets still clinging to his body and glittering in the moonlight that peaked through the window. He pulled him closer and kissed him, his fingers lightly running up and down his spine. Alex smiled as he pulled Jack to his bed, hands slipping to just below the waistband of the younger boys trunks while his thumbs rubbed his hips. Jack moved to kiss his neck, nibbling gently on his ear.

"I love you," he murmured, whispering the words like they were a secret, only for Alex's ears. Alex smiled softly as he gently bucked his hips, desperate for more friction
"I love you too," he answered, flipping them over and kissing Jack, slipping his tongue in and pulling down his trunks. Jack hummed and kicked the swimwear the rest of the way off before he rid Alex of his own shorts. He started to stroke the elders semi hard cock, his free hand twiddling locks of hair between the fingers. Alex let out a soft moan and kissed Jack again, reaching for the lube as he prepped him, slowly pushing one finger in, Jack's hands tightened where they were positioned on Alex's back, letting out a soft moan as he felt the second finger enter. Alex prepped him gently as he sucked on his neck. He pulled back and rolled the condom on, beginning to kiss Jack again as he pushed in, moaning softly into the kiss. Jack tugged on his hips, a silent gesture to tell him to move, and Alex did that, slowly thrusting into Jack. It was slow, and passionate, it was perfect. Jack ended up falling asleep, curled up to Alex, their legs intertwined, his head on Alex's chest.

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Jack woke up early, he was sat on he sofa, aimlessly watching some TV show that he couldn't be interested in for longer than 5 minutes. He lay on his back, trying to think of what he could do. It was 5am, and the sky outside was starting to fade from the dark blue of midnight to light pinks and oranges belonging to the early morning. Jack stared at the sky for a while, a soft smile adorning his features. After a while, an idea popped into his head: he could go back upstairs, and if Alex happened to wake up, then that was a happy accident.

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Jack quietly entered Alex's room, the sunlight warming it through the window, turning it a bright shade of gold. He stood for a moment and looked at Alex, drinking in the beauty of his boyfriend in the golden light. The older male's hair had turned a rich caramel colour. His eyes were shut, mouth slightly agape as he snored softly. The sheets had been kicked off Alex in the night, now riding low on his hips, so Jack could just see his hipbones poking up a little from his stomach, the light dips and outlines of his bone structure just visible. He walked over, and carefully got back on the bed, pulling the covers back over them and curling into Alex as the older boy subconsciously pulled him into his chest. He pressed his mouth to Alex's neck in a tender kiss, smiling a little to himself as the elder stirred, letting out a low groan as he woke up. Jack looked up at him, not tearing his eyes away until Alex mumbled something along the lines of 'morning' and rubbed his eyes. Jack leaned up and kissed him softly, feeling Alex respond almost immediately. The elder slipped his tongue into the kiss, and smiled at Jack, pulling him closer, so their still naked bodies pressed together, his fingers exploring Jack's exposed skin, going over all the familiar indents of his torso, eventually resting on his ass. He pulled away after a moment, and pulled a face
"Much as I love kissing you, your breath stinks," he spoke in his gruff, yet incredibly sexy morning voice. Jack laughed a little
"How romantic," he smirked "but yours is no beautiful thing either," he added, sitting up and stretching his back out. He stood up, and went to brush his teeth, glancing at Alex as he sauntered into the bathroom. The older boy brushed his own teeth and smiled at Jack, kissing him once he was done
"Better?" Jack asked softly. He hummed and nodded, kissing him again, pulling him to the bed.