Lost

Doesn't it feel like sometimes the world is against you? Don't you wonder why one day you are really happy, and the next you are angry/sad? Don't you feel like the world is crashing down around you, and you can't do anything about it? Why can't we fix what is broken in our lives? Why are the pieces that were once whole and a perfect fit, now not sticking together?

I've tried to glue them together, but that glue isn't strong enough. I've tried new things, but they don't fill the void in my chest. Nothing satisfies this growing hunger, this growing loneliness.

Everyone sees the smiling person that they see every day, but that only makes the hole in my chest larger, deeper. I've grown uninterested, distant, and lonely. I don't feel like it's me, it's the world that's pushing me away…like it doesn't want me here, like it's toying with me.

I'm not sure what to do anymore. I'm lost.