Status: Sorry for the wrong title. I fixed it.
Suicidal Boy
I'm gay
He pushes his cock in to my mouth. I suck on it. It feels weird to be doing this. Becuase I didn't even KNOW I was gay and now I'm sucking some guy's cock? Wow. I feel his cock moving inside my mouth. "That feels so good Dean. Harder." I push his cock in to my mouth the father I can get it to and I bite it. "Dean..." He moans. "Yes baby say my name." I say. My dick needs some attention. I jerk myself off and soon he cums in to my mouth. It keeps shooting out of him. Lots of it. It's salty and a little bit bitter. His is thick. It's like salty milk. I swallow of it and I spit the rest out. He laughs. "I had a girl do that once." "So.. you're not gay..?" "Nah. I'm straight dude." "I just sucked your dick!" "Okay.. maybe i'm bi.. why does it matter anyway? I don't like labels." We both get out. I lie on my bed here. I think about Cas. I would've loved it if he put his large dick inside my ass. Why didn't I just ask? Thinking about him I get hard. I stop thinking about him. I just gave a blow job to a angel. That's not even a HUMAN. Why did I do this. Why why why why why why why.
Later at lunch we meet again. "Hey dude. No hate but are you gay?" he asks. He has a french fry in his mouth. "Yeah." I tell him. "How old are you anyway?" he asks. "Almost 14." "Oh." I eat and later at the acting thing the teacher has us get ready for a play. "How about 3 little pigs?" Everyone groans. So today we just practiced acting. At 9:30 it was lights out. A girl in my group called Sandy knocked on my door. "What?" I was still thinking about Cas. "Come here." she tells me. "Okay." I say, yawning. She takes me to her room. She kisses me. Her lips are soft. I don't move. She kisses me again. I'm nervous. She takes her shirt off. I put my hand down her underwear. I'm not hard. There's nothing. No dick down there. She's a fucking cis girl why would there be anything down there. "It's okay Dean." "No.. I'm gay." I run out of the room.
Later at lunch we meet again. "Hey dude. No hate but are you gay?" he asks. He has a french fry in his mouth. "Yeah." I tell him. "How old are you anyway?" he asks. "Almost 14." "Oh." I eat and later at the acting thing the teacher has us get ready for a play. "How about 3 little pigs?" Everyone groans. So today we just practiced acting. At 9:30 it was lights out. A girl in my group called Sandy knocked on my door. "What?" I was still thinking about Cas. "Come here." she tells me. "Okay." I say, yawning. She takes me to her room. She kisses me. Her lips are soft. I don't move. She kisses me again. I'm nervous. She takes her shirt off. I put my hand down her underwear. I'm not hard. There's nothing. No dick down there. She's a fucking cis girl why would there be anything down there. "It's okay Dean." "No.. I'm gay." I run out of the room.