Not Enough

She dyed her hair black and painted her nails with blue and purple glitter. She smoked weed too casually and drank too often. She fell in and out of love with too many people, sometimes all at once. She walked to school and took the city bus to her grandmothers. She loved cats and had a nap almost everyday. She wore too much make up and dressed like a boy. She was too much and not enough all at once.