Oblivion

Oblivion. The state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening. I wish I could simply fade into oblivion forever, just so I could escape the cage that withholds my mind in this living hell. The way the blood seeps from the little red gashes across my arm amuses me. I don't even feel pain anymore, it's like nothing. I'm empty. My mind drifts off from reality and I find myself looking into his beautiful brown eyes that are now lined with tears. None of this real. It never will be. 'He's not here', I have to remind myself. 'He's gone.'