That's the Beauty of a Secret

Sneaking out of my room wasn’t as hard as I thought it was, just cold considering I had left my jacket back at my house. Quickly making it to Alyssa’s in no time, I was almost instantly ushered inside and pushed into getting ready. After an hour of getting picked and prodded by Alyssa’s older sister, Brooke we were finally finished.
“Damn, I’m good. Should totally have opened a salon over a music store” Brooke said with a smile as she took countless pictures of us three.
“Yeah, I could just imagine Nick and Ethan working at a salon” Nat said with a laugh as she lightly placed her mask onto her face trying hard not to mess up her simple makeup.
“Oh and knowing Brooke their uniform would be a bright pink frilly apron” Alyssa added with a laugh of her own.
“Damn straight!” Brooke said with a smile as she started to walk around, cleaning up all the makeup and hair products that we had spread all over the unused dining room. Pulling on the black combat boots that Alyssa was letting me borrow, I couldn’t help but laugh at the three’s antics knowing that this is what I would be missing if I listened to my dad and stopped talking to him. You see I have always loved Brooke because unlike my father and step-mother who were all about my future, she cared about Alyssa’s happiness and what she wanted. Which mean she always cared about me and Nat’s as well.
Within minutes we were all finished getting ready, just in time to be leaving for the concert. Quickly we stuff our phones, money and the fake ID (which was completely Nat’s idea) in specific spots of our costumes we were out of the house. Pushing them down farther into my boot, I quickly followed slightly behind as we walked out the small simple white house.
“Okay, I want you three to be careful and safe. Watch each other’s backs and please if you need anything don’t be afraid to call me” Brooke yelled at us as we walked over to Alyssa’s car weaving our way around the large crowd of trick or treaters that were running over the neighborhood.
“Yeah… yeah, Brooke we got you,” Lys said giving her a light kiss on her cheek before she jumped into the drivers seat, “Thanks again, Now go try to catch up with Nick and Spence. Have fun Trick or Treating, and make sure that little shit saves his candy for his aunts.”
“Alright I’ll tell him and have fun!” Brooke yelled as Lys pulled away from the house with all of us waving back at her. I could already feel my nerves start to get to me, making butterflies erupt in the pit of my stomach at the fact that in little over an hour I would be watching my favorite band live.
~❤~
All Time Low was amazing like there was no doubt about it. I mean this was the best act of rebellion I could ever imagine and just the fact that my father and step-mother would have a heart attack if they knew I was here only made it 100% better. Add in the fact that Lys made sure she pushed her way to the front so that I could basically see the sweat that was drenching all four of the men and if I would die right here, right now I would die happy.
“Hey, would you look at that?” Lys said loudly into my ears making me stop singing and look over to the small redhead who had been attached to my hips ever since we lost Nat in the crowd with in the first few minutes of the concert.
“What?” I asked as I ignored the few singing people that were dancing awkwardly beside me or the fact that someone behind me was pushing me up against the metal raining making it dig into my stomach.
“I seemed to have found your Puddin’” she said as she quickly nodded over to the stage making me notice that for the first time since the concert started that they all were dressed up in costumes, with Jack (who was my favorite band member) dressing in a Dark Knight version of Joker. As I was taking a better look at Jack, I found myself making eye contact with him just to get a wink in return making me feel my cheeks instantly heat up and look down at my boots.
“Hey Alex, looks like I won’t be needing you tonight. Gia can have you, since it looks like my Harley seems to be in the crowd” Jack said as soon as they finished the song so that everyone could take a breather, while him and Alex did their normal banter. Feeling Lys nudge my shoulder I quickly looked up only to notice that he was still staring at me.
“But Jack don’t leave me… I love you…” Alex said making the crowd laugh as he run over to Jack and pulling him into an awkward hug which he quickly was pushed away from with a chuckle, “Well since Jack is being an ass, I guess we can get back to our last song of the night.”
Almost instantly after he walked back over to where his microphone was standing the familiar beginning notes of ‘Dear Maria’ played, making me and Lys sing along to the lyrics for the second time today. Once the show was finally finished, all four of them stood on stage and passed out random things, with me being handed a guitar pick from Jack who gave me a small wink which made my cheeks heat up even more. “That’s was amazing!” I said to Lys as I grabbed her shoulders as I squeezed the pick into my hand with no plans on letting it go anytime soon.
“I know!” Lys said back just as excited as I was as she started to pull me out of the venue following the mass of other fans quickly intertwining her arms with my own. We both sat fangirling about pick and the concert when a hand quickly grabbed our shoulders making us both jump and quickly turn around, only to see a smiling Nat staring at us, with her once perfectly red lips now smudged.
“Where the fuck, were you?” Lys asked as she loosened her iron tight grip that she had on my arm.
“Entertaining myself” she said with, as cliché as it sounds a cat like smile, “But I did get us an invite to a Halloween Party.”
~❤~
“So tell me again, why are we going to some strange bar?” Lys asked as Nat led us to a bar that already seemed to be loud with excitement. Seeing a person run out of the bar and around to the alleyway to throw up making me crinkle my nose in disgust, “I mean it seems so… classy.”
“Hey trust me, Batman would never lie” Nat said with a small smile as she waved to a man who was standing around the front of the bar giving us a small wave. “Plus he’s extremely cute” she added in a whisper to us, as she quickened her pace to him.
“You haven’t seen his face” Lys said back with a laugh making me smile as we continued to follow our dark haired best friend.
“Don’t have to, he’s a damn great kisser which is all that really matters” she said once we finally walked up to him, laughing as she pulled him in for a passionate kiss.
“Didn’t think you would show up” I heard him say as they broke apart, his voice sounding somewhat familiar, just couldn’t seem to place it.
“Why wouldn’t I? I mean I did promise you Bats?” she said with a small smile as she let him lead us into the loud bar, I couldn’t help but fell a little uncomfortable as we walked pass a large burly dude that was standing in front of the front door. Looking around I could see a lot of people wearing different costumes, most leaving little to the imagination. Well I was staring at the crowd, I felt my self being pushed by a couple who basically looked like they were having sex on the dance floor only to bump into someone.
“Oh, I’m so sorry” I said quickly looking over to the person that I ran into only to see that the person was Gianna Hamilton, the other half of my favorite couple. “Oh my God, you’re Gia…” I finally spit out after I stared at her like an idiot for a few minutes, making her laugh.
“So I’m guessing that you’ve heard of me?” she asked as she started to wipe off her bright yellow tank top that she was wearing giving me a clear sign that I must have spilled her drink on her, instantly filling me with guilt.
“Yeah what true Hustler wouldn’t know you. I mean you fill pretty much all of Alex’s social media feeds. But again, I’m so sorry, so didn’t mean to run into you. But, some couple…” I said turning around only to noticed that the couple must have left to go to somewhere quiet, “you know what never mind.”
“It’s okay when you stay with the people that I stay with, you get used to having drinks spilt on you” she said with another laugh and just looking at her, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to know what exactly Alex saw in her. “But how about we go get something to drink. Since, as Jack loves to say, no pretty girl should be empty handed at a party” she added as she quickly grabbed my arm and started to pull me over towards the bar not giving me any chance to protest, “I’ll have two more, Dave!”
The buff bald man behind the bar that she had yelled at just nodded and in no time, two cups were being placed in front of us, “You’re good Gia, but I’ll need to see your friends ID” he said with a voice that seemed to match his appearance perfectly.
“Oh yeah here…” I said as I quickly bent down and pulled the small plastic card out of my boot, quickly handing it over to the man hoping that it was worth the money. After a few minutes of awkward silence, with him staring between me and my card making me bite the inside of my mouth terrified that I was got to get caught that it was a fake.
“Here you go, Serenity” he said with a small somewhat friendly smile as he pushed the drink closer to me as I quickly drank it making a face as the liquid burned down my throat.
“You okay there, Ren?” Gia asked as she looked over at me with an amused look as she slowly drank her own drink like a normal person would.
“Yeah, just not a big drinker” I said as I quickly finished my drink giving her a small smile, as I finished the rest of my drink this time enjoying the light burn that is brought. Before she could say anything back two arms quickly wrapped themselves around her waist making her jump. Quickly the familiar smiling face of Alex Gaskarth popped his head from behind her giving her a small peck on his head. “Oh my God, it Alex Gaskarth… You’re Alex Gaskarth” I said not being able to stop my little fangirl moment making him laugh.
“I’m guessing you’re a fan” he said with a laugh making me blush once I realized what I just did.
“Yeah she is, she did something similar once she realized it was me who she bumped into” Gia said before I could make an even bigger fool of myself.
“Did she treat you, right?” he asked leaning his chin on her should making my heart melt at the sight of the cute little couple thing that they were doing.
“I would never treat her bad, you guys are like one of my favorite couples” I said with a smile as I took another drink of my drink that somehow got filled, thank you Dave.
“Good” he said with a one of his famous smiles as he stepped out from behind Gia and gave me a hug, “You’re the good kind of fan I like.”
I held back my scream as I hugged one of my all-time… no puns intended, favorite idols. As he let me go I noticed for the first time what exactly they were both dressed up as. Loving their idea of Alex being dressed up as Ash from Pokemon just with his hat placed on backwards while Gia was dressed as an adorable homemade Pikachu, “Love the costumes.”
“Thanks” Gia said as Alex found his spot back behind her, “Love yours too.”
“Thank, my friends literally made the decision today to dress up as Batman’s top villainesses” I said with a smile as I continued to drink, the mysterious alcoholic drink that was starting to feel the small buzz that seemed to lighten up my normally shy exterior.
“There’s my Harley… I finally found you” I heard a familiar voice say from behind me, making me quickly spin around only to feel my world start to spin a little already feeling some of the effects of the drink that I had basically been chugging. Feeling myself slip off the wooden stool quickly making my way to the floor only to feel someone wrap their arms around me and pull me into their chest, “don’t have to fall for me.”
Looking up I felt my cheeks heat up as soon as I saw that was in Jack Barakat’s arms, though I wasn’t exactly sure of embarrassment or of the alcohol that I have been consuming. “I couldn’t help it you are my Puddin’ after all” I say with a sly smirk as I felt him make sure that I was standing straight on my feet. I could smell the alcohol on his breath just as much as he probably could smell mine. Seeing his warm dark brown eyes staring into my eyes not bothering to look away till someone coughed making me look over at Gia and Alex who both had matching smiles on their faces.
~❤~
After a few shots that we all shared together, I was totally starting to feeling them and one thing that I quickly took notice to was that I was an extremely touchy drunk and more importantly a horny one at that. At about the third shot, I found myself on the small dance floor grinding against the one and only Jack Barakat, something that if I was sober I would be mortified and too shy to do. Hearing the start of the fourth random song start play, I could feel him start to place soft kisses on my neck from behind me. Quickly wrapping my arms around his neck from behind me, I stretched out my neck so he could have better access to it, loving how it felt. Moaning softly as he hit a spot, feeling a smile quickly cross his lips.
“Want to go somewhere quiet?” he whispered harshly into my ear making me shiver before he started to nip at my neck which almost made my knees weak. Nodding I quickly grabbed his bright green sprayed hair and pulled him down so I could capture his lips into a kiss. As we slowly pulled out of our kiss, I felt him lightly push me through the large crowd of sweaty people carefully weaving so that we wouldn’t disturb any of the dancing couples who seemed more focused on each other than anything else around them. I couldn’t help but giggle as he continued to nip at the back of my neck, pushing me out the front door and into the nearly deserted streets. Not exactly knowing where he was taking me but I allowed him to lead me to what I could only assume was his tour bus.
As he opened the empty bus door for me, I saw that his lips were now smudged with my lipstick making me giggle. Walking in I quickly turned around only for him to pick me up and giving me another passionate kiss, wrapping my legs around his waist so that I could get better leverage opening my mouth so that his tongue could start to fight my own for dominance, carrying me down the darkly lit hallway. As soon as he got the back of the bus, I felt him let me down onto my feet before quickly turning around and locking the door we just walked through. Seeing him turn around I could see the smirk that I had always adored from my computer screen looking back at me as he pulled me into another kiss taking me by surprise as I allowed him to explore my mouth again. Feeling a little more dominate in nature thanks to my little bit of liquid courage, I slowly pulled down his long purple jacket off his shoulders and quickly started fidgeting with the buttons on his vest.
Pulling out of our little make out session I could see him smiling down at me in the dim light, feeling cold hands playing with the hem of my shirt before quickly pulling it off leaving me in nothing, making him smile even bigger, “well isn’t someone a bad girl?”
“What are you going to do about it” I said with a smile finally getting fed up trying to unbutton all the buttons he had on him and just ripped the rest of them off, making him laugh as he looked down at me, “Had way too much clothes on.”
Smirking up at him I quickly attacked different spots on his bare chest giving the tattoo that I had always found extremely sexy some attention, quickly picking me up again making me laugh as he gently laid me down on the worn leather couch.
As he straddled my waist, he started to kiss me again which gave me the opportunity to trace a soft trail on the bare skin of his back making him shiver. Only to kiss harder when I gently raked my fingers probably leaving light red scratch marks. Taking his moment of distraction as a window I quickly shifted my weight so that I could take more dominance which apparently was another thing that drunk me liked to do.
What I didn’t account was that we were on a couch and quickly fell onto the floor, with me landing perfectly on top of him. He let out a low groan as I gently lifted myself so that I could look down at him. “Are you…” I started to say only for his lips to crash onto mine catching by surprise yet again. After getting over the initial shock, I quickly found a perfect rhythm with his lips as I felt him mess with the hem of the tight pants I was wear. Quickly bend backwards I easily pulled off my boots while pulled himself up to me as he started to attack my neck as he just kicked off his shoes. I pulled off his belt while he pulled off my pants. Then let’s just say, that was how I lost my virginity to a rock star in the back room of his tour bus, I guess like anything else I do when I decide to rebel I go all out.