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am i alone
Dear god,
Today I cried because I forgot how lonely I really am. I forgot what it is like to really feel the comfort of another person’s existence/presence with yours. I forgot what it’s like to really laugh with someone, to cry, to smile, to be angry.
I sound like a whiny pussy.
Also, my family is mad at me because I am sad and I don’t know why. I told them that I wanted to die and I didn’t know why. I wasn’t being bullied or anything that could really trigger my depressed state. They yelled at me and yelled at me more when I started to cry. Do I really need a reason to feel like I wanna ctrl+alt+delete my life?
But then I remember sometimes we all just need a good cry.
Take care.
Today I cried because I forgot how lonely I really am. I forgot what it is like to really feel the comfort of another person’s existence/presence with yours. I forgot what it’s like to really laugh with someone, to cry, to smile, to be angry.
I sound like a whiny pussy.
Also, my family is mad at me because I am sad and I don’t know why. I told them that I wanted to die and I didn’t know why. I wasn’t being bullied or anything that could really trigger my depressed state. They yelled at me and yelled at me more when I started to cry. Do I really need a reason to feel like I wanna ctrl+alt+delete my life?
But then I remember sometimes we all just need a good cry.
Take care.