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Dear god,

Life fucked me hard and took my virginity. It wasn’t sweet love making or hot rough sex that resemble a .99 cent porno, it was painful and I cried.

Life is being fucking stressful. I can’t juggle work and school as well as I used to. I can’t talk about it because I know everyone has their own shit to deal with. It’s hard trying to provide for yourself and others while trying to keep an education. I keep telling myself that I can do it and that this isn’t a real world problem, but in my real world, it is. Sometimes I wish that I was put into a coma so I can finally catch a break. I don’t say it out loud because I don’t need to hear those bullshit rants about school boards and Tumblr kids discussing about how it’s what we learn that matters, not our grades.

Tell that to my professors.

Take care.