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Dear god,
I never realized how much it hurts when someone so important to you, someone you love so much, leaves you. I don’t think I ever cried so hard. My heart felt like there was a hole, a hole that was hurting me and draining me. I never felt such a pain in my chest. I never felt such hot tears run down my face. I never felt my throat close up so tight, to the point that I was scared I wouldn’t breathe.
God, why do you take away special people in someone’s life so easily as you bring them in? I hope no one feels the way I felt, that emptiness that feels so hard to replace. God, why didn’t you let me say goodbye? Is it cause I’m a nonbeliever? I’m sorry.
Take care.
I never realized how much it hurts when someone so important to you, someone you love so much, leaves you. I don’t think I ever cried so hard. My heart felt like there was a hole, a hole that was hurting me and draining me. I never felt such a pain in my chest. I never felt such hot tears run down my face. I never felt my throat close up so tight, to the point that I was scared I wouldn’t breathe.
God, why do you take away special people in someone’s life so easily as you bring them in? I hope no one feels the way I felt, that emptiness that feels so hard to replace. God, why didn’t you let me say goodbye? Is it cause I’m a nonbeliever? I’m sorry.
Take care.