Status: Cautiously Active
Daddy's Little Girl
Dear Dad,
I miss you, there I said it.
I don’t know what else to say, other than that I miss you.
I am not stupid, I know you do not miss me, I know you don’t even think of me, I am not deluded.
I know you didn’t want me.
Which makes this all the more harder, the fact that I miss you, knowing you don’t want me and I still want you makes everything so much harder.
I know this will never reach you, I know this will sit here until I delete in a bout of sadness or anger, maybe even both.
But just so you know, despite everything you put me through, I miss you.
I don’t forgive you.
I just... I miss you.
Love me,
*Based on my turbulent relationship with my own absentee father*
I miss you, there I said it.
I don’t know what else to say, other than that I miss you.
I am not stupid, I know you do not miss me, I know you don’t even think of me, I am not deluded.
I know you didn’t want me.
Which makes this all the more harder, the fact that I miss you, knowing you don’t want me and I still want you makes everything so much harder.
I know this will never reach you, I know this will sit here until I delete in a bout of sadness or anger, maybe even both.
But just so you know, despite everything you put me through, I miss you.
I don’t forgive you.
I just... I miss you.
Love me,
*Based on my turbulent relationship with my own absentee father*