Lust in Love

Annaline betrayed me. Through a couple of weeks of research and interviewing, I've found out that she was cheating on me.

She was cheating on me with Potter, the Weasley twins and Krum.

I've resolved never to trust her again. If I ever see her again.

But hate, anger and hurt twist up inside me whenever I think of her. The hurt especially.

I was telling the truth. I really do love her.

Or I did.

I crank on my favourite Muggle music as I've got bored of Celestina Warbeck's A Cauldron Full of Hot, Strong Love. I listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JThz8-nYYHs on youtube, a muggle website where you can watch videos. The music makes my hate swirl up inside me and the amount of hurt makes me want to lash out.

A friend of mine tells me that on youtube the good thing for hurt and sadness is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pci06rRWySU. It reminds me of Annaline leaving me based on the first lines.

I hate Annaline.

The same friend sees what a state I'm in a week later and recommends me another song on youtube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftvWVV4-Ms4) but it just makes me feel worse.

Slowly I sink into a wave of Depression.

Since I'm still married to Annaline, I can still cheat on her.

Get my revenge.

"Are you sure?" My friend asks while I tell him my idea.

I nod. "Just need to find someone who'll take me and will be okay if I leave. Also, she can't be an insane axe-wielding maniac."

"I don't know anybody like that, Draco."

"I'll find someone."

And I do.

The next day, while listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOpLs6qfYoI ,another recommendation, I see her.

Granger.

She's recently broken up with Weasley, I know that, and she could take me.

And anyway, I've always thought she's okay for a Mudblood.