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Blue Ink on Paper

It started when I was sexually abused at age 9. I took a paperclip and scratched up my arm. I started to hide my food. I didn't understand why I was doing these things. But now it makes sense.

I am going to write everything down. I am going to pour my heart out, let you into my little world of self destruction and self creation. I will write and write until you know everything.
  1. Josh and Other Things
    I blocked it out
  2. Bullies
    Why are kids so mean?
  3. Trauma #1
    Did he steal my innocence, or did I give it away?
  4. Trauma #2
  5. Meeting Her
    I fell in love with her slowly but surely.
  6. Alcohol and 420
    Two of my former best friends
  7. Cutting and Burning
    It felt so right to rip myself apart.
  8. Bulimorexia
    I binged, purged, and starved my feelings away.
  9. Mom
    It's time to talk about her.