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Before I Die
I am a hurricane.
A hurricane of impulses and never ending thoughts. I am destruction, destruction in the wind after the last drop of rain has fallen. After the last tear drop has spilt and stolen what limited happiness we still possess. From love and understanding I create destruction because within it I find true beauty.
A hurricane rages inside of me - ugliness, rage and distrust. I am desperate to be the calm before the storm. Or maybe I am just desperate. All I know is that she is the sky, midnight blue with golden clouds.
She is everything.
Everything I will never possess. I am a turbulent hurricane and she is the calm blue sky. And I am helplessly falling, hurtling towards the ground desperate to create some beautiful destruction as I fall.
Even if it means drowning in the rain.
A hurricane of impulses and never ending thoughts. I am destruction, destruction in the wind after the last drop of rain has fallen. After the last tear drop has spilt and stolen what limited happiness we still possess. From love and understanding I create destruction because within it I find true beauty.
A hurricane rages inside of me - ugliness, rage and distrust. I am desperate to be the calm before the storm. Or maybe I am just desperate. All I know is that she is the sky, midnight blue with golden clouds.
She is everything.
Everything I will never possess. I am a turbulent hurricane and she is the calm blue sky. And I am helplessly falling, hurtling towards the ground desperate to create some beautiful destruction as I fall.
Even if it means drowning in the rain.
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Ten Years Earlier
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