The diary of a broken girl

How do i start this?

Well this is weird...i don't normally write my feelings or what happenes in a little book, but my dad insists on it.
Whatever though, i guess i should start this. My name is Amber Amiela Jacobs, i am 17 years old. Im just guessing that i should write why my dad wants me to express my feeling through writing. Here we go, to my parents, i am a total fuck up, and any teenager would know that knowing that information would really mess someone up. And my dad thinks that if i write what's going through my head, then eventually i'll get better.
And hopefully that would happen, if only...