Angels Know How to Scream
Just screw the angels
"Darling!"
"Don't darling me, Joseph!"
I was angry. He was trying to apologize. Those "I Love You"s were lies. That kisses were fake promises and those special moments were just another stupid mistake! I was so angry.
"Emily! I'm sorry! It was an accident. I never did anything to her. We just slept in the same bed..."
That fired me up even more. I came up to him and kneed him right in the hips.
"Ow!I'm so sorry!Please forgive me! I never meant to!"
"What do you mean you never meant to?"
Tears were streaming down my face and I was just plain sobbing.
"You slept with your ex-girlfriend!"
"It was an accident! I went to a club and I drank too much. Natasha probably drove me home and well.You know."
I stopped crying. I was stiff now. I didn't want to look at his face. Then I just gave in and stared at his eyes. They were red. There were tears. He was crying for me.
"Okay.I forgive you."
"Thank you, babe! I love you. No matter what."
He hugged me tightly.For once I was sure he wasn't lying. Those words and the warmth between us was real. No lies. No hoaxes. It was true.
* * *
Life on tour is great! The Loose Ends [My Band!] has been travelling on the road for a few months! Its been hard, but definitely fun. Well, except for the part where I found Sophia and Ben in my room...Uhm.Yeah.Now my band is finally home.
"Oh my god."
I just fell on the couch.Ah.The musty, leathery smell. I never thought I'd miss it so much. Joseph sat beside me. I turned around and rested my head on his lap.
"So did you miss me, darhhhhling?"
"I missed you very much."
He leaned down and planted a kiss on my lips.Another thing I definitely missed.
My cellphone vibrated.
"Sorry, just let me get this."
"Okay, but be back soon, darhhhhling."
I stood up, kissed him, and ran to the kitchen to anwser my cellphone.
"Hello?"
"Hello.May I talk to Emily Hunter?"
"Yes.Im right here."
"Well, Im from the insurance department and I have some bad news for you."
My heart started to pound in my chest.I held the phone closer.
I talked to the man and then said my good bye.I turned off the phone and sat down on a stool. I laid my head down on my arms. I cried.
Joseph raced over.
"Why are you crying? Is it something about me?"
I tried my best to shake my head.
"No."
"What happened?"
"My dad."
"Go on, honey."
"He died."
I just sobbed until I fell asleep.
"Don't darling me, Joseph!"
I was angry. He was trying to apologize. Those "I Love You"s were lies. That kisses were fake promises and those special moments were just another stupid mistake! I was so angry.
"Emily! I'm sorry! It was an accident. I never did anything to her. We just slept in the same bed..."
That fired me up even more. I came up to him and kneed him right in the hips.
"Ow!I'm so sorry!Please forgive me! I never meant to!"
"What do you mean you never meant to?"
Tears were streaming down my face and I was just plain sobbing.
"You slept with your ex-girlfriend!"
"It was an accident! I went to a club and I drank too much. Natasha probably drove me home and well.You know."
I stopped crying. I was stiff now. I didn't want to look at his face. Then I just gave in and stared at his eyes. They were red. There were tears. He was crying for me.
"Okay.I forgive you."
"Thank you, babe! I love you. No matter what."
He hugged me tightly.For once I was sure he wasn't lying. Those words and the warmth between us was real. No lies. No hoaxes. It was true.
* * *
Life on tour is great! The Loose Ends [My Band!] has been travelling on the road for a few months! Its been hard, but definitely fun. Well, except for the part where I found Sophia and Ben in my room...Uhm.Yeah.Now my band is finally home.
"Oh my god."
I just fell on the couch.Ah.The musty, leathery smell. I never thought I'd miss it so much. Joseph sat beside me. I turned around and rested my head on his lap.
"So did you miss me, darhhhhling?"
"I missed you very much."
He leaned down and planted a kiss on my lips.Another thing I definitely missed.
My cellphone vibrated.
"Sorry, just let me get this."
"Okay, but be back soon, darhhhhling."
I stood up, kissed him, and ran to the kitchen to anwser my cellphone.
"Hello?"
"Hello.May I talk to Emily Hunter?"
"Yes.Im right here."
"Well, Im from the insurance department and I have some bad news for you."
My heart started to pound in my chest.I held the phone closer.
I talked to the man and then said my good bye.I turned off the phone and sat down on a stool. I laid my head down on my arms. I cried.
Joseph raced over.
"Why are you crying? Is it something about me?"
I tried my best to shake my head.
"No."
"What happened?"
"My dad."
"Go on, honey."
"He died."
I just sobbed until I fell asleep.