You Were Meant for Me

Ville and I spent most of the night on the couch, watching random horror movies I had brought along. Throughout each movie, I would steal a few kisses as would he, but I was a little nervous to try to take it further, knowing I had been shot down before. It was only because you were drunk, dummy! Make your move before it’s too late!

I took a deep breath before I climbed in Ville’s lap, obviously taking him by surprise as I carefully placed a knee on each side of him. He raised an eye brow, almost as if he were asking if I was sure. My lips connected with his and his hands immediately found their way to my hips before sliding up my sides, taking my sweater off in the process. Ville stared for a moment, taking in the sight, as I stood in front of him, slowly taking my pants off.

“You are… so goddamn beautiful.”

I bit my lip nervously as he closed the short distance between us before he stopped behind me. I couldn’t see what he was doing, but I felt the warmth of his body so close to mine and he was all I wanted in that moment. I felt his fingertip dance across my skin as they made their way to my bra strap, and with one swift motion, it fell to the floor, leaving me in just a thong. He hooked two fingers on each side of the fabric and pulled them down low enough for me to kick them to the side.

I took a deep breath before I turned to face him. I was so nervous that I could feel my body trembling. He brought his lips down and gently bit a nipple while the other was in between his thumb and index finger. That sensation alone made my body tremble even more, but for a completely different reason. He released my nipples and slowly kissed his way down my chest and my stomach.

“It’s not fair.” I whispered, causing him to look up with a concerned look. “Here I am completely naked in front of you, and you’re still completely clothed. I think I should do something about that.”

While he was still on his knees, I carefully pulled his shirt over his head and as he rose, I wasted no time grabbing his pants, a bit eager to get them off. I teasingly rubbed over the massive bugle, earning a low groan from Ville as I took his boxers off as well before getting on my knees in front of him. I gently stroked the large erection before taking the head in my mouth. The sound that he made was all I needed to hear to keep going. He grabbed my hair as I bobbed up and down, taking almost all of him in.

“Fuck, darling. Are you on birth control?” He asked as he helped me up from the floor.

“I am, but you can use a condom if it’ll make you feel better.”

He didn’t say anything else, just flashed me a wicked smile as he bent me over the arm of the couch. I felt his tip at the entrance, but he was teasing me. Did he want me to beg? I wasn’t normally one to, but after seeing the size of his cock, I’d do anything he wanted me to. I bit my lip, trying to contain the moan that was trying to escape as he slowly pushed into me, but it was no use.

“Are you okay?” He asked as he stopped pushing.

“Don’t you dare stop.” I growled, causing him to chuckle.

He did as I asked and didn’t stop. Oh boy, did he keep going. With every thrust, I could feel my knees go weak and after fifteen minutes, my body was on fire. I let out a yelp as he smacked my ass and pumped into me even faster. I could feel it coming, I knew I was going to cum. I had never been with someone who had so much stamina before. Almost as if he knew what was about to happen, he pulled out and pulled me on top of him on the couch, and I was only able to ride him for a few minutes before it happened. We both closed our eyes, threw our heads back, and rode out the mind blowing orgasm together.

“Holy fuck…” I gasped as I climbed off his lap.

“I don’t know about you, but I definitely need a shower after that. Jesus. That tongue thing, by the way… You are just perfect. Where have you been all my life?”

After our shower and round five, I was in Ville’s bed, completely naked, with a giant smile on my face. We had the most amazing night together, but I knew it was going to end just as fast as it began. I’d be back on a flight to Pennsylvania in a matter of days and it would be just a memory. I found myself staring at Ville’s face, trying to memorize every inch of him, because I never wanted to forget how peaceful and beautiful he truly was or how he could take my breath away with his smile.

***

The next few days were spent with mummo and pappa while my nights were spent with Ville. I felt myself falling hard for him, but there was no way I was going to tell him right before I was leaving the country. It wasn’t fair to either one of us, but life is kind of funny like that sometimes. Life just didn’t care.

The taxi ride to the airport was completely and utterly silent. Ville squeezed my hand reassuringly as we came to a stop and I let out a heavy sigh, not ready to get out of the taxi. Through the glass window I could see my family standing in a circle, waiting for me to join them. The driver got my bags out for me while Ville helped me get them inside, even though I wanted to throw them back in the taxi and go back to the tower.

Lauri was the first one to notice us and broke free from the group to envelop me tightly in a hug. He was followed by my aunt and uncle, then mummo and pappa, while Ville took the opportunity to talk to my mom. I couldn’t tell what they were saying, but judging from the smile on both of their faces, it was good.

“Diann? Wynter? Please don’t go...”

I turned and saw the one person I never wanted to see again standing a few feet away with an apology bouquet in his hands. There were a few gasps from the family as they couldn’t believe what they were seeing while my mom’s whole entire demeanor changed. She wasn’t smiling anymore, and if looks could kill, he would be worse than dead.

“What? You thought you could show up with flowers and beg me to stay after you kept a secret family from me for over 20 years? Mikael, you are the definition of fucking insane if you think I want anything to do with you! If you ever decide to come back to Pennsylvania, you’ll find your shit in storage and divorce papers waiting. Go back to your other family because you aren’t welcome here.”

He didn’t say anything as he dropped the flowers at her feet then stormed off into the cold. Mom picked up the discarded bouquet and let out a scoff as she punted it clear across the airport lobby before going back to her conversation with the man I had grown so fond of. His eyes met mine and I gave him a small smile, thinking back to the first time we saw each other in this very same spot.

“God, I’m going to miss you so fucking much.” I mumbled into his chest as he held me tightly. “I wish I didn’t have to go.”

“I’ll miss you too, my darling girl. I promise, I’m going to visit the first chance I get or I will fly you back here. We’ll figure it out, we can manage.”

“Ville… Don’t make promises you can’t keep. It’s just going to make this so much harder.”

“I can keep them, and I will. You mean the world to me already, Wynter. You told me before you were willing to try if I was willing, that hasn’t changed has it? I want this, I want you. It’s going to be hard, but you’re worth it. I know it’s fast, but I’m falling in lov-”

“Stop.” I said as I quickly cut him off. “Don’t say it, please. I can’t have you say something like that and then me get on a plane, not knowing if I’m ever going to see you again. I can’t do it, Ville. I’m so scared to let myself feel what I feel and not know what’s going to happen.”

“Darling, we’ll see each other again.”

“I really hope so, baby, I really do. So why don’t you save what you were going to say for next time and then maybe I won’t be as afraid to say it back?”

He wrapped his arms around me as our flight was called for boarding and I took a deep breath in, knowing I was about to walk away from the one person who felt right. I had to though. There was no way my mom could deal with everything back home without me. Without another thought, I did what I always did and put her needs before mine and gave Ville one last kiss. We grabbed our bags and waved goodbye to the group one last time while they all shouted their final goodbyes, and soon they were out of sight.

“Everything will be okay once we get back to Scranton.”