You and Me

I think the worst part is caring about someone who could care less about you. Staring at your phone waiting for them to call to make sure that you made it home safely and when the time pasts when he’s supposed to call you, and he doesnt...you wonder where you went wrong. Sometimes I wish I could go back to the time where I never started sleeping with him because maybe, just maybe it would be easier. Maybe I would have never fallen for him in the first place.

I was never supposed to become attached to him. It was supposed to be just a friends with benefits type of deal but turns out feelings change. I hated myself for allowing myself to fall for someone who would never fall for me. I just had hopes that it would turn out differently but turns out, I was wrong. Who could love such a broken girl like me?