Difficult and Hard to Love

I’m difficult and hard headed, I won’t deny that. But that still doesn’t give anyone a reason to just leave me. When I love, I love hard and that scares me. I either get attached too easily or I get scared and push people away. I just don’t understand what I do to scare people away. It makes me think that I’m not good enough and will never be good enough.

I just hope that one day I will find someone and I won’t have to beg them to stay or maybe I just won’t find that person. Maybe I’m just destined to being alone with dogs for the rest of my life.

I’m not sorry for who I am though. Maybe I am difficult and that is perfectly okay. I refuse to change for anyone. Take me as I am or watch me as I go.