Diary of My Love Life

May 23, 2008

Dear diary,

I guess I'm not very good at keeping up with this whole diary thing.
Oh well...
This past month or so has been interesting though.
8th grade graduation is tonight and I can't express enough how much I'm looking forward to being a Freshman in August!
I'm so over junior high already.
So my crush on Josh is still there.
Unfortunately.
To make matters worse, I think the crush has gone from somewhere around a 4 (on a scale of 1-10) to at least a 7...
Last week, we had our annual field trip to the waterpark and even with Josh being so cute & obviously fit, I love that he is still a little self conscious to the point that he didn't go shirtless unlike almost every other guy in school did.
Thinking about it now though, I really hope it's not because of the scar.
I'd hate to be the reason for that.
I couldn't stop staring at him (creepy, yes I know) & even got a few pictures in while taking them of my friends.
Memories, ya know?
Not to mention the one I took of him this morning before school started.
I don't know what came over me but I just went up to him and told him to smile.
Surprisingly, he obliged.
Hopefully, this crush will pass though.
I mean summer vacation starts tomorrow and highly doubt I'll run into Josh at all.
Then comes high school where I hope that my classes with him in it are minimal.
I only had 3 classes with him this year and that was more than enough.
Besides, there are a lot of cute older guys in high school who I can totally see myself crushing on.
Hello seniors ;)
Either way, I cannot wait!
Well I guess I better go get ready for graduation.
Goodbye junior high & hello high school!