Status: I can be you, you can be all.
My Undying Love
An Apology
The faith in present never let me to live in past and future. Now I apologize if I thought about our future, Kuhi would be with me now. I should not told her, "You must live in present. Be with me till you can. No promises. No worry".
Kuhi was sensitive to every phenomenon. The way she loved me directed her nature.
Now I speak to myself.
"How could I say :Stop loving me. Get out from your fantasy. You have to adjust in life... .".
Her tears after that outburst were felt in my eyes. But I listened to my mind.
"She would not live with me. What would I do for her happiness? She deserved much than my love. I would do nothing except ruining our family.
And I blocked her in my mind without responding to her heart.
Kuhi was sensitive to every phenomenon. The way she loved me directed her nature.
Now I speak to myself.
"How could I say :Stop loving me. Get out from your fantasy. You have to adjust in life... .".
Her tears after that outburst were felt in my eyes. But I listened to my mind.
"She would not live with me. What would I do for her happiness? She deserved much than my love. I would do nothing except ruining our family.
And I blocked her in my mind without responding to her heart.