Parasites

12/21/03

12/21/03

I’m coming to a realization about my mom and how’s she’s completely changed. About how now, she drinks every night, and goes to bars every weekend. To be honestly don’t really like it. I don’t think it’s a positive change at all. Mainly because I don’t think it was a change in her best interest. Which is bad. It’s so drastic. Bit, it really isn’t my business I suppose – Everyday is a miracle. That’s how I think. The fact that the sun rises and falls every day. It rains, it snows, it hails, its beautiful, all of it. Destructive or not, it’s beautiful. What makes the world so ugly, is man. We little,. We polite, we poison, we kill. Not only this, some rape, kill, torture, hurt, even kill themselves. That’s what makes this world so ugly. Why can’t it be as beautiful as it should be? – Good charlotte, really cliché. But they just came out with a really respectable song called hold on, it’s about suicide. It’s so beautiful, about something so ugly. That’s what makes it respectable.