‹ Prequel: Saviour of the Heart
Status: Complete. =)

Firestar

Ever-Changing Rose (What I've Done)

I lied to you, (yet I've done things with him) and I can't say that I don't regret (but I fought the lies that came with me) and I can't bear what I've done, he's alright with it (but I am never to be fine with what I've done) Who the hell will I choose? I do not want the lust that haunts us, he can't find out (because then we're as good as done) and I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD STAY, so I will leave you here, some unspeakable things I've allowed, now no one knows what I've done, say goodnight, I'm breathing my last breath

Chorus:

Safe inside my shell, I know I've got to run, sweet taste of the light, it all ends here tonight, and I lost this fight, (hence resulting in me leaving you all here) I can't stay any longer, all this I've done would make a heartbreaker cry, the way I switched between you, would put an ever-changing rose to shame, what I've done is enough to kill the love I had for this life I had with you guys, now safe inside my soul, is an ocean of pain I need to spill, now I need to know why I had to lie to myself he's not the one I want, the other is what I DID

Chorus:

Swallow me in the sound of the drowning, the goddess of imaginary life, come and find me in my hollow space, providing a sanctuary, I need no heart, I need a voice to send me on my away to avoid splitting up the band for all I've DONE! INSIDE MYSELF IS A POOL OF REGRET, but I can't break it off on your day, get your hand the hell off of my waist, or I'll be spitting on your graves as I cave!

(Chorus x3)

What the hell, have I ever done? I vowed to you, yet I screwed everything up, I can't just switch, you need to get over me, the both of you, get the hell over me, I'm swimming in an ocean of my own tears, and I regret the day anything happened between the other one of you and I!

(Chorus x3)

(Ends)
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Alright. This is for Fur Immer Heilig Sein and for one character who is with one guy while f**king another because the one she's cheating on her bf with is the one she wants so she sings this song. Next one is Bill's P.O.V. :D

Update: I am taking a SUPER LONG break from songwriting. I mean for christ sakes! May 26th 2008: Freeze, my ONE PART song and like what? 3 weeks later I've got FIVE ALBUMS worth of material! :D But don't worry. After my family's two day trip in a couple of hours (where I am it's 12:55 AM :D) I'll be back and rockin'! :D