Status: Complete. =)

In a Reverie

My Saviour

I'm walking the stone path, and it's a moonlit night, I'm confused and broken, I don't know what I should do, I need someone to rescue me, yet I still want to find the place that I could call home, here I am, I'm walking the path, my heart is dead, the relapse has fully killed me inside, I need a rescuer, I'm falling off the edge and it's not safe to leave me alone at night

Chorus:

You have my heart, the addiction is driving me insane, my broken promises, made it all feel too real and I wound up not being able to take it, so it happened, there's a hole in my soul, I don't know what I need to do, until I collapse, my love it belongs to you, would you be, my saviour that I'm looking for, I don't want to die alone (alone x3) I'm not asking you to, save what's left of me, I'm not asking you to risk everything for me, I need the help of my saviour and I can't run, away from you, you still have the full rights to my heart

Verse:

I am on the run, from the virus in my body, it's never gonna take me over, I vow to fight to take back control of my life, you can't ever take me the hell down! Now I've taken your punishments for half of my early life, I vow on my soul to win this internal war, the withdrawals, can't ever and will not ever win! I will take back what's rightfully mine, and I vow to run, and try to make things right, if the distance is too much of an issue, I can back off if I'm ask-ed t-t-oo

(Chorus x3)

YOU have my HEART! But then the addiction is the one that tore it apart, for now a-are we-dead or were we from the start? Those few months I spent away from you, were never worth it, if I just started up again, I won't LET us burn out, you have my heart, now keep it safe and I plead to you don't rip it apart!

(Chorus x3)

(Ends)
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For xdawnx's "Til I Collapse" (title subject to change), the O.D.L sequel ONLY. The lyrics should be obvious as to what it's about: Lydia battling her addiction and trying to kill it off, while at the same time exclaiming that Tom has her heart and ALSO that the addiction tore it apart AND THAT TOM is the only one that could put it back together again. WOO! I'm happy with this one. :) YAY. :D

BTW, ROLLERCOASTERS KICK ASS! XD Yesterday, on my family's trip, we went to Six Flags and I ACTUALLY went on a rollercoaster for the first time...well actually 4 of them but HOLY DAMN! I've missed out. XD haha. :)