Just a Freak

Saturday.

Woke up, had some cereal.

Cinnamon Toast Crunch.

It's pretty effing good cereal.

Mom's been gushing over Mr. Ben all morning.

She thinks the date went well.

Even including me.

I'm losing my touch.

Caleb must have been with Brian this afternoon, because I didn't get a call from him.

I didn't get a call from Dirk, either.

I wonder why.

It made me kind of sad.

I don't know why.

I haven't had a good week.

Everyone's been a bitch to me for slugging Jason.

Apparently I'm now a "spaz".

Huh.

Big deal.

I watched A Clockwork Orange today.

Is it bad that I think Alex DeLarge is sexy?

Seriously, the hat and the little eyelash thing...

Damn.

Crazy movie.

"Why don't you get a haircut?"

Riley: Ear-shattering scream.

No, I didn't really scream.

I wanted to, though.

Can't she just leave me hair alone?

It's growing out, though.

Might be past my shoulders in a few weeks.

I wonder what'll happen then.

Not to my hair.

I mean, what'll happen to me?

It's weird, isn't it?

Thinking about the future.

Dad called.

As always.

But he didn't call me Princess today.

But... why?

Why?

Why anything?

Why did that make me so upset?