Just a Freak

I can't.

It's all happening too fast.

Too much. Too much...

Because I've just realized I'm not strong enough.

Reality just hit me.

Much too hard.

Much too fucking hard.

God...

It's too real. All too real.

I hate the reality.

I think I'll go out of my fucking brains if these keeps happening.

I don't know what to do.

I'm lost.

I'm not awake.

I can just pretend to be somewhere else.

No.

I'm scared.

I'll admit.

I'm pretty goddamn scared of everything.

This.

Life.

Everything.

I don't know what's going to happen next.

Help feels hopeless.