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Backstabber

The record goes
From blue to gold
So thank you
For all your help
I know you want
To jump around
But try to contain yourself


"Hayley! Will you stop it? I thought you loved me."

"That's what I thought too. I just can't take it anymore."

"Take what?"

"You! Everything is an act. You have to be overdramatic and a bitch and nobody likes you. You have your own hate clubs. I can't be with someone who has their own hate clubs."

"Well at least I have a club."

Hayley pulled away as Alana tried to grab her girlfriends hand. They had been dating for almost a year. Not much, but Alana felt like they'd be together for life. They had so much in common and they never ran out of things to talk about and if they did, well the silence was pleasant. Everything was okay till the little things began to pile up, piece by piece till the last straw sent the tower cascading onto the couple, shattering their house of glass hopes.

"You did it again! You are so full of yourself. The universe doesn't revolve around you."

"Well maybe it does."

You always struck me as the type to take it lightly
But now you're gonna have to shut your mouth and fight me


"Hayley. I love you. Please don't do this."

"I can't do this anymore."

"I can. We can."

"No. Alana, I... I found someone else."

"You what?"

Backstabber.

You're all alone


"Amy understands me. She knows how to cheer me up. She makes me happy to be alive."

"But we have that passion. That writers passion... I write. You read. You write. I read..."

"Love isn't about writers passion. It's about chemistry and caring about the other person."

"I do care about. I'd do anything for you."

"Alana. It's not the way it used to be. Everything you do is just to make a scene. You just want to be the center of attention."

You're all over
The popular magazines
Will never care
What do you care


"I do not! I want to be with you. Please. Just let me be with you."

"Amy says you'd say that."

"Fuck Amy!"

"She doesn't like you."

"Who does anymore."

"Why don't you care about anything anymore?"

"I've given up."

"This is just another overdramatic scheme."

You're down with the Japanese
But you've got no right to sit there...


"You're not one to talk--"

Saying I abuse it..

"--about me this way. You're just as bad as me--"

When you only sleep with girls...

"--At least I'm faithful to you."

Who say they like your music.

"Don't even! It's not my fault you're a bitch. You just such a..."

Backstabber!

Backstabber! Hope grabber!
Greedy little fit haver!
God I feel for you...fool
Shit lover! off-brusher!
Jaded bitter joy crusher!
Failure has made you so...cruel.


"Just say it."

"No."

"Well, you'd feel the same way if you got life dumped in your lap only to have it spill again as soon as you pick yourself up."

"You over reacted. You broke down."

"I was having a bad day, hun. I swear. I didn't mean to be overdramatic. I just..."

"You just what?"

"Oh shut up!"

"Amy was right! You're such a whore."

Rotten to the core

"Bitch."

Rotten like a crackwhore
Begging out the backdoor
Show us what you're good for
Post it on the noise board
Come on join the bloodsport
Show us some support
Still working at the drugstore
Is it because you're
A fucking


"Bitch?"

"Yeah. You're a fucking bitch."

"Alana, shut up. You're just being a jerk."

"I'm so sick of this! Don't pretend like I don't hear all the two faced things that you say. I know what you say behind my back. Everyone tells me. They think it's funny to see me cry. Do you think it's funny?"

"Well, nobody would if you weren't such a..."

Backstabber! hope grabber!
Greedy little fit haver!
God I feel for you fool
Shit lover! off-brusher!
Jaded bitter joy crusher!
Failure has made you so cruel


"Hayley? Don't go..."

"Why. Don't you hate me? I sure as hell hate you now."

"Hayley?"

"Yes?"

"Can we still be friends?"

"I--"

"Just friends. We don't ever have to love each other again. I just... I'm so alone with out you."

"You're just being manipulating again."

So don't tell me what to write...

"No! Oh Hayley. I just... I'm just so alone. It hurts to hear those things. Those horrible things about hate clubs and what you say about me. I still love you. I always will."

"Amy doesn't like you."

"She doesn't have to. You can still be friends with her."

"She's practically plotting your death."

And don't tell me that I'm wrong...

"You're right."

"What?"

"You're probably right. I don't care if she hates me. It's you that I love."

"I don't love you like that anymore."

"This is one dance that doesn't take two."

And don't tell me not to reference my songs within my songs...

"I'll think about it."

"Promise?"

"I promise."

You...

"You still wanna love me?"

backstabber!

"No."

Hope

"I can always hope."

Grabber!

"It'll be something to hold onto."

Greedy

"I can't have everything I want I guess."

Fucking

"I guess I was right then."

Fit

"You were right?"

Haver!

"The world doesn't revolve around you."

BACKSTABBER!

"I guess it doesn't."
♠ ♠ ♠
Please forgive me.
I don't wanna be with you like that, I just...
I want a friend.
I wanna explain myself.
I don't wanna be alone.
Right now my heart is tearing at my ribcage and I feel like I'm going to puke because
I can't type fast enough. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I'm sorry.