Juiced
Debt
I was using everyday this week. There were just two needles left, meaning two days left.
Guess how much money I had for Zacky?
Zero. Becka refused to let me near my money, parents wouldn’t give me any, and I sure as hell wasn’t getting a job.
Was I worried?
At the time, I was way too high to even care. But I should have paid attention.
*
I was out walking with Becka. We stopped at a playground and sat on the swings.
“I feel like a little kid.” She laughed.
“Well so do I.” I giggled.
“So, you feel better now?” She asked.
“Yeah, why?” I asked.
“I don’t know. I just don’t want to see you fall into the druggie kind of life.” She said.
“Don’t worry. I haven’t touched the stuff since that night.” I lied.
She smiled softly. I just made up a huge lie. I felt kind of bad fir it.
A car with blaring music pulled up in front of us. I recognized the driver as Zacky. He wagged his finger at me. I walked towards the car.
“Get in.” He said flatly.
“W-What?” I stuttered.
I said get in!” He yelled.
I obeyed and got in the car.
“What’s going on?!” I yelled.
“You wanna know what’s going on? I heard you don’t have my money.” He hissed.
“I’ll get it, don’t worry.” I said.
“You bet you will, or else you’ll wish you never crossed paths with me.” He said.
I was so scared by now. I got out of the car and slammed the door. He smirked and drove away.
“What did he want?” Becka asked.
“Uhh, he asked me to shoot up with him, but I said no.” I lied, again.
“I’m so proud of you!” she said and hugged me.
I didn’t feel happy, about the debt and the lieing. I knew I couldn’t get the money in time. What is he going to do to me if I can’t get it in time?
Guess how much money I had for Zacky?
Zero. Becka refused to let me near my money, parents wouldn’t give me any, and I sure as hell wasn’t getting a job.
Was I worried?
At the time, I was way too high to even care. But I should have paid attention.
*
I was out walking with Becka. We stopped at a playground and sat on the swings.
“I feel like a little kid.” She laughed.
“Well so do I.” I giggled.
“So, you feel better now?” She asked.
“Yeah, why?” I asked.
“I don’t know. I just don’t want to see you fall into the druggie kind of life.” She said.
“Don’t worry. I haven’t touched the stuff since that night.” I lied.
She smiled softly. I just made up a huge lie. I felt kind of bad fir it.
A car with blaring music pulled up in front of us. I recognized the driver as Zacky. He wagged his finger at me. I walked towards the car.
“Get in.” He said flatly.
“W-What?” I stuttered.
I said get in!” He yelled.
I obeyed and got in the car.
“What’s going on?!” I yelled.
“You wanna know what’s going on? I heard you don’t have my money.” He hissed.
“I’ll get it, don’t worry.” I said.
“You bet you will, or else you’ll wish you never crossed paths with me.” He said.
I was so scared by now. I got out of the car and slammed the door. He smirked and drove away.
“What did he want?” Becka asked.
“Uhh, he asked me to shoot up with him, but I said no.” I lied, again.
“I’m so proud of you!” she said and hugged me.
I didn’t feel happy, about the debt and the lieing. I knew I couldn’t get the money in time. What is he going to do to me if I can’t get it in time?