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Loving You From The Past
Beau.
So this is me.
Thirty years of age.
In Southern California.
With a man I would be getting married to.
I haven't thought about him in so long.
Gave up every piece of memory I lingered on.
Got on with my life to have a chance at happiness.
But why is his face coming back in my dreams.
When in a month,
I would be marrying my beau.
His name is Sam.
My beau I mean.
And I was sure he would be the one.
To help me forget about him.
I was so sure,
that I even accepted his marriage offer.
I love Sam more than anyone I could knew.
But why does Gerard Way seem to be coming up
every time I mention the word love and Sam.
Gerard Way had hurt me.
He is in the past forever.
And I don't love him.
I think I don't love him.
I want to not love him.
I don't think I can ever stop loving him.
Thirty years of age.
In Southern California.
With a man I would be getting married to.
I haven't thought about him in so long.
Gave up every piece of memory I lingered on.
Got on with my life to have a chance at happiness.
But why is his face coming back in my dreams.
When in a month,
I would be marrying my beau.
His name is Sam.
My beau I mean.
And I was sure he would be the one.
To help me forget about him.
I was so sure,
that I even accepted his marriage offer.
I love Sam more than anyone I could knew.
But why does Gerard Way seem to be coming up
every time I mention the word love and Sam.
Gerard Way had hurt me.
He is in the past forever.
And I don't love him.
I think I don't love him.
I want to not love him.
I don't think I can ever stop loving him.
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I'm making myself not update for a while just so I can clear my head and everything wont be so quick minute thoughts. Here is what I linger you on. :)