MAC7RX School

Kat's POV

I can't believe how much better life has been since I started going to 'MAC7RX'. I feel more confident, and I cut myself less, but I still do when I remember things that have happened. One day I got so upset during woodwork. He was talking about sawing but in my mind it seemed like he was talking about cutting at the skin, self harming. I had to get out of the room before I did actually cut myself.

I started walking up and down the corridor listening to My Chemical Romance live very loudly. But to me it didn't seem like that, but I think it was because Frankie came out asking,

'Why are you not in WiL Francise's class?'

I sighed, I didn't know whether I should talk about it, but he looked at me and said,

'Want to go up to the cafeteria and see if Gee has left any star buck's around?'

I nodded and followed Frankie and to our surprise we found Gee sat at a table, Frankie asked him,

'Have you left any Star buck's for the rest of us?'

He nodded, Frankie sat opposite Gee and asked if I wanted to sit next to Gee, I did. Frankie then turned to me and said,

'Coffee, Latte, or Mocha?'

'Coffee please!'

He passed my a Star bucks coffee, and then asked,

'So, what bugged you?'

I looked at the floor, and then I looked at my wrist looking at the fresh cuts. I sighed and whispered,

'Well, I've been depressed alto, but not been showing it, anyway I have been cutting myself for the past year, wanna see the cuts?'

He nodded, I put my right arms on the table and pulled back my jacket sleeve, my arm was full of cuts, and scars. Both Frankie's and Gee's mouth's dropped, Gee asked,

'Why, why would you want to do that?'

I sighed and told him,

'Well...from a young age of about five or six, my mum would go out all night, leaving me in care with my dad, but he would beat me. I was neglected and one day I came home from school because they never picked me up from school, and they weren't there. I just stayed there looking after myself as best I could...but one day my grand parents came and found after finding out my mum and dad were dead after being shot. Anyway from then on life was pretty good, till both of them died of cancer'

At this point a tear was rolling down my cheek, but I Carried on,

'Anyway, I went to a care home for about a year, then I was fostered the family are nice to me but I miss my grand parents and they were the last family members that cared for me, so now I have no-one that cares!'

Frankie came over and hugged me, but I just cried and cried harder, then Gee joined in the hug, I felt a-bit better. After a couple of minuets they let go of me and Frankie said,

'There will be someone that cares! Like you're friends!'

I smiled slightly but was still upset. Frankie said,

'Pass me you're cell!'

I said jokingly to him,

'Mobile!'

'Whatever just pass it me!'

I gave it to him and asked him,

'Why do you want my phone?'

'I'm giving you Gee's and my phone number, if you ever fell the urge to hurt you're self or fell no-one cares just ring or text me! Because we will remind you people care, and there are thing worth living for! Okay?'

I smiled slightly and thanked them for being so nice to me. I went to me next lesson Electronics with Mikey. Hopefully he won't try to blow himself up again by putting live wires in the sink.