Always Searching

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain,

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I sang along as Martin, of Boys Like Girls, sang Thunder. I was wrapped up in Joe's arms and he was softly singing in my ear. I smiled when the song finished and tilted my head up to give capture his lips with mine.

As the last chord in The Great Escape finished, all four of us walked out of the building and walked towards our cars. Kevin and Nick had one and Joe had another so we could go somewhere after.

"Bye Kevy" I said and gave him a hug. "Bye Nicky, I love you." I said and kissed his cheek.

"Bye babe." he joked and pecked my lips. I stood there confused for a moment before I began to laugh.

"I'm glad you think that's funny." Joe growled from behind me. I turned around and saw him shooting daggers towards Nick.

"Joseph, don't start." I warned him.

His face became blank as he stared at me opening up my door. "Thank you." I said and got in. I thought he was going to close the door, but he just kept standing there staring at me.

I sighed and slammed the door in his face making him walk around to get into the drivers seat.

I didn't bother looking at him, I just stared out the window as he drove off.

I felt him grab my hand and I allowed him to. He squeezed and brought it up to his lips and kissed it. "I'm sorry." he mumbled.

I looked back at him and smiled. I kissed his cheek and watched as he pulled into the park we were at last night.

I smiled as I saw a small yellow flash and several others flashed after them, floating in the sky.

Fireflies

I squealed and ran out to try to catch one. I could hear Joe laughing at me but I just ignored him.

I jumped up and caught one in my hand. I turned around to show Joe but he wasn't there.

"Joe?" I yelled softly."Joe?"

Still nothing.

"Joseph Adam Jonas get your ass out here now!" I demanded. Still nothing.

"Fine, I'm leaving." I huffed and turned to walk towards the car.

I felt two arms snake around my waist. I was about to scream when one covered up my mouth.

"Shh." a voice purred in my ear. And I knew that voice. I bite the hand covering my mouth. "Ow! What the hell Bella."

I turned around and smirked at Joe. "Serves you right" I huffed and wrapped my arms around my chest.

"You'll pay for that." Joe said and before I could even react he tackled me to the ground.

"Umph. Get off of me."

"No." he whined and straddled my hips. He was holding my wrist to my sides so I couldn't move. "Kiss it" he said and put the hand I bite by my mouth.

"And if I don't?"I asked raising my eyebrow.

"You don't get your present!"

"Present? I thought the tickets was my present." I asked confused.

He nodded. "Half of it. Now kiss it."

I obeyed and kissed his hand. He smiled and rolled off of me only to pull me into his lap.

"Present?!" I half asked half demanded.

He giggled and pulled something out of his pocket. I smiled at the little black box. I kissed his cheek and smiled at him.

"You didn't even open it yet."

I looked at the box. "I know." I smiled. "It's from you so it should be good." He nodded as I opened the lid and gasped.

In side was a basic silver banded ring. I smiled and Joe took it out of the box. "Read the inside" he whispered placing in front of my face. It said,

My heart is yours-JJ&BP

I smiled and began to cry.

"Aw don't cry baby." Joey cooed and hugged me tight.

I laughed and wiped my tears away. "They're happy tears."

He smiled and kissed my lips. "I love you. And that ring is a promise of my love. I don't want it back."

"I love you too, and I wont give it back"

It's weird how one moment can be so perfect and the next it can all slip away from you.