Forever and Always.

It had been two days since that night with Edward, and graduation was getting closer by the minute, it was only one day away and I still hadn't finish writing my speech, if that wasn't it, Alice kept giving me strange looks, and Jasper well just stared at me and it was starting to make me uneasy, and to make matters worse Bella had not make one single effort to talk to me by her own choice she only talked to me when I asked her something, to be polite.

When is this going to stop?

Oh so you decided to unblock your mind.

Well because I know you know.

It'll stop when it stops Lene.

But I didn't do anything wrong and everybody seems to think it was my fault.

That's life Lene.

And you're being a total jerk!

Aren't I one?

Ugh I hate this.

I stood up from the lunch table and walked away, I really couldn't handle another lunch of whispers around me and stares.

"Lene where are you going?"

"What do you care Edward?"

"I care a lot believe it or not."

"I don't believe it." I told him still walking with my back to him.

"So are you just going to runaway?"

"I'm not running away."

"No that's exactly what you're doing Lene."

"I'm walking it's not like I'm leaving town."

"But you're running away from your life."

I laughed and turned around.

"My life? This is my life Edward and I make my own choices."

"Yeah and you're running away because you can't take it."

"Can't take it!?" I shouted

"No you're a coward and selfish!"

"Selfish? I'm selfish?"

"Yeah you are, you don't care about anybody but you!"

I stared at him as he started to become blurry, I didn't really know why I was crying, maybe I was angry at him, or upset because he could be right, or maybe I am to over emotional over everything.

"If you think that..." I finally manage to say

"Maybe I should just start caring about myself."

"You already do."

"Hah don't make me laugh Edward, I'll show you selfish."

"I already have."

"You'll regret it, you'll regret it Edward, and you're going to hate yourself for saying that."

"What are you talking about?"

I wipes away my tears and started to laugh in his face.

"I'm talking about the future." I whispered

He looked at me intently and I just smiled, he had chosen this to happen and now I was completely on Rosalie's side, not the being with Edward part, but the part of him and Bella, if I couldn't have Jacob, he couldn't have his love.

"The future?"

"I don't know maybe Alice can help you with that."

"Lene what are you planning?"

"Nothing, it has already been planned." I smiled

I smiled and patted his cheek.

"Now if you'll excuse me, I have to talk to Rosalie."

"What are you going to do?" He demanded taking my wrist

"Nothing just talk."

"If you dare..."

"What? Are you going to kill me? I mean that actually doesn't sound bad, I've lived my share of years" I smiled

"I'm warning you."

"And I don't care."

I walked away and soon started to feel like the biggest bitch in the world, but Edward did look for this, he was the one who made the choice and I had made mine.