Forever and Always.

As soon as I sat down on my bed there was a knock on the door, I sighed.

"Come in." I called out

"Hey."

"Hey Edward what's up?"

"Nothing really."

"You look a bit I don't know not yourself."

"Lene can I talk to you?"

'Yeah sure."

"It's just that." He sighed

"You want to sit down?" I asked as I patted the space next to me

"Sure."

He walked over to me and sat down then looked at me.

"Now tell me what is it."

"Can this be kept between us?"

"Yeah no problem."

"It's just that Bella and I are like..."

"What?"

"I don't know, we're not fighting or anything but we seem more apart."

"How, I mean you guys looks like always."

"That's the thing, but I don't feel like we do."

"Maybe your nervous."

"Why would I be nervous?"

"Well aren't you going to turn her into one of us?"

"oh that."

"Maybe that's what's wrong, you can see the date approaching."

"I guess that could be it."

"Don't worry Edward everything will turn out great."

"Thanks Lene."

"No problem, glad I could hear you out."

"So how are you doing?"

"Pretty good, I mean considering some nightmares I've had but pretty good."

"You don't need to sleep if you don't want to you know."

"I know, but I love it when I have dreams that aren't bad."

"I wish I could dream." He confessed

"It's something pretty amazing." I nodded

"I bet it is."

"Oh Edward life is so complicated don't you think?"

"It truly is."

"Yet we have to cope with it."

"And all it's mysterious twists."

"Yeah." I said in a low voice

"Well I have to go."

"Bye."

He smiled and patted my head like he always did.

"I'll see you around."

"Sure."

He walked out and left me alone once more. I took a deep breath and laid on my bed looking up at the ceiling

Edward?

Yeah?

Did you ever hear Jacob's thoughts after the whole cliff thing?

Only once.

What was he thinking?

He was in front of your old house thinking if he should go in or not.

When was this?

When you were moving with us, I was going back to make sure we had gotten everything and he was there so I just stayed hidden.

Oh thanks.

You don't need him.

I nodded as I closed my eyes, all this time I had tried to convince myself that I didn't need him, that he was just a dream, but it hadn't worked so far, and I missed him so much, and now he was gone and nobody knew were he was.