Mad Love
If This Is A Joke, It's Not Funny
I had to walk outside to cool off and get away from her. She was making me feel....strange. And not in the way that I'm accustomed to. My plan is gone to hell now. Maybe I should go ahead and kill her.
No, I can't do that.
But the the way she was making me feel. It scares me.
How can I be scared of something? Ha...well, I am.
Why?
Because I'm scared I'll loose control.
Or I will get too close to her. Too late for that.
My head hurts.
Why in the hell did I shower? Feeling clean is another weird feeling that I am not accustomed to.
I showed because I cared about what she thought...
Why am I doing this? This isn't me.
It's because I....No. I don't need to think that.
Even though it 'may possibly' be true.
And to think, I used to laugh at men I killed because they would plead for me to let them at least say goodbye to the person they 'loved'.
What if that happens here? What if I can't protect her?
If this is a joke, it's sure is not funny.
No, I can't do that.
But the the way she was making me feel. It scares me.
How can I be scared of something? Ha...well, I am.
Why?
Because I'm scared I'll loose control.
Or I will get too close to her. Too late for that.
My head hurts.
Why in the hell did I shower? Feeling clean is another weird feeling that I am not accustomed to.
I showed because I cared about what she thought...
Why am I doing this? This isn't me.
It's because I....No. I don't need to think that.
Even though it 'may possibly' be true.
And to think, I used to laugh at men I killed because they would plead for me to let them at least say goodbye to the person they 'loved'.
What if that happens here? What if I can't protect her?
If this is a joke, it's sure is not funny.
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Thank you all for your nice comments. :)Oh the tattoo I want on my back, the image is from a shirt I have of him holding up joker cards.
Oh and here is another great Joker story..
http://www.mibba.com/stories/summary/76450/
It's called Seriously?