Out of the World She's Grown So Fearful Of
Ten.
Today was the day when Forever The Sickest Kids has a show in Dallas, and Kennedy and Stephanie managed to buy tickets, of course.
The show started around 6:00, so they had to leave an hour early to get to Pops, where they were playing.
The cool thing about going to this show, was that Kennedy and Stephanie didn't have to stand out in that ridiculous crowd, they had VIP passes and got to be on the back of stage when the guys played, which was pretty amazing.
"Stephanie! Are you almost ready?" Kennedy called from downstairs up to Stephanie, who was still up in her room, figuring out what to wear.
As soon as Kennedy looked up at the stairs, she seen Stephanie standing there.
"I look disgusting." Stephanie complained.
"What?" Kennedy sounded confused. "No, you look absolutely fine."
"You're only saying that because you're my best friend and you have to." Stephanie said as she walked down the steps.
"No, I'm telling you the truth." Kennedy followed Stephanie into the living room.
"Kennedy, I'm so huge. Their fans are going to make fun of me."
"You're pregnant! And you're only 4 months pregnant, you should be happy that you're not all the way huge yet."
"Thanks." Stephanie said sarcastically.
After they finshed getting ready, and Stephanie finally found something that she felt comfortable in, they left the house at 4:45, and headed their way to the show.
******
(9:35)
The show went really good. The guys played for about an half hour, and the crowd was crazy. There were kids crowd surfing, moshing, throwing water bottles in the air, just everything. You'd never know how much kids could love a band so much.
After the guys played, everyone just relaxed. Some of them went out by the merch tables to get pictures with fans, and do signings, the usual.
But Kyle stayed on the tour bus with Kennedy. They've been away from eachother for almost a month now, and they missed one another way too much.
"What are you thinking about?" Kennedy asked Kyle, as they sat closely together, with his arm around her.
"Nothing really. Just us." Kyle said, quietly.
"What do you mean, just us?" Kennedy looked him in the eyes.
"Well, you know. The wedding, I don't know Kennedy, stuff like that. How are we going to have enough time to plan everything out when I'm on tour?"
"Kyle, we have as long as we want to plan the wedding out, don't worry about it." Kennedy looked at the ring on her finger. "As long as were going to get married, that's all that really should matter."
"Yeah, you're right." He sighed.
"Is something else bothering you?" Kennedy asked him, confused.
"No, why?" He didn't look her in the eye.
"Kyle."
"What?" He look at her. "Babe, nothing's wrong. I just don't feel so good."
"Oh, well what's wrong?"
"I don't know. I just don't feel right."
"Okay, Kyle."
They were disturbed by Stephanie and Caleb as they walked through the door of the tour bus.
"Hey. Are you ready Kennedy? Everyone's going to be leaving soon."
"Uhm, yeah, what time is it?" Kennedy asked as she got up from the couch.
"10:30, almost." Caleb answered her question.
"Oh? Okay. I'm ready." Kennedy looked at Kyle, and gave him a smile.
"I'm gonna walk with you." He said.
All four of them walked off the bus, and walked over to Kennedy's car.
Caleb walked Stephanie to the other side of the car, and said his goodbye's to her, as Kyle and Kennedy said theirs on the other side.
"I'm sorry I wasn't in such a good mood tonight." Kyle grabbed Kennedy's hand.
"It's okay. I understand that you don't feel well, it happens." She smiled at him. "At least we had some time together."
"Yeah." He smiled. "I'll miss you." Kyle pulled Kennedy into a hug.
"I'll miss you, too." She laughed.
"And I love you." He kissed her.
After a minute of kissing, they were interrupted by Stephanie.
"So, hey, are we leaving or what?" she asked, as Caleb laughed.
Kennedy looked at Kyle and smiled. "I love you. Call me tomorrow."
"I will." he smiled back.
As she got into the car and drove off, Kyle never felt to sad in his life.
*****
When Kennedy and Stephanie finally arrived back at the house, Kennedy decided that she was going to drive over to her house to grab a few things since she was staying longer than she had expected.
"Are you sure you don't want me to go with you?"Stephanie asked her.
"I'm positive." Kennedy smiled. "I won't be long."
"Okay, well I'll be here when you get back." Stephanie smiled, and walked into the house.
As Kennedy drove down the dark road, she didn't even feel nervous about going to her house at midnight, without anyone with her.
For the first time, since ever, she was facing her fear.
When she pulled into her drive-way, she turned on her car lights to find her house key, and got out of the car and walked up to her door.
She unlocked the door, and went in, turning on the light.
It was really quiet in the house. Really quiet.
She walked to her bedroom, and started grabbing tons of clothes out of her dressers and closet.
She bent down on her knees to get a suitcase from under the bed, and without folding her clothes, she just shoved them all in.
After she packed her clothes, she went into the bathroom and grabbed all of her shampoo and conditioner, and some raisers.
When she was finally all done with everything, she grabbed her suitcase, her bag of bathroom stuff, and her purse and walked down the hall and into the living room.
And what she seen, had to be a nightmare. She seen Ronnie.
Kennedy dropped all of the things in her hands, and felt as if her heart has stopped.
"Hey, baby. What's so wrong?" Ronnie asked, sitting on the edge of a couch.
The show started around 6:00, so they had to leave an hour early to get to Pops, where they were playing.
The cool thing about going to this show, was that Kennedy and Stephanie didn't have to stand out in that ridiculous crowd, they had VIP passes and got to be on the back of stage when the guys played, which was pretty amazing.
"Stephanie! Are you almost ready?" Kennedy called from downstairs up to Stephanie, who was still up in her room, figuring out what to wear.
As soon as Kennedy looked up at the stairs, she seen Stephanie standing there.
"I look disgusting." Stephanie complained.
"What?" Kennedy sounded confused. "No, you look absolutely fine."
"You're only saying that because you're my best friend and you have to." Stephanie said as she walked down the steps.
"No, I'm telling you the truth." Kennedy followed Stephanie into the living room.
"Kennedy, I'm so huge. Their fans are going to make fun of me."
"You're pregnant! And you're only 4 months pregnant, you should be happy that you're not all the way huge yet."
"Thanks." Stephanie said sarcastically.
After they finshed getting ready, and Stephanie finally found something that she felt comfortable in, they left the house at 4:45, and headed their way to the show.
******
(9:35)
The show went really good. The guys played for about an half hour, and the crowd was crazy. There were kids crowd surfing, moshing, throwing water bottles in the air, just everything. You'd never know how much kids could love a band so much.
After the guys played, everyone just relaxed. Some of them went out by the merch tables to get pictures with fans, and do signings, the usual.
But Kyle stayed on the tour bus with Kennedy. They've been away from eachother for almost a month now, and they missed one another way too much.
"What are you thinking about?" Kennedy asked Kyle, as they sat closely together, with his arm around her.
"Nothing really. Just us." Kyle said, quietly.
"What do you mean, just us?" Kennedy looked him in the eyes.
"Well, you know. The wedding, I don't know Kennedy, stuff like that. How are we going to have enough time to plan everything out when I'm on tour?"
"Kyle, we have as long as we want to plan the wedding out, don't worry about it." Kennedy looked at the ring on her finger. "As long as were going to get married, that's all that really should matter."
"Yeah, you're right." He sighed.
"Is something else bothering you?" Kennedy asked him, confused.
"No, why?" He didn't look her in the eye.
"Kyle."
"What?" He look at her. "Babe, nothing's wrong. I just don't feel so good."
"Oh, well what's wrong?"
"I don't know. I just don't feel right."
"Okay, Kyle."
They were disturbed by Stephanie and Caleb as they walked through the door of the tour bus.
"Hey. Are you ready Kennedy? Everyone's going to be leaving soon."
"Uhm, yeah, what time is it?" Kennedy asked as she got up from the couch.
"10:30, almost." Caleb answered her question.
"Oh? Okay. I'm ready." Kennedy looked at Kyle, and gave him a smile.
"I'm gonna walk with you." He said.
All four of them walked off the bus, and walked over to Kennedy's car.
Caleb walked Stephanie to the other side of the car, and said his goodbye's to her, as Kyle and Kennedy said theirs on the other side.
"I'm sorry I wasn't in such a good mood tonight." Kyle grabbed Kennedy's hand.
"It's okay. I understand that you don't feel well, it happens." She smiled at him. "At least we had some time together."
"Yeah." He smiled. "I'll miss you." Kyle pulled Kennedy into a hug.
"I'll miss you, too." She laughed.
"And I love you." He kissed her.
After a minute of kissing, they were interrupted by Stephanie.
"So, hey, are we leaving or what?" she asked, as Caleb laughed.
Kennedy looked at Kyle and smiled. "I love you. Call me tomorrow."
"I will." he smiled back.
As she got into the car and drove off, Kyle never felt to sad in his life.
*****
When Kennedy and Stephanie finally arrived back at the house, Kennedy decided that she was going to drive over to her house to grab a few things since she was staying longer than she had expected.
"Are you sure you don't want me to go with you?"Stephanie asked her.
"I'm positive." Kennedy smiled. "I won't be long."
"Okay, well I'll be here when you get back." Stephanie smiled, and walked into the house.
As Kennedy drove down the dark road, she didn't even feel nervous about going to her house at midnight, without anyone with her.
For the first time, since ever, she was facing her fear.
When she pulled into her drive-way, she turned on her car lights to find her house key, and got out of the car and walked up to her door.
She unlocked the door, and went in, turning on the light.
It was really quiet in the house. Really quiet.
She walked to her bedroom, and started grabbing tons of clothes out of her dressers and closet.
She bent down on her knees to get a suitcase from under the bed, and without folding her clothes, she just shoved them all in.
After she packed her clothes, she went into the bathroom and grabbed all of her shampoo and conditioner, and some raisers.
When she was finally all done with everything, she grabbed her suitcase, her bag of bathroom stuff, and her purse and walked down the hall and into the living room.
And what she seen, had to be a nightmare. She seen Ronnie.
Kennedy dropped all of the things in her hands, and felt as if her heart has stopped.
"Hey, baby. What's so wrong?" Ronnie asked, sitting on the edge of a couch.