Bound to You Sirius Black

A Past Life

As they reach Hogsmeade, Old memories of a past life return to Rose. It had been so long since she had seen this place again, But it only made matters worse.. But she couldn't go back to Grimmauld place, Not just yet at least.
She sees where her old shop had been, Now converted into a book store.
And finally, She came upon her old cottage, Where Nina now lived.

Rose and Tonks stand at the front door, But before Rose knocks. "Last night, Sirius had given Remus something to give you, In case he didn't make it." Tonks says, Reaching into her pocket and pulling out Sirius's wedding ring.
She hands it to rose, Who takes it with a shaky hand.
She looks up at Tonks, Her eyes glassy and red. "Thank you.. Both of you." She says, Putting on a small smile. Tonks hugs her. "I don't want to loose touch with you, Your still family, And we're all here for you Rose." Tonks says. Rose nods her head, Holding the smile until Tonks Apparated away.
Though she knew Tonks would keep in touch with her, At the moment it was as if she had no one, Like the adventure she had been living, The love, The happiness was gone.

She knocked four times on the door, And after a moment, Nina answered.
"Rose! Oh my god!" Nina shouts, Grabbing hold of Rose. "Where have you been?!" She asks quickly.

Rose doesn't answer any questions until their inside the cottage. Everything inside pretty much looked the same as it did when Rose lived there, But a few changes were made. As Rose begins to speak, She hears something. "Ay Nina, Have you seen my jacket!?" A man's voice calls from the bedroom. Nina looks at Rose and laughs awkwardly. "Yeah love.. It's out here." Nina says, Taking the jacket from the arm of the chair. The man walks out, He was tall and had black short hair, Very clean-cut looking. "Johnny this is Rose.. Rose, This is my boyfriend johnny." Nina says. "Oh hi." Johnny says politely, Smiling and shaking roses hand. "Tell ya what john, Why don't ya go get us all breakfast so i can talk to Rose for a bit, Catch up." "Alright, Wait for me then?" Johnny grins, Leaning down and kissing Nina before leaving. The words "Wait for me" pained Rose as she remembered them being spoken by Sirius, Right before he left her life for good.

"So what's been going on Rose, How was Florida?" Nina asks in a cheery tone, But her Cheeriness fades as she realizes the expression on her friends face. "I wasn't in Florida Nina." Rose says quietly.
She explains almost everything to her friend, From the meeting of Sirius to the wedding, To the very last moment she saw him, Only leaving out the Order of the phoenix.

"So you mean.. Sirius black.. is Innocent?!" Nina says in shock. "Yes." Rose answers. "And all this time, You've been with him?" She continues. "Yes, I loved him Nina, More than anything. But now he's gone." Rose says, Tearing up. "I'm so sorry." Nina says sympathetically, sliding her arm around her friend. "I have nothing now, I don't even want to live anymore!" She says sobbing. "Don't say that! your gonna make it through this!" Nina says, Holding rose tighter.

That night:
"Are you sure you'll be alright here alone?" Nina asks as her and John head out to go have dinner. "I'll be fine." Rose replies. "Now you and johnny go have a good night." She finishes. Nina smiles "I'm gonna be spending the night at his place so, Just relax alright? make yourself at home." Nina says, Walking out the door. Rose looks around the house, Nina had changed almost nothing decorating wise, Her and Rose always had the same taste in everything anyways so it wasn't a surprise to see the house exactly as it had been while Rose had lived there. But Rose felt a great separation from this cottage, From Hogsmeade, From everything and everyone around her.

She goes into the wash room, Cutting the shower on hot and stripping off her clothes. Climbing in, The water pours down on her face and body. Instantly the images of Sirius, Flashes of the moments she spent with him, When she had first came to Grimmauld place.. When he had proposed Christmas morning.. Their wedding.. Their wedding night.. His kiss.. His touch.. His voice.. All of it poured into her mind and she couldn't bare it. She screamed out loud, Beating on the tile walls and finally releasing the anger and hurt that tore at her heart. "Why did you leave me!? How could you do this!? Please come back to me Sirius! Please!" She screamed as loud as she could. Sliding to her knees in the tub as the hot water still pounded down on her back "Please! Come back!" She says, Barely able to breathe.

When she finally manages to get out of the shower, She goes to the couch and lays down.

The next day.
Rose awakes early. Nina had yet to return home. She brushes her hair and tries to put on her make-up, But soon gave up on it as she realized she was only going to cry it off soon after she applied it.

The door opens and Nina creeps in. "Oh, I didn't think you'd be awake yet." Nina laughs slightly. "How are you?" She asks in a small voice very much unlike Nina's usual tone. "I'm alive.. Simple as that, I'm still breathing." Rose says. "You know, If i could go back now, To that moment, I wouldn't have listened to him, I would have gotten dressed, Grabbed my wand and went with him, And if i died, At least i wouldn't have to feel like i feel now." She says, Not really paying any attention to Nina's presence. "No.. If could go back, I would take care of Kreacher, Make sure, Instead of speaking through the fire.. He'd be burning in it." Rose grits her teeth. But as soon as the last of her sentence escapes her lips, A memory sparks in her mind. "They gave me a time turner in school, So i could go to all my classes." She remembers Hermione telling her. "Harry used a time-turner, Saved Buckbeak and i." Sirius had said the night she discovered who he truly was. "The Time-Turner! how could i forget that!" Rose says, Quickly jumping off the couch and running out the door without the slightest explanation to Nina who called after her.
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