Obsession

It's been a month. No one has seen or heard from Brian. I'm starting to feel guilty. I told him I was going to help him. I wasn't even close.

I'm starting to act like myself again. All the pictures of him are faced down, so we don't look at him.

I know Zacky is upset, that was his best friend. I feel like I ruined everyhting in their lives by openeing my big fat mouth. I had to find Brian. I had to help him, and make everything right for the guys and me again.