You Can't Save Her

I laced up my converses, and packed my bag. I can not stay in this house.. I just can't.

I opened my window and let the cool summer night breeze hit my face, making the tears go cold on my cheeks. I've left the house mutipul times, yet for some reason this one time I was actually scared. I shake my head as I climb down the tree by my window.

A few seconds later the only sound I hear is my heart beating, and my chucks slapping the conceret underneath me..

I ran the whole way there. All twelve blocks...

I finally start walking when I see Austins house appear in my view. I see Austin out on his porch waiting for me to show up.

"Hey baby." He says smiling softly, and I lunge myself at him.. "Babe what's wrong?" He asked. I couldn't say anything. The only thing I could do is bury my face into his chest..

He stroked my hair, "It's okay, it's okay." He chimed slowly.. But we both knew it wasn't.

After about a good half hour outside, he starts walking me inside. Me by now gulping for air, and attempting to stop crying.

Did everything that happened in the past hour happen? It all seems like a horrible nightmare.

I was sitting on Austins bed when he came in with a glass of water, and a bottle of asprin. "Here, take these.. I know by now you must have a huge headache." I smile softly and nod taking what he offered me. After taking a few pills and chugging the water.. Austin sits beside me wrapping his arms around me, making a invisible wall of comfort.

"Babe, I'm really sorry.. I know it must me bad since you won't even talk." He says softly in my ear, his warm breathe tickling my ear. But instead of the usual tweek, I just sigh.

How could I tell Austin that Harry almost raped me, and that my mother could care less?! Where would I even began? How could I tell Austin that if he didn't call me I was gonna end my life?? How could I tell Austin, that he couldn't save me?

I look at the empty glass I had clutched in my hands. I had to tell him something. Anything.

"A...Austin.." I whisper. Looking down as my hair falls from behind my ears. "Yeah?" He says leaning closer to me. "Uh..Har..He..It.." I studder. I couldn't get my words together.

"Baby, it's okay. Take it slow." Austin whispers softly. I shake my head at him. It's not okay! It's not okay! It's not! I scream in my head.

It seems like hours passed by, and still I couldn't say anything. But still nothing had be said. Austin hugged me tightly, "Baby, I can wait.." He says tiredly. I nod my head, "Go to sleep." I say softly, and kiss him on his forehead.

He smiles, "Alright. I love you." I smile back, "I love you too." A few minutes later he's out like a light.

I sit there on his bed, thinking of what I should do, then I came to a conclusion.. I'm not telling anyone what happened.

I couldn't tell anyone what happened.