I never said i'd lie and wait forever

''The reason I ran is because...''

This is it emily . Moment of truth. Do you tell him what haunts you day in day out ?

''Your breath smelled bad,'' I shoot him a cheeky grin , hiding how I am feeling inside .

''Is that so? '' He exits the room and I release the breath I had been holding.

I ready myself to leave when Gerard walks back into the room. He walks over to me. He laces his fingers with mine.

''You gotta love the toothbrush,'' He mumbles softly.

He then leans in to kiss me , not giving me a chance to respond.

He runs his tounge along my bottom lip as if asking for entrance. I begin to open but I get flashbacks of my dad forcing his way in and back off.

''Gerard i'm so sorry , just not yet . Please'' I almost beg.

He comes over and hugs me.

"I'll wait forever my angel. ''