I never said i'd lie and wait forever
23. Yeah , I Told Him
After speaking to Gerard I finally felt like a weight had been lifted . I wasn't holding everything about my dad inside now. Somebody finally knew the torture I am put through.
Gerard cuddles me closer and strokes me hair before kissing my forehead . I squirm at first and I think he can understand why . But I shouldnt squirm away , It's Gerard . Not my dad. He promiced not to tell anyone and I feel I can trust him.
We had been sat in silence for 20 minutes before anybody spoke.
''Im so sorry'' Mumbled Gerard '' I cant even begin to imagine how bad it must have been for you , Having to go through all this pain and also having to hold it all inside. I don't want you to be here . I want you to get away. Move in with me and mikey.''
I stared at him in shock not knowing what to say, So insted of using words I simply nodded and Gerard stood , Leaving me feeling alone.
He walked towards my bedroom and returned with a suitcase .
3 hours later
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We had packed all of my clothes and many essentials into 3 suitcases . I had also left a note to my parents on the dining room table so they knew why I wouldnt be there.
Dear Mum + Dad .
Wait start again.
Dear houseowners ,
This is emily. Im just leaving you a note so you know that I have moved out and I never want to see you again. You have ruined my life and now I feel i need to take control.
Fuck you both
Emily
x
Gerard cuddles me closer and strokes me hair before kissing my forehead . I squirm at first and I think he can understand why . But I shouldnt squirm away , It's Gerard . Not my dad. He promiced not to tell anyone and I feel I can trust him.
We had been sat in silence for 20 minutes before anybody spoke.
''Im so sorry'' Mumbled Gerard '' I cant even begin to imagine how bad it must have been for you , Having to go through all this pain and also having to hold it all inside. I don't want you to be here . I want you to get away. Move in with me and mikey.''
I stared at him in shock not knowing what to say, So insted of using words I simply nodded and Gerard stood , Leaving me feeling alone.
He walked towards my bedroom and returned with a suitcase .
3 hours later
__
We had packed all of my clothes and many essentials into 3 suitcases . I had also left a note to my parents on the dining room table so they knew why I wouldnt be there.
Dear Mum + Dad .
Wait start again.
Dear houseowners ,
This is emily. Im just leaving you a note so you know that I have moved out and I never want to see you again. You have ruined my life and now I feel i need to take control.
Fuck you both
Emily
x
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Authors NoteHey hope you like the new updates , Sorry its been so long . Got moch exams next week dammit. Having to do shitting revision. But ill make up for it by posting more updates over the next few days . Also a few more may be up tonight . Depending on how many comments i get . Hint Hint :P
Love + Shiz
Emmie Emergency..<3
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