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To Find a Little Piece of Heaven You Must First Go Through Hell
Back To Square One
“Zacky? What are you doing in here?” I asked. “I needed to talk to you” he said. He grabbed my hand. “I realize now that I made the hugest mistake of my life dumping you for Gena. I don’t know what that was all about. I miss you so much Bells” he said. “I miss you too” I said. He looked at me confusedly. “What about Matt?” he asked. “Matt can go screw Val” I said. He smirked at me and looked me in the eyes. “I want to tell you something that I should have told you a long time ago” he said. “What’s that?” I asked. He kissed me quickly and then pulled away. “I’m in love with you Bella” he said. I smiled at him and then squeezed his hand. “I’m in love with you too” I said. He smiled at me – I had forgotten how vulnerable I was to that smile – and I sat him down on the bed. “Let me get dressed and then we’ll talk some more” I said. I went into the closet and got out a pair of denim shorts and then put on a lime green tank top with a black heart-o-gram on it, got dressed, dried my hair out with a towel and then stepped out and walked over to in front of him. He took both of my hands. “You’re so beautiful” he said. I blushed and turned my face away. He took one of his hands and moved my face so I was forced to look at him. “You really are” he said. I smiled at him and he returned it. “I’m not letting you go this time Bells” he said. “I’m not letting you go either I said. He stood up and we walked down the hall into his room. “You need to go talk to Matt and tell him what’s going on” he said. “I’m scared to” I said. “Go talk to him. Please” he said. I nodded and left the room. I found Matt on the couch. “Matt” I said. He looked up at me and gulped. “Matt, I just came down to tell you that I don’t think that we’re going to work. It’d be better if we just weren’t anything more than friends. But I do love you” I said. “If you love me then why aren’t we going to be together?” he asked. “I just don’t think that we’re meant for each other” I said. “Bella – “I’m sorry Matt. I’m going to be with Zacky” I said. He nodded. “Okay. You’re right. You deserve better than me. Go to him” he said. I nodded and kissed him on the forehead. “See you later Matt” I said. I went back up to Zacky’s room. “Hey” he said. I went over to him and gave him a hug. “What’d he say?” he asked. “Basically nothing. I did most of the talking” I said. “Oh” was all that he could say. I smiled at him and he smiled back. “So what do you want to do now?” he asked. “You and me in the hottub?” I asked. “Sure” he said. He grabbed his swimming trunks from on top of his dresser and went into the bathroom. I walked out of the room and went into Matt’s to get a swimsuit – I pulled out a red string bikini with little black Jack Daniel’s icons all over it and changed then and there. I grabbed a towel and then before I knew it I was suspended on Zacky’s shoulder being carried down the stairs. “I can walk” I said. “But not right now you can’t” he said smugly. I scowled as he walked out onto the deck and locked the sliding glass door behind him. “Privacy” he said. I nodded; he set me down on the patio and he turned the hottub on. “I like your bikini, if I may add” he said. I smiled and he took the top off of the hottub. I pulled the curtain shut on the glass door so none of the guys could see through. “Ah, good idea” said Zacky, putting his hands on my hips and lifting me into the hottub. “Thanks, but I do have legs” I said. “I know. And they’re fine legs” he said. He gave me a dirty smirk and I returned it. He then got into the hottub and I snuggled up to him. “This is nice” I said. “I know. God I missed being with you” he said. “I missed it too” I said. “Those three months that we didn’t talk all I could think about was you” he said. “Zacky, why did you dump me for Gena in the first place?” I asked. “Because I thought that she was the one that I loved, and not you. I thought that you were just a fling, you know? But now I realize that Gena was the fling, and you were the one that I fell in love with” he said. I kissed him tenderly and then pulled away. “Don’t stop” he said. I smiled and put my lips back to his and he didn’t hesitate to pull me on top of him and wrap his arms around me. I started tugging on his lip ring gently and he growled from his throat. He then slowly brushed his lips over mine and then kissed my jaw line down to my neck, where he nibbled on it roughly. I moaned and he seemed to like it because he stopped nibbling and started biting – it made me moan louder. He found my sweet spot and then started sucking on it and I giggled – there was definitely a hickey there a few minutes later. He took one of his hands and moved my face so that I was looking at him; he kissed me again, this time more roughly. Our lips molded together as he took his hand and rubbed it on the inside of my thigh. I did the same to him and I knew that he was getting a hard. I smiled into his lips and he bit my bottom lip – I giggled and then stuck my tongue in his mouth. I continued to explore his mouth as he moved his hand and cupped my right breast. Squeezing my breast a little every three seconds or so, soft high-pitched moans left my mouth. He smiled into my lips and then I felt slight tugs on my bottoms. I knew what he wanted so I did the same – tugged on one of the strings on his trunks. He pulled them down to his ankles and then gladly pulled down my bottoms. I couldn’t help but think why these things always happen in water.
*45 minutes later*
“Well, that was something, wasn’t it?” he asked. I nodded and he kissed me again and pulled away. “Matt must’ve shown you the ropes” he said. I nodded again and he grew confused. “What?” he asked. “We just had sex in the hottub” I said. “So?” he asked. “It was just... very unsuspected” I said. “Was I okay?” he asked. “You were great hun” I said. “Thanks. You were pretty good yourself” he said. “Thanks” I said. I blushed a little and then he kissed me on the cheek. “Well, shall we go inside?” he asked. “Yeah, we’ve already been out here an hour” I said, looking at the clock on the outside of the hottub. “Well then let’s head” he said. We got out of the hottub and locked hands. “I love you Bella” said Zacky. “I love you too” I said. We walked inside and Brian, Jimmy and Johnny were standing right on the other side of the doorway. “What were you two doing out there?” asked Jimmy. He looked down at our intertwined hands and smiled. “Oh, okay” he said. He smirked at us and then left the room, followed by the other two. Zacky then smiled at me and I kissed his forehead. “Let’s head back up to my room” he said. We walked up the stairs and quietly started sneaking past Matt’s room because we both knew that he was asleep. “So does this mean I’m staying in your room again?” I asked. “Yeah” he said. We got into his room and he handed me a towel to dry off. “Hey Zacky?” I asked. I rubbed myself all over with the towel and he couldn’t help but look. “Hmm?” he asked. “How come you don’t have your own place?” I asked. He paused for a moment. “I honestly don’t know. We’ve all been living together since we were 19. I guess I’ve just been too busy and too lazy to move out” he said. “Oh” I said. “Plus, I can’t stand being alone for too long” he said. I nodded. “Are you suggesting that we move in together?” he asked. “No, I was just wondering” I said. “I wouldn’t mind moving in with you” he said. “Isn’t it a little too soon? Total we’ve only dated about two months” I said. “Yes, I know” he said, “But I’ve always kind of wanted a place with less people”. “But we’d probably never see the guys” I said. “Oh come on! You know as well as I do that the other guys would invite us over all the time” he said. I shrugged. “I just don’t know Zack” I said. “Plus, we’d have all the alone time that we’d ever need” he said. He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. “I love you Bells” he said. “I love you too” I said. “Look, there’s a house not too far from here that’s pretty decent sized. Want to go look at it tomorrow?” he asked. After a few minutes of looking at the pros and cons I nodded. “Awesome” he said. He then unwrapped his arms from around me and pushed me down on the bed. I bounced slightly and he just stood there and giggled. “You really are something” he said. I held out my arms and opened and closed my fists; giving him a lost puppy dog look. He smiled and then pounced on top of me. He landed on top of me like a ten-ton brick and I gasped for air and started pounding my fists on his back. “Get off me fat-ass” I teased. He looked at me like he couldn’t believe what I had just said; he then gave me the open-mouth “o” look and soon pretended to cry. I started laughing and he did as well after a few minutes. “I was joking” I said. “I know” he said. He set his lips atop mine again and I nibbled on his bottom lip a little. He smiled into my lips and then pulled away. “Goodnight Bells” Zacky whispered into my ear. “Night babe” I said.
*The next night *
“So, what did you think of the house?” Zacky asked. “I really liked it” I said. “Rent’s pretty cheap, considering that it’s a really nice house. So, do you want to move into it with me or not?” he asked. I nodded and smiled and he smiled right back at me. “You won’t regret this, I promise” he said. He started nuzzling my neck; taking my scent in. “So, what’s the plan for tomorrow?” I asked. “We have recording to do tomorrow” he said. I growled. “You’ll be spending the day with none other than the world-famous Synyster Gates” he said. I rolled my eyes as he lied there and laughed at me. “Why? Why must you do this to me?” I asked. “Hey, not my fault. You could get out and do something for once” he said. I nudged him in the gut and he retorted in pain. “Goddamn you hit hard” he said. “Sorry. Have you ever thought that maybe you’re just a wimp?” I asked. “ He took my arm, laid it flat and rolled over onto it. “Give me back my arm” I said. “Nope. You were a bad girl and now you have to pay” he said, talking to me like I was a domesticated animal. “Then why don’t you give me some other form of punishment?” I asked, smirking dirtily at him. He smiled at me again and then rolled me over and pinned my arms behind my back. He got on top of me and I started screaming as he started spanking me repeatedly. The door was then opened by Syn, Jimmy and Johnny. “What the hell Zacky? That’s spousal abuse” said Jimmy. He pulled Zacky off of me and I started laughing at him. “She started it!” said Zacky. “I bet she did” said Syn sarcastically. He winked at me and I smiled. “Can’t wait until tomorrow Bells” said Syn in a seducing voice. “Last night was fun enough” I said. I smirked at him and he smirked right back. “Oh great, now Bella’s sleeping with Synyster” said Jimmy jokingly. I went over and hit him. “Hey!” he said. “I’m not a whore, if that’s what you’re implying”. “You’re not a whore Bells” said Jimmy. I smiled at him and then I realized that Jimmy still had Zacky pinned down to the ground. “Jimmy?” I asked. “What?” he asked. “Can you get off of Zacky now?” I asked. “Sure” he said. He got off of Zacky and he rose up and grabbed me. “We’ll leave you guys alone now” said Synyster. He winked at me again and I blew a kiss at him. He pretended to catch it and hold it to his heart. I started laughing as did the other guys. “Say goodbye to your secret lover Bells” said Jimmy. I waved and Syn did as well. Johnny shut the door behind them. Zacky and I just looked at each other for a few minutes until he spoke up. “Back to your punishment” said Zacky. “NO!!!” I said loudly. I ran out of the room and I could feel that Zacky was running after me. I ran down the stairs; diving over the couch and onto Johnny’s lap. “Hey Bells” said Johnny. “Save me from him!” I said, pointing to Zacky. He was standing at the bottom of the stairs with an eyebrow cocked. “Guys? Shall we help Zacky punish Bella for misbehaving?” Jimmy asked. The others nodded as Johnny carried me upstairs and the others were following. We went back into Zacky’s room and as Johnny lied me down on the bed I saw that Synyster and Jimmy each had two pairs of fuzzy handcuffs. My jaw dropped. “Why the fuck do you guys have those?” I asked. “For the nights that we want to get kinky” said Jimmy. “Yeah, we have like; five pairs of them” said Syn. “Whatever” I said. They each took one of my limbs (my arms and legs) and chained me to Zacky’s bed. “She’s all yours Zack” said Syn. I tried to break loose but the handcuffs said different. As I caught out of the corner of my eye that the other three guys had left the room, Zacky jingled a pair of fuzzy keys at me and I scowled at him. “Hey, you’re the one that hit me in the first place” he said. He crawled on top of me and started kissing me all over my face. He moved his hands swiftly down my body and started rubbing the back of my thigh with one of them. He moved his kisses down to my collarbone and my neck and started nibbling and I moaned softly. I shivered as he breathed shallowly on my neck. I wanted nothing more than to touch him back, but I couldn’t; the handcuffs said differently. “Unchain me please?” I whispered. “Not yet” he said softly. He moved downwards from my collarbone and down to my chest. He sighed after a few minutes. “I’m going to unchain you now. It’ll be easier to get your shirt off” he said. He got up and unlocked the cuffs with the keys. When I was completely free he crawled back on top of me and lifted my arms up in the air to throw my shirt over in the corner just seconds later. He laid me back down and started kissing my chest all over again. I giggled and ran my fingers slowly through his hair. Slowly, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he smiled into my chest. He slid his hands under my back and unhooked my bra. “Oh boy” I said. “What?” he asked. You and your insistence of taking off my clothes” I said. “Hey, I have hormones. I’m not going to ignore them” he said. He leaned back down and started planting kisses all over my chest. He stopped after a few minutes and looked back up at me. I looked at him and brought his face to mine so I could kiss him passionately and slide my shorts down. He slid down his boxers and “it” was on once again.
*4:13 that morning*
As our naked, sweaty bodies were as close as close could be I woke up to the sound of Zacky’s snoring and the red numbers on the alarm clock reading “4:13 AM”. I lied back down and snuggled back into Zacky again so I would feel safe. I put the pillow back over my head to wait for sleep to come over me. 10 minutes later I was almost asleep and then Zacky rolled over, waking me again. *Screw it* I thought to myself. I took one of the blankets off of the bed and went out on the balcony to look out at the sky. The sun was sticking out from the bottom of the horizon and I sat down on the chair that was out there to admire it. I sat there for probably an hour just looking at it and then I heard Zacky mumble something from bed.
*Zacky’s POV*
I woke up expecting to feel Bella there in my arms but she wasn’t – it kind of freaked me out. But then I saw her outside on the balcony and looked over at the clock – the time was 5:30. I got up (not even bothering to cover myself up) and went out to the balcony. “Honey, come back inside and come to bed. Why are you out here?” I said. “I couldn’t sleep” she said. I sat down in the chair next to her and then pulled her onto my lap - slowly but surely. I wrapped my arms around her and looked at the sun rise – it was absolutely beautiful.
*back to normal POV*
Zacky had come out to the balcony and sat me on his lap. It was moments like these that I liked – just sitting there with the person that I loved most and enjoying something as beautiful as a sunrise with them. I laid my head on Zacky’s shoulder and he took one of his hands and started petting my head. Neither of us spoke to each other for about a half hour; I didn’t think that we needed to. It was a perfect moment and neither of us wanted to risk taking the chance of ruining it. But towards the end of that half hour I started to get uncomfortable. “Zacky, it’s getting uncomfy out here. Can we go back to bed?” I asked. “Sure honey” he said. I stood up and started walking inside and he followed me. I laid back down on the bed and he laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. “I love you Bells” he said. “I love you too” I said. We then both drifted back to sleep.
*later that morning*
“Zacky! Wake your fat, naked ass up!” yelled Jimmy. Zacky grumbled and then yawned. “What?” he asked. “If you’re forgetting, we’ve got some recording to do today. Last week of it, too” said Jimmy. “Right. I’ll be down in 10” he said. Jimmy then left the room – I could hear his stomps of frustration. “Bella, hun?” I heard Zacky say. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at him. He smiled and kissed me on the cheek. “Hey hun” he said. “Hey” I said. “I’ve got to get ready to leave. You could probably get dressed and stuff like that. I don’t think Matt’s in the room” he said. I nodded and sat up. “So when are we going to tell the guys that we’re moving out?” I asked. “I have no idea. I already called the landlord. He said that the house was ours and we can move in at any time” he said. “Alright, let’s move in at the end of the week” I said. “Okay then” he said. He smiled at me and then got off of the bed. “See you later hun” he said. He gave me a quick peck on the lips and then ran into the bathroom. I got up and stretched. It was then that I realized I was still naked, so I wrapped a blanket around me again and walked into Matt’s room. He was in there, as I figured he would be. “Hey” I said. “Hey” he said. I went over to him and gave him a hug. “I want us to be friends” I said. “So do I hun” he said. I kissed his forehead and he smiled at me. “Friends?” he said. “Friends” I said. I smiled at him and then walked into the closet and shut the door. I got some underwear and a bra out and then looked around to see what I wanted to wear. I chose a black and white striped t-shirt with a black Misfits face on it and some blue jeans. I got dressed and stepped back out. “Aren’t you going to shower?” he asked. “I did last night before I went to bed” I said. “Oh” he said. “Matt, can I tell you something?” I asked. “Hmm?” he said. I smiled to myself as I was getting ready to tell him that Zacky and I were moving. “Zacky and I are moving in together” I said. His eyes got wide and he shook his head. “You guys are moving in together?” he asked. “Yeah” I said breathily. I just wanted to smile every time I said it – “Zacky and I are moving in together”. “Are you sure that’s what you want?” he asked. “I thought about it for hours on end, and I realize that yes, that is what I want to do” I said. He nodded and gave me a hug. “I’m happy for you no matter what” he said. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. “See you tonight Matt” I said. “Yeah” he said. “Oh, and Matt?” I asked. “Yeah?” he replied. “Don’t tell the other guys” I said. He nodded and then left the room. I just sat down on the bed. Was I really doing the right thing by moving in with Zacky?
*45 minutes later*
“Well, that was something, wasn’t it?” he asked. I nodded and he kissed me again and pulled away. “Matt must’ve shown you the ropes” he said. I nodded again and he grew confused. “What?” he asked. “We just had sex in the hottub” I said. “So?” he asked. “It was just... very unsuspected” I said. “Was I okay?” he asked. “You were great hun” I said. “Thanks. You were pretty good yourself” he said. “Thanks” I said. I blushed a little and then he kissed me on the cheek. “Well, shall we go inside?” he asked. “Yeah, we’ve already been out here an hour” I said, looking at the clock on the outside of the hottub. “Well then let’s head” he said. We got out of the hottub and locked hands. “I love you Bella” said Zacky. “I love you too” I said. We walked inside and Brian, Jimmy and Johnny were standing right on the other side of the doorway. “What were you two doing out there?” asked Jimmy. He looked down at our intertwined hands and smiled. “Oh, okay” he said. He smirked at us and then left the room, followed by the other two. Zacky then smiled at me and I kissed his forehead. “Let’s head back up to my room” he said. We walked up the stairs and quietly started sneaking past Matt’s room because we both knew that he was asleep. “So does this mean I’m staying in your room again?” I asked. “Yeah” he said. We got into his room and he handed me a towel to dry off. “Hey Zacky?” I asked. I rubbed myself all over with the towel and he couldn’t help but look. “Hmm?” he asked. “How come you don’t have your own place?” I asked. He paused for a moment. “I honestly don’t know. We’ve all been living together since we were 19. I guess I’ve just been too busy and too lazy to move out” he said. “Oh” I said. “Plus, I can’t stand being alone for too long” he said. I nodded. “Are you suggesting that we move in together?” he asked. “No, I was just wondering” I said. “I wouldn’t mind moving in with you” he said. “Isn’t it a little too soon? Total we’ve only dated about two months” I said. “Yes, I know” he said, “But I’ve always kind of wanted a place with less people”. “But we’d probably never see the guys” I said. “Oh come on! You know as well as I do that the other guys would invite us over all the time” he said. I shrugged. “I just don’t know Zack” I said. “Plus, we’d have all the alone time that we’d ever need” he said. He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. “I love you Bells” he said. “I love you too” I said. “Look, there’s a house not too far from here that’s pretty decent sized. Want to go look at it tomorrow?” he asked. After a few minutes of looking at the pros and cons I nodded. “Awesome” he said. He then unwrapped his arms from around me and pushed me down on the bed. I bounced slightly and he just stood there and giggled. “You really are something” he said. I held out my arms and opened and closed my fists; giving him a lost puppy dog look. He smiled and then pounced on top of me. He landed on top of me like a ten-ton brick and I gasped for air and started pounding my fists on his back. “Get off me fat-ass” I teased. He looked at me like he couldn’t believe what I had just said; he then gave me the open-mouth “o” look and soon pretended to cry. I started laughing and he did as well after a few minutes. “I was joking” I said. “I know” he said. He set his lips atop mine again and I nibbled on his bottom lip a little. He smiled into my lips and then pulled away. “Goodnight Bells” Zacky whispered into my ear. “Night babe” I said.
*The next night *
“So, what did you think of the house?” Zacky asked. “I really liked it” I said. “Rent’s pretty cheap, considering that it’s a really nice house. So, do you want to move into it with me or not?” he asked. I nodded and smiled and he smiled right back at me. “You won’t regret this, I promise” he said. He started nuzzling my neck; taking my scent in. “So, what’s the plan for tomorrow?” I asked. “We have recording to do tomorrow” he said. I growled. “You’ll be spending the day with none other than the world-famous Synyster Gates” he said. I rolled my eyes as he lied there and laughed at me. “Why? Why must you do this to me?” I asked. “Hey, not my fault. You could get out and do something for once” he said. I nudged him in the gut and he retorted in pain. “Goddamn you hit hard” he said. “Sorry. Have you ever thought that maybe you’re just a wimp?” I asked. “ He took my arm, laid it flat and rolled over onto it. “Give me back my arm” I said. “Nope. You were a bad girl and now you have to pay” he said, talking to me like I was a domesticated animal. “Then why don’t you give me some other form of punishment?” I asked, smirking dirtily at him. He smiled at me again and then rolled me over and pinned my arms behind my back. He got on top of me and I started screaming as he started spanking me repeatedly. The door was then opened by Syn, Jimmy and Johnny. “What the hell Zacky? That’s spousal abuse” said Jimmy. He pulled Zacky off of me and I started laughing at him. “She started it!” said Zacky. “I bet she did” said Syn sarcastically. He winked at me and I smiled. “Can’t wait until tomorrow Bells” said Syn in a seducing voice. “Last night was fun enough” I said. I smirked at him and he smirked right back. “Oh great, now Bella’s sleeping with Synyster” said Jimmy jokingly. I went over and hit him. “Hey!” he said. “I’m not a whore, if that’s what you’re implying”. “You’re not a whore Bells” said Jimmy. I smiled at him and then I realized that Jimmy still had Zacky pinned down to the ground. “Jimmy?” I asked. “What?” he asked. “Can you get off of Zacky now?” I asked. “Sure” he said. He got off of Zacky and he rose up and grabbed me. “We’ll leave you guys alone now” said Synyster. He winked at me again and I blew a kiss at him. He pretended to catch it and hold it to his heart. I started laughing as did the other guys. “Say goodbye to your secret lover Bells” said Jimmy. I waved and Syn did as well. Johnny shut the door behind them. Zacky and I just looked at each other for a few minutes until he spoke up. “Back to your punishment” said Zacky. “NO!!!” I said loudly. I ran out of the room and I could feel that Zacky was running after me. I ran down the stairs; diving over the couch and onto Johnny’s lap. “Hey Bells” said Johnny. “Save me from him!” I said, pointing to Zacky. He was standing at the bottom of the stairs with an eyebrow cocked. “Guys? Shall we help Zacky punish Bella for misbehaving?” Jimmy asked. The others nodded as Johnny carried me upstairs and the others were following. We went back into Zacky’s room and as Johnny lied me down on the bed I saw that Synyster and Jimmy each had two pairs of fuzzy handcuffs. My jaw dropped. “Why the fuck do you guys have those?” I asked. “For the nights that we want to get kinky” said Jimmy. “Yeah, we have like; five pairs of them” said Syn. “Whatever” I said. They each took one of my limbs (my arms and legs) and chained me to Zacky’s bed. “She’s all yours Zack” said Syn. I tried to break loose but the handcuffs said different. As I caught out of the corner of my eye that the other three guys had left the room, Zacky jingled a pair of fuzzy keys at me and I scowled at him. “Hey, you’re the one that hit me in the first place” he said. He crawled on top of me and started kissing me all over my face. He moved his hands swiftly down my body and started rubbing the back of my thigh with one of them. He moved his kisses down to my collarbone and my neck and started nibbling and I moaned softly. I shivered as he breathed shallowly on my neck. I wanted nothing more than to touch him back, but I couldn’t; the handcuffs said differently. “Unchain me please?” I whispered. “Not yet” he said softly. He moved downwards from my collarbone and down to my chest. He sighed after a few minutes. “I’m going to unchain you now. It’ll be easier to get your shirt off” he said. He got up and unlocked the cuffs with the keys. When I was completely free he crawled back on top of me and lifted my arms up in the air to throw my shirt over in the corner just seconds later. He laid me back down and started kissing my chest all over again. I giggled and ran my fingers slowly through his hair. Slowly, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he smiled into my chest. He slid his hands under my back and unhooked my bra. “Oh boy” I said. “What?” he asked. You and your insistence of taking off my clothes” I said. “Hey, I have hormones. I’m not going to ignore them” he said. He leaned back down and started planting kisses all over my chest. He stopped after a few minutes and looked back up at me. I looked at him and brought his face to mine so I could kiss him passionately and slide my shorts down. He slid down his boxers and “it” was on once again.
*4:13 that morning*
As our naked, sweaty bodies were as close as close could be I woke up to the sound of Zacky’s snoring and the red numbers on the alarm clock reading “4:13 AM”. I lied back down and snuggled back into Zacky again so I would feel safe. I put the pillow back over my head to wait for sleep to come over me. 10 minutes later I was almost asleep and then Zacky rolled over, waking me again. *Screw it* I thought to myself. I took one of the blankets off of the bed and went out on the balcony to look out at the sky. The sun was sticking out from the bottom of the horizon and I sat down on the chair that was out there to admire it. I sat there for probably an hour just looking at it and then I heard Zacky mumble something from bed.
*Zacky’s POV*
I woke up expecting to feel Bella there in my arms but she wasn’t – it kind of freaked me out. But then I saw her outside on the balcony and looked over at the clock – the time was 5:30. I got up (not even bothering to cover myself up) and went out to the balcony. “Honey, come back inside and come to bed. Why are you out here?” I said. “I couldn’t sleep” she said. I sat down in the chair next to her and then pulled her onto my lap - slowly but surely. I wrapped my arms around her and looked at the sun rise – it was absolutely beautiful.
*back to normal POV*
Zacky had come out to the balcony and sat me on his lap. It was moments like these that I liked – just sitting there with the person that I loved most and enjoying something as beautiful as a sunrise with them. I laid my head on Zacky’s shoulder and he took one of his hands and started petting my head. Neither of us spoke to each other for about a half hour; I didn’t think that we needed to. It was a perfect moment and neither of us wanted to risk taking the chance of ruining it. But towards the end of that half hour I started to get uncomfortable. “Zacky, it’s getting uncomfy out here. Can we go back to bed?” I asked. “Sure honey” he said. I stood up and started walking inside and he followed me. I laid back down on the bed and he laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. “I love you Bells” he said. “I love you too” I said. We then both drifted back to sleep.
*later that morning*
“Zacky! Wake your fat, naked ass up!” yelled Jimmy. Zacky grumbled and then yawned. “What?” he asked. “If you’re forgetting, we’ve got some recording to do today. Last week of it, too” said Jimmy. “Right. I’ll be down in 10” he said. Jimmy then left the room – I could hear his stomps of frustration. “Bella, hun?” I heard Zacky say. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at him. He smiled and kissed me on the cheek. “Hey hun” he said. “Hey” I said. “I’ve got to get ready to leave. You could probably get dressed and stuff like that. I don’t think Matt’s in the room” he said. I nodded and sat up. “So when are we going to tell the guys that we’re moving out?” I asked. “I have no idea. I already called the landlord. He said that the house was ours and we can move in at any time” he said. “Alright, let’s move in at the end of the week” I said. “Okay then” he said. He smiled at me and then got off of the bed. “See you later hun” he said. He gave me a quick peck on the lips and then ran into the bathroom. I got up and stretched. It was then that I realized I was still naked, so I wrapped a blanket around me again and walked into Matt’s room. He was in there, as I figured he would be. “Hey” I said. “Hey” he said. I went over to him and gave him a hug. “I want us to be friends” I said. “So do I hun” he said. I kissed his forehead and he smiled at me. “Friends?” he said. “Friends” I said. I smiled at him and then walked into the closet and shut the door. I got some underwear and a bra out and then looked around to see what I wanted to wear. I chose a black and white striped t-shirt with a black Misfits face on it and some blue jeans. I got dressed and stepped back out. “Aren’t you going to shower?” he asked. “I did last night before I went to bed” I said. “Oh” he said. “Matt, can I tell you something?” I asked. “Hmm?” he said. I smiled to myself as I was getting ready to tell him that Zacky and I were moving. “Zacky and I are moving in together” I said. His eyes got wide and he shook his head. “You guys are moving in together?” he asked. “Yeah” I said breathily. I just wanted to smile every time I said it – “Zacky and I are moving in together”. “Are you sure that’s what you want?” he asked. “I thought about it for hours on end, and I realize that yes, that is what I want to do” I said. He nodded and gave me a hug. “I’m happy for you no matter what” he said. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. “See you tonight Matt” I said. “Yeah” he said. “Oh, and Matt?” I asked. “Yeah?” he replied. “Don’t tell the other guys” I said. He nodded and then left the room. I just sat down on the bed. Was I really doing the right thing by moving in with Zacky?
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