Shut Up And Let Me Go

I'm so scared, what does this mean? Is he going to come back from is tour and do something tragic? What if he finds out who I'm in love with, will he hurt Steve? I hope not, I'll place a restraining order. Alot goes through my mind when things like this happen. I really hope he wont hurt Steve, I love him, but I'm not sure if he loves me back. I'll just have to find out.

I walk downstairs and grab my backpack. ''I feel like doing my homework down here.''I say to myself.

''Hey, hows school?''My dad asks.

''Fine, but after school was amazing!''I answer.

''I know I saw.''He replied, then walking away not knowing anything else.

I reach out into my backpack and grab whatever my hand finds. I take out Social Studies homework. ''Ugh...''I say annoyed. I reach back into my backpack and take out english. It's decent so I start to do the work.

I recieve a text from Steve. ''Yay!''I say to myself smiling widly. It reads:

Yea its perfectly fine. Do you have aim though?
xo Steve

'Of course I have aim.'I thought. I write him back, saying yea I do, and giving him my screen name.

I pick up my pen again to start writing, anxious for Steve to write back, but Gerard calls. I look at the phone and roll my eyes and press ignore. I don't want to talk to him, ever, until I ever feel like talking to him. I mean really! Who cares who I fall in love with, you can't control it.

And Gerard keeps calling back and I keep hitting the ignore botton. He finally called like the 7th time, and I decide to pick it up.

''Leave me the fuck alone Gerard!''I answer and hang up. I don't know why I hate him so much, but I just don't feel like dealing with drama.