Make A Plan To Love Me

My heart is aching.
My body is paralyze.
I can't move a single inch.
Without howling into my hands.

Where are you?
Sweet love.
With all the goodness.
You gave to my body.
Enlightening me to maximum pure perfection.

I want you.
Breathing down my neck.
With your tongue in my mouth.
Seeking for that lustful pleasure.

But I don't want you.
Because I have you.
I have all of you.
I have every single hair.
I have every single heartbeat.
I have every single you.

Where are you?
I'm just scared that is.
I want to whimper into your chest.
Cuddle myself to the left, but a few inches underneath your heart.
Where I'll hear every beat.
Going, "bump bump bump."
And I'll sigh with every noise.
Knowing you're still here.

Where are you?
I'm scaring myself.
I don't want you to ever die.
You need to be with me.