Calling Grace

Kiss of Life

Lying to all the points of view, the forest and the dreams are so close to who you are, you don't know how to fight....more to find your way again, you think it's a big surprise, there's a mystery girl out there who can save your soul, leaving a sacrament of wilderness behind as her sign when she flies to the skies, she leaves behind signs and blood of a brutal fight, on a day we don't war with each other it, it kills me to know that we are so un-done that everything was lost inside, I can change your life and open up your eyes, oh god am I the one who gives him the kiss of life, let me be the one who drowns in all her sorrows, let me be the one to give the kiss of life, he's burning his tomorrows, lying...to all the points of view, the forest and a dream can find their way to meet again, you know that it's a shock (yeAH!) I can change your life and maybe open up your eyes, please let me be the one who gives the kiss of life! You can't stay this way you're burning your tomorrows and bringing upon your demise!

Fighting to claim all the points of view, it's no big surprise that nothing's ever changed you still turned away and lost your head, you made it all too clear yet you still keep on living this life! (Ahh Ahh Ahh Ahh x3) You refuse to see that I am here, the cross I bear is too much for you to care, yet I still gave you the kiss of life and burned away my tomorrows, I can be the one to save you from your demise, save me from myself? I don't need no help, I need to rescue what is left of you before it all goes away, let me be the one who gives the kiss of life! You just cannot stay this way you're burning your tomorrow's, I believe that you've got to fight, here's the key open the door to a better life, I see how I am responsible for the tears in your eyes, but if I was the one to believe: Would you try to push..push open the door (*chant*) I left a sign behind, my heart it lied with you all along but I believe that once you pushed, pushed open the door you can leave me here forevermore

Let me be the one who gives the kiss of life, you can't stay this way you're burning your tomorrow's (*chant*) My last breath be given to you, I can't let you die I'd be killing my tomorrow and bringing upon me my own demise, I can't leave you this way it'd be a harmful existence, let me be the one who gives you the kiss of life! We can't stay this way, we're preventing more tomorrows and they died waiting for our world to change...LET ME BE THE ONE WHO CAN COMPLETE YOUR LIFE! I can't love you like you love me but I can damn well make sure, that you stay alive and well, don't leave me here, the Kiss can save your life and stop you from dying, I won't leave you alone, I don't have to go home, so don't tell me to leave you here alone, there's a first time, a first time for everything! I never loved anyone like I loved you, do you still love me? That way I can give all my power to bringing you back to life, with the kiss of a spell...

Black Cradle

I'm lying here in my case, the black rain storm falling all around me, something's thickening the air I breathe and the life I live is not enough, who can fill the void in my life? I don't think you can but if you're up to a hell of a challenge please be my guest I'm falling down a black hell spiral, and I need someone to rescue me and make me feel like I've been safe so I will never again feel like this, this hell is not a Home, not the life I once thought I knew, God I'd trade it all away if you'd come back to stay, my life is not the same without you...it's never been...yet SOMEHOW I still wind up laying here in my black cradle set aflame with pain and the fire within sets upon the black cradle a curse of death, causing me to suffer, who can be the one to rescue me? I don't need the kiss of life, I just need someone to prove that they're there even in my mind, my black cradle set upon the hottest flame, it's crumbling to dust with all of me inside

Signalling that I am done, what can I do? What have I done now? Mein God I think that, that I actually have a feeling about you, suffering a sacrement of the wilderness left behind, saving me from myself I need a rescue of my lifetime, can you be the one to rescue me? I'm falling down a black spiral and I don't know the way out, to make it worse a tidal wave washed it's way over me, taking my breath away now mein God I just can't scream, my voice it can't do a single damn thing, can you rescue me? I'm stuck in a black and burning cradle, everybody thinks I can be an angel, but no one knows I burn, I'm just waiting for my turn to burn, there is not a devil (nothing like it) inside of me I just need someone to rescue me can you fill the void? I'm falling down a spiral and my black cradle has just been destroyed, stars are falling waves are sounding, the path of war has been set, God knows I'm trying to mend your broken heart, I will never leave you again, sacrament of wilderness I left behind the vampire within me will never win

Can you rescue me as I fall down a black spiral into my own death? It's not even that easy, the moonlight shines upon my bleeding body, can you be the one to rescue me? I fell off an imaginary cliff and resulted in me being stuck here in my black cradle, where everyone thinks I can be an angel. But they don't know I burned, I'm waiting for my burn, maybe there actually is a devil (something like it) deep inside of me, devil you can't win my fight, Sacrament left behind says that I am the One, the One to win this Fight within myself, I can stay alive for my one love, mein God knows my choice...

Dead Stars

The meaning of life is hidden behind the wall, what did I do to lose my life? I can maybe change my mind and open up my eyes, 'cause in this world the hardest thing to do is live in it but the friends I had live it for, nothing's that dark to end their lives, because of me they feel dis-enchanted and dead, I don't need a follower, I need a rescuer before I run for a fall and lose everything I fought to have, sacraments have no meaning but only I can win my own fight, I feel so in-complete but it is never your fault, never think that the wrong way, (Ahh! x3) How will I see the way out of here? There's no path for me to walk, and the dead stars are falling...

Haunted star forever, I believe that I can see you through even in death, I long to be like you, not cold and in a ground like you, is there room for more than four in the band I once left behind, can't help that I'm so slowly wasting away (yeah) It's driving me crazy can't help the guy I want is needing time to make up for his obsession(s), can't help that it's driving me crazy! I don't want to deal anymore it's driving me insane (yeah x3) The letter on the wall left behind my heart and soul, and I thought I could let you know before I go...I was in love with you

Dead stars are falling down from the sky, only one can rescue me from my death, midnight forever strikes me down as my last request tell me why would you play me like a fool? I am not a plaything to be f**ked around with, but anyways who am I fooling? I know that I'm not good enough for anyone on this Earth and right now that just makes me smile inside and no one can break down the barrier that I put up, mitternacht forevermore...dead stars fall from the sky and take me down with them, the sickness fills my veins, mitternacht ich liebe dich (nein dich) I can't scream, but I'd bleed in the night for you, my dreams have made it true but I can't jump, I feel as if I have to go and leave you all behind but I can't jump!

Lately I've been feeling as if an attraction here is keeping me back (ich liebe dich) (nein dich) the sun is sleeping quietly and once upon a century the whispering ocean is calm and red, finally I am laid to rest, for my dreams I behold my light, for wishes I can stand my ground for a moment that I can't explain until there's nothing left to say, I wish to go down with the sun sleeping and weeping for you, what we could've had is now dead and done for my God I will depart, I sail before a thousand moons and I haven't found anywhere to go! Far too long later I behold my life and think of wishes that have a grip on my light, the dead stars keep falling down, landing on me let's take a trip, a trip down memory lane, ocean gypsies and the fire within, they beat to be released now, now there's nothing left to slay...

With you..the dead stars fall far out of my grasps never finding a place to go! I don't want to break these chains, your web I am caught, your skin so red, the black raise on sweat! I HEAR YOU CALLING MY NAME AND I WILL HURT YOU JUST TO HEAR YOU SHRIEKING IN PAIN! Nothing to make me disappear, the virus fills me in like a curse! (Ahh! x3) My name forever engraved in your heart (Ahh! x3) How I wish for soothing rain, to dream again. Nemo my name forevermore...dead stars are falling from the sky! I wish for the power to dream again, my loving heart, lost in the dark for hope I'd give my everything for soothing rain, once and for all and all for once, Nemo my name forevermore! (AHH) Name forevermore...

Poison

Faded like I was into what you want, I don't even know myself, I live here and I sense my own fear in the dark, fading hated and slipping away I am deserved here in the dark! So faraway from who I was at the start, I begin to think I am not me, who I am hates me, one side of me tells me to think: Who are you and how do I feel about us? (*shout*) Cannot let you fall or you'd lose it all! Someday you will remember yourself, can't keep bleeding we'd only deceive and I'm sick of the lie, you're too late! Don't cry to me! You love me? I am not there, I left you behind, I could've died and you still would've loved me! And yet my feeling for you floods my veins, like some poison! Must be exhausting to lose your own game, no wonder you're jaded you can't blame who picked up and fought this time!

Come cry to me, if you love me you will let me fall, you want me? Come find me! You made up your mind...I can call you forever in my life, I feel safe in all your presence, I only wanted to return because I missed everything...how could I have been so wrong? I turned my page and burned paradise, how could I have ruined everything, you were never mine! So don't cry to me! If you loved me, you'd let me fall. Just catch up to things and make up your mind, it's getting to hard to breathe and darkness in my head scares me...I don't need this, I have made up my mind but what would happened if I should stay here with you? The wicked soul within me, raped by insecurity and doubt... I need you to rescue...rescue me my love. Rescue me from wrong, here inside my mind: truth is hard to find, it's getting to dark in here...all alone I'm playing with my fear! Sing for me right from wrong, here inside my mind: Truth and love are hard to find... It's getting too crowded here, all alone I am fighting with my fear...I don't want this anymore, I should just tie myself down to the floor, I need you to rescue, rescue me my love! Sing for me my love, sing me right from wrong! Here inside my mind: Truth and Love are hard to find...

(Solemn heir!) Rescue Me. (Sing for Me!) RESCUE ME! (Rescue Me!) The feeling of death and darkness fill my veins like blood...and the darkest of poison...rescue me my love...sing me right from wrong! Here inside my mind: Truth is hard to find! (Ahh! x3) Sing for me, my love! Lead me to right from wrong as here inside my mind: Truth and Love are hard to find. (*chanting*) Now it's all left me here, in darkness and despair. Hope is beginning to fill me within my heart is a picture of us when we used to be so close...now I feel so damn cold and it's driving me crazy! You pierced right through me can't you understand? All I ever wanted, all I ever really needed is here in my arms...I just want you to know: that I still love you, words like violence spoken to be broken, vows are spoken to never be broken, my feelings are intense but the pain remains, the words are like many plans: Unforgettable.

Poison fills me, it's name is confusion. (Ahh! x3) Do you enjoy the silence, and all the empty spaces? Without me there, it's like paradise from what I heard. Words are very un-necessary, they can only do harm! All I wanted, all I needed is here in my arms! Words are very un-necessarym they might only kill my heart! (Ahh Ahh Ee Ahh! x3) Enjoy the bleeding (Ahh Ahh Ee Ahh!) Enjoy the spaces! (Ahh ee Ahh) Enjoy the empty spot I left behind, with my silent death...your face fills me up like poison kills....

Virus

There's no friend I call the name to, I sail away and dream of a world far away where the good will be my sun..mocked by man to heights of shame, for a memory of one kind word, I would fight to stay with you! Time for one more barren dream before my escape, my dream. Loving heart, I fight to survive for you to beat faraway. In this cruel children's game, there's no friend to call her name, now we fly away where the Good is our sunflower field, and where we can beat as one heart, the hatred can never break us apart. I dream of a world faraway where a child's name avoids the cruel game of life in this dreamless land, the Good in her is my sunflower soul....

The hatred of my former life, invades my body and my mind like the most infectious virus, the world has ever ever known, menace can't kill me here, look away from the mirror and look inside yourself and dream of all the possibilities that can ever ever be for us all as one group again, my misplace aggresion of me. I will not know how you feel, I will not stay perfectly! In your face! No angel bleeds, in hypocrisy you rot In Hell, in Memory of you, your face invades my body like a virus that I can't destroy! I will never die and leave behind here! (Ahh! x3) i will not know what you see! In me, there's nothing worth mentioning! In your skin, hypocrisy dwells within! For all your sins, you will burn in Hell in memory of you! Celebrations are not enough to celebrate your passing from our life...streams of passion mixed with hate...misplaced aggression actually helped my life now I feel as if I am stronger...I don't know what you see in me, I don't know how you feel about me! IN his skins, hypocrisy! Now angels bleed, in their skin a pain of swords mixed with blood and tears!

The virus that you call him, fills my heart. I cannot eliminate him from my head, can you rescue me? From insanity's highest cliff I have fallen, screams heard throughout all Time, I do not know what you see in me! In his skin, hypocrisy dwells and angels bleed for all his Sins, now I'll never let him back in again. I do not know what you feel for me, I just need to let you hear my apologies for all my Sins against you, I still don't get what you see, what do you see in me? In his skin, hypocrisy dwells! Wading out of pain, I can say it damn feels well! In your skin, your heart swells! Never know that angels bleed! In my skin, a heart beats! It beats for you! Can you tell me what you feel so we can both move on? I can tell you first or you can go and get it overwith...I'm sorry I wasn't there for you from the start. I couldn't help but cry at the pain of losing you, it hurts my soul! Can you forgive me I need to try again, your silence makes me whole! My breath, over time has passed you by. Who has the heart I beat for you? Ooh, you couldn't face the fighting on your own, here I am, locked down in silence! You gave up the war and took me back in. All I wish is to be forgiven, you'll always be mine and I know deep inside: All that stands is forgiven

Watch the clouds as they drift away. Still you can always warm my face....I can't help but cry at the thought of leaving you guys behind. You were looking for my grave I left you built to chase my demons away, for so long I tried to hide from the world. Who could face the freedom with you (ooh) Here I am left in silence! I gave up the fight and left it behind. All I wish for is forgiveness, I will always be yours deep inside I hope I am forgiven, I've been so lost since you've gone away, when I needed you before you stayed to see me! Everything turned out so wrong then you showed up again, wy did I leave you in silence? The darkness fills me, like a virus, all I wish is to be forgiven. I will always be yours deep inside, I hope I am forgiven....

I Surrender

Can someone, with all their might and glory, rescue me from falling? I need a heart, please rescue me from falling. I fell off a cliff and I cannot breathe no more...no blood in my body I feel empty without any of you here. One more heart, see if I care for you God knows how much I do. ONe more chance, is all I need. I will not lose your love or their sacred trust. Can anybody rescue me from the sword, I fear I'm low on hope for survival, one more chance to live is all I need. And I will not lose your love or their trust to me, all I said was to make sure you knew that...the heart is beeping quietly once upon a nightmare dream for my sleep I beheld for a night, it bleeds for the siren's plight, two hundred stars will fall tonight, once upon a century, wistful oceans harsh and blood, laid to rest for a dream I'd give my life, for wishes I behold my night. The truth at the end of time, losing faith makes a cry. I wish to go down for a lifetime and to be dead for a lifetime. The darkness around me, so soft like a solar sea, now I wish to go down with the sun, sleeping and weeping for you. Now I have no human heart my God will it ever depart? I'd sail before a thousand blades never finding where to go! Two hundred blades of light make way for God's Hand...

Now what the hell is left to say? I surrender to my love for you, and it lasts for a lifetime. The darkness surrounds me bleeds slowly as if it's a solar sea burning like the sun (ahh AHH AHH AHH ahh! x3) So much death caused by me (ahhHHH) Save me from my darker side, I fear it's closing in on me, the pieces shattered all over the ground, no one on this Earth can put them back together. To last for a lifetime, I surrender myself, myself to you! For a dream I wish to go down with a love greater, than my, my life. (Oh Oh Oh! x3) Lithium cannot ever take back it's former control of me, I might've been under the influence for years that have passed, but by God I will not fall under...under the spell of doom...

I surrender! I surrender to my feeling for you now. I couldn't hide I let the emptiness show...never wanted it to be so cold or close, I just didn't fight enough to hold on to me, I wonder what's wrong with me the spell I put upon myself the day I left behind, I don't want to forget how it feels without you here by my side. I am not in love with my sorrows I just want to believe in you and the others as I surrender to my will under your light, here in the darkness you still know me better than myself, I just can't break free until you let me go for a short time! Tell me do you forgive me? Anything is bound for us to be alone and beyond I guess I almost fell to my place among the ocean, I can't hold on to me! I wonder what the hell is wrong with me! Lithium took me over! I cannot lock myself up inside a black shield and bouquets of dead roses surround me! I surrender to you, I can fight so I will surrender to you...Where the clouds in the sky become one with my mind I feel as if a weight has been killed off of me! I'm the reason for the light in those eyes? Kindness took me in...hey you! I surrender. TO YOU! I will never let you fall from me, you shall stay in my grasp. I will fight any force for you

Deep inside the sorrow died...the silence held. (Ahh Ahh! x2) Where the conflicts of one become one with my mind the time passes by to suit how I feel, drop rain down on the windshield but grace out of steel, lost northern star led me back to your trust. Deep within the darkness died foreverMORE! (Ahh Ahh! x2) Now I..I am.. I'm back may I have a new chance with all of you? I never wanted to leave you behind. Sending tears on my way, followed by your acceptance each way. (hey you! HEY YOU!) I surrender to my love for you! I-I-I-I....I surrender to you behind time, I will die for you just know I have fallen head over heels for you? I surrender to you....I would lie to you for forgiveness to raise our truth from death so come on will you rescue me? Clock is killing time, can you rescue me? If you decline I will, gladly understand but know I surrender to you.

Dream (Put On Hold)

Cold and unknown again, is this what you really wanted? (Ahh) Just blame it on me and set your guilt free as nothing can hold you back now! (Ahh Ahh AHH! x3) Lost and dead again, I'm begging for sweet...my sweet revenge and vengeance. They said to me I'd never get anywhere. I can't regret falling for you! DON'T LET THEM BLAME IT ON ME, I BEG YOU TO SET YOUR GUILT FREE BECAUSE, LOVE, I CAN'T HOLD YOU BACK. I cannot change who I am...not this time! I won't lie, here lies my trust and it died for me in this short life! There's no time to waste on me, is love enough? Set your guilt free, I still love you but I can't hold back NOW! (*Choir*) Ahh now I love you again...all the world warred for more they locked my last opened door and unleashed the ghost of my past on me...

I took my dream put on hold and achieved my goal of fixing every, everything, everything between us all! I have a growing need to be beside you, these emotions I never knew somehow found their way beyond this place, I'll take before me the pathway to a new horizon! I wish to know how they all feel about me, please show me as something's familiar, beauty beyond my dreams, do you feel the things I feel? Take my hand, there's a world I need...TO KNOW! (To know! x3) I want to know can you show me? What the hell do you all feel about me? Should I stay? Should I stay or should I go? Yeah I'd love to stay but if I'm told to leave know that I will make that choice for you all, I want to know! How do they all feel about me? Open the door, let me live my life here with you all! Can someone rescue me from all Evil in my soul? I took my dream (put on hold) and it was put to the test now it looks like...looks like we're here together again..

I took the dream (put on hold) and then it passed the test of life, and au mein god here I am again, is this what you really want? I can stay...don't any of you dare let them go, they have too much to live for, sometimes they've never seemed so happy, they seem so damn happy to me! And when I think of all the things I've I, drown in all my sorrows and think I can't face my fear of tomorrow, don't shine away from your fear of me decaying!! I can turn my back to all the sorrows! Sometimes they never seemed so happy, it kills me to see that I'm the one that caused all the darkness that made them think they were the ones that killed me. Sometimes I can't turn my back and this would be one, I will never let any of you fall before me, I may be weak but when it comes to you, I am power! I can now shine away from my fear of tomorrow! Don't turn your back on all feelings! I did and I almost died and left you foreverMORE! Now I know and I realize that you all seem so happy, so damn happy, so damn happy with me here. Now that I think of all the things I've done, it brings a tear to my eye, I am truly sorry for being the one behind the tears in your eyes

I can leave an old Dream (Put On Hold) and start again, if heartbreak is forever why am I here? Why do they seem so happy, so damn happy to me? Don't give me the age old speech of why I survived! I heard it all a million times before yet still they seem so damned happy with me breathing here again in their sight, I can't turn my back and drown in all my sorrows! I won't let any of it change, it's all for you! Please don't turn your back on me, I am here to stay! When I think of how I hurt you, it kills me that I still breathe! I drown in my sorrows, everytime I think of the pain I caused you all this time now I am back, I am back and I am here to stay with you all, if I am still wanted in your sight I can stay if you'd like me to...please don't turn your back on me I have beaten back sorrow and changed for the better! I have a new dream, old Dream (Put On Hold) that involves everything being as good as it was before where we all seemed so happy, so damn happy to us ALL!

Storm

Turn around, I am here, standing in the cold and the rain is nearly drowning me, my arms in the air, the rain relaxing my body, I can't turn my back now I love it here! I regret everything I have ever done to end my life before now, I enjoy the light storm of the rain it has saved my soul! Without even knowing, you all were a part of it. I'd love to see you again, when you were happy so damn happy so damn happy because of me! When I think of all the things you've done for me, it kills me to say that I nearly nearly wanted to die, I wanted to end my life. Empty eyes hide what's broken inside! The heat of the...heat of the moment nearly took me away! I enjoy the storm of the lightly falling rain, and when you think of all the things I've done, the tears in your eyes begin to fall, like a never-ending waterfall the tears in your eyes shine from the inside, showing me that you were upset with what I have done

I can't say that I blame you I'd be upset too trust me when I say I missed you and all the others as well, it makes me so damn happy (so damn happy! x2) So damn happy to see that my existence changed your life, for the better consequence! How can you stand me? Who said I was complaining? I almost left you, almost left you all behind forever and you still like me? Mein Gott knows that I am so confused, so damn confused as you can see! I can't and will never turn my back on you or the others it may be a small fear of tomorrow! I cannot turn my back because of all my sorrows that fill me up in the speediest of ways...I will never turn my back on you guys and if I ever have that thought to end my life again feel free to smack some sense into me!

Not even the harshest, most brutal fighting storm can keep me away from all of you so God knows nothing can keep me away from you not even my slight fear of tomorrow as I cannot ever turn my back to face all my sorrows, whenever I think of all the things that make me so happy (so damn happy to me! x3) I always feel that my heart just swells up and it never ceases to beat, you're always there to make it fast but still at a normal pace, God I love you all so damn much it pains me to think I could even leave any of you behind for even the shortest of times! Can you see the storm getting closer now? It's closing in on its way to take me back away! But with the strength of all of my best friends (*siren call*) God knows I can beat it away, I will not let my fear of tomorrow and all my sorrows take me away from you again, I love you all to, just too damn much to just go so take my token of apologies here's a gift from me to you, but God knows that it won't ever explain how I feel about leaving all of you nearly behind!

I can see a storm getting closer now...the rain falls down on me, hypnotizing me into a long trance that I love to dream...when I think of all the people and things I've got by me, it almost brings me to tears, but not the kind that you think I cried, I cried into despair before but thank Gott for you forgiving me, I nearly died because of all my sorrows! I cannot turn my back on you ever again! So I can beat the storm that's getting closer now (trying to win me back after all this time *yeah yeah x3*) After all that we've been through, would you ever turn your backs on me? Please promise me that no matter what happens to me, that you'll continue to live on through this life even if I don't make it out alive? (Yeah yeah! x3) I kept all my secrets inside of me through all this time, through all the tears I cried I never thought I'd live to see the light again! (Yeah yeah! x3)

Fate

I never thought I'd be this happy but Fate always changes for me... then when you think of all the things you almost lost you, break down into tears! I know a mistake I made whenever I look into your eyes, look into my own and tell me what you see, this is the girl you know and how strong she can truly be, my death left behind a sacrament of the wilderness within my mind, can we survive our life's greatest fight? Nothing can ever rip us apart, you changed and then hurt me for your own joy...come on arschloch komm here I'm here, I'm waiting for the day I get to kick your @$$ again, never will I let someone take advantage of me, it makes me seem happy that no one can take control over my life.

Where's my soul? It's been left behind in a grave, kuss mich relieve everything I thought was here, my black fate has been stopped thank Gott for your power to heal my heart. Tell me why, of all the ones on this Earth, tell me why have you chosen me? There are so many out there, it puzzles me I was the Chosen One. This is fate...a sign that we were meant to be, of all circumstances you still chose me when you could've had any other girl out there willing to join you in your life, yet you still chose me, mein God I love my life. What's wrong with me now? You just make me smile, I laugh at the thought my former self never enjoying the brighter side of life, I now have many reasons to live now I never want to die a dark, quick and deadly suicide, the thought of why you picked me still lingers in my mind, even though I know fate prevented me dying for a reason.

Is this fate or is this us trying to fight to be together? Where's my soul? I nearly lost it all when I tried to leave you all behind in this life without me breathing by your sides, I can't understand now that we are all together again, smiling and laughing, that I tried to kill my life and leave you all behind forever. I love you all so much it kills me inside everytime I think about my attempted suicide, I will never let you fall, all of you are under my guidance and I am stuck in the valley of fighting, even though I'm another casualty, you all still kept your hope for me, this is my fate, my fate is to stay here with you. Take my hand, this is a world that's new for me...to know! (To know! x3) I want to know can you show me? Now that I am back it feels as if the music is a stranger like me, I want to be, I want to be more! The music and the band was my fate before I nearly died, I will never let you fall again, I almost lost (*almost lost*) my life when I let you guys go, I always wanted to say goodbye, now I know I can't live without you by my side

You are my Fate...forever you are my Fate and I can't stand not being able to survive in this world without you, take my hand the music is still a world I need..to know! (To know! x3) I want to know what your world's been like, I wish to know can you please show me? Tell me more, I won't break you! I can't break anything it'd be a stranger like me, I wanna know what life's been like and what you think it will be like once you fully accept me back into your life like you all once did before I nearly died, when the music stopped......tell me why you chose to love me?

SaCrilege

The fire burned and wrecked my life, what can I do? Is it re-buildable? Show where the flame is, I'll show who's boss! The bitch that wrecked my life is going to severely pay, show me everything I now hold dear to my heart, I must be true to my warrior soul, I'll not pretend you should know that by now, I always mean something, especially when people mess with me! (Ahh Ahh Ahh! x3) I can see that there's much to learn for them yeah, it all seems so close yet so far! I don't see myself as the haters see me, they watch me alone rotting their lives away! I want to know what's so damn special! It's not like we're getting married or anything, I just need to know. What the hell's so special? Your sacrilege is worth no justice, just worth revenge, vengeance and punishment, you ruined my life! And it sticks inside my mind the fact you dislike me for "stealing away your dream man" I'm still puzzled of all the people to see, he picked me. You all watch me alone and don't even breathe, what the hell is up out there?

Your saCrilege is worth no justice, just thought that you should know! Who's to say those psychoactive nightmares are living through like this again I say: Whose to say they're not out there? So much was sacrificed in order to achieve our life, not many dreams were broken so I can safely say there was a dark & deadly sacrifice on one's part. Beauty is in the heart of the beast, tales are done, make sure you never overhear the constant stories of fear & danger you need to be safe in the eyes of everyone you know, I'm not far away if you need a warrior soul, every star wonders where you are, can I reach into your heart? Will I see a field of fire with my face in the centre? Let me reach into your heart, where I'll beat the field of fire! Honestly I'd never give up on you ever as long as I live, no Sacrilege is worth leaving you behind! I always wonder where you are, every star is dis-aligned (aligned) You know that I'm here if you ever need me, don't hesitate to bring me back here to help with any problem (problem)

I want to say: I can beat the field of fire with my face in the centre in your heart, if you could just let me reach in, no damn SaCrilege is worth losing you over (losing you over) Can't run from my fear of tomorrow, all my sorrows are catching up to me, they suffocate me every damn second and it's killing me, I may put on a shield showing me strong but actually I'm going mad as I'm very weak! There's only one that can see through my shield, and I'm afraid it's you. Don't walk away from me, I promise when I beat this feeling we can be together all of us again like the good ancient days. Don't turn your back on me here, not at this time I can beat back all my sorrows if that's what you want me to do...

No sacrilege is worth losing you over, as I wouldn't be able to breathe ever again! I feel as if I'm all alone and I have these dreams at night featuring the darkest blood and gore, they plague my mind ever since I fought to not bleed away, would you be happy if I wasn't here? Well the look on your face told it all to me. Go! Go turn your back on me and all your sorrows. Don't give me the 'I'm sorry!' look I was killed and you left my body on the look, of the unholiest sacrilege, you left me here and I died then you smiled...

Mercy

Don't give me the same sorry excuse, I don't give two s**ts if you want me here again, I tried being nice yet you pushed me around and avoided me! I know you liked me but now you have zero zero zero chance of anything with me, I thought something was wrong when we haven't spoken since my fakened death know that I will never give my life or sacrifice it for you, now your heart is on the floor, I realize I've heard it all before and was beaten for it! You were the one who let me down and the one who fooled around in regret over me. (Ha-ha! x3) You lost every chance you had with me, I don't think I should grant you mercy, should I be merciless and leave you hanging or give a strand of hope for you, you threw away whatever we had with your ever-lasting choice and ruined whatever chance I had of staying here in their lives, now I know that they have moved on I will never be mercy towards you

You just ruined whatever we had as friends, now I can't stand to look at you, we couldn't change us if we tried or if our lives depeneded on it! I will always despise you! Don't turn your back on all your feeling, you were caught drinking away all your sorrows! I may hate you but I never wanted you dead, I'd never be forgiven if I let you drown and drink away all your sorrows, I can't just turn my back on you, doesn't mean I still like you, just remember that your twin is holding me back from letting you go! I hope you never again make me cry, not that any part of you actually gave a crap! Don't give me that oh so overrated crap I once believed in, don't give me that- I don't need or want to hear! I can't believe a word you say, my sanity is hanging on a string, you were the one who let me down and fooled around, now I'm lost to you I gotta give you that!

I will.Never.Grant mercy, I will be merciless you can't stop me from breathing where I stand, we couldn't change us if we tried or if our lives depended on it, now you come knocking on my door trying to pick up the pieces you shattered (DON'T GIVE ME THAT) Who said I'd fall for your tricks? I like the fact you tried but sorry you were just rejected twice once again, let it be known the world just has known you were just rejected! I cannot turn my back on you but I will help you beat your addiction to the poison and find you someone to take my place! I always knew I was never good enough, you should know that by now I am not your angel, find someone else to bestow upon that honor! (Ahh.Ahh! x3) Don't give me that same old lame-@$$ excuse I finally just got over you, doesn't not mean you can try to drink the poison away!

What makes you think after all you've done that I would grant you mercy? I will never let you die on me, I may not like you like that but I will not let you die, I'd give up my life to make sure you live to the limits and never turn your back on those that love you which I know now I just found out I had, just don't give me that age-old excuse I was told before, ex-es told me the same damn things and look at my face? Winded up with bruises like no one has seen, like a burn from the sun, but I always fought back, I am not one to toy around but yet I let you play me like a fool! Don't give me that same old age excuse, but I still don't want you to die on me, mercy on me I'd never forgive myself if anything happened to you, I'd drown in my own shining blood

Who can rescue him from insanity as he falls home? He shall never die as he has a life to live! He probably doesn't like me that way, he just fooled around behind my back, I will not let anyone else break your heart! Just don't give me that same heat of the moment excuse, you still could've stopped before you went all the way, I can't help but loathe myself as I repeatedly said to myself in my head: Don't fall for that, but yet I did all those months ago, I never died I just hid around for the longest time, It felt like a while but it feels so damn good seeing my friends my former band again after an age of hiding away I can show myself, feeling so damn happy!