We're Different in Every Way, but I Still Love You
The Beginning
Diana’s P.O.V
We sat at our usual table with our friends eating our breakfast. Since the incident I had taken to sitting next to Page. I was as far away from Brian as humanly possible considering the circumstances. After we had mated I learned that the distance we can be away from each other without feeling pain was a great deal shorter than before, so I’ve decided to dance along the edge of pain and relief when it came to the distance I kept between us. I looked up from the slop they call food when I felt a pair of eyes on me. I glanced up to see a pair of warm brown eyes filled with pain barring into my skin.
He wasn’t just staring at me; he was searching my very soul. I knew he had stopped hearing my thoughts and that drove him insane but it’s the only thing that’s kept my sanity. I know cutting myself off from him just hurts the both of us, but it’s the way it has to be….for now. Although I hate to admit it, I do miss his arms around me in the morning; at least I think I do. I could just miss the feeling of safety I use to have with him, now it’s just constant vigilance. I can’t let down my guard for one minute. I broke the eye contact with Brian and went back to my food.
“Hey Dee, how are you doing today?” whispered Scarlet, I know everyone’s been wondering what’s happened between Brian and I since that night, but we both refused to acknowledge it, so the others were just left wondering. I do know that the girls still try to get me to talk each morning and each morning I just give them a dead tight smile and go back to staring at my food. I looked at Scarlet and studied her, she looked different since the last time I saw her, or it could just be me. I haven’t been the most observant person lately.
“I’m okay” I said with a smile genuine smile, suddenly the whole table turned quiet and everyone turned their eyes to me. This was the first time I actually talked to them. Page shifted in her seat next to me and grabbed my hand in hers. I looked up at her to see she was giving me a small smile. I don’t know why but it sort of lifted my spirit a little. Page’s smiles were like the Mona Lisa’s it held mystery as well as the silent whisper of new beginnings.
I looked around the table to study everyone, they all gave me sympathetic smiles when I looked at them but when I turned to see the last person I noticed tears slowly and silently make their way down his face as he stared right back at me. I broke away from his face when suddenly everything turned as dark as night and silent. Out of nowhere red lights and sirens began to go off. Then…..chaos.
We sat at our usual table with our friends eating our breakfast. Since the incident I had taken to sitting next to Page. I was as far away from Brian as humanly possible considering the circumstances. After we had mated I learned that the distance we can be away from each other without feeling pain was a great deal shorter than before, so I’ve decided to dance along the edge of pain and relief when it came to the distance I kept between us. I looked up from the slop they call food when I felt a pair of eyes on me. I glanced up to see a pair of warm brown eyes filled with pain barring into my skin.
He wasn’t just staring at me; he was searching my very soul. I knew he had stopped hearing my thoughts and that drove him insane but it’s the only thing that’s kept my sanity. I know cutting myself off from him just hurts the both of us, but it’s the way it has to be….for now. Although I hate to admit it, I do miss his arms around me in the morning; at least I think I do. I could just miss the feeling of safety I use to have with him, now it’s just constant vigilance. I can’t let down my guard for one minute. I broke the eye contact with Brian and went back to my food.
“Hey Dee, how are you doing today?” whispered Scarlet, I know everyone’s been wondering what’s happened between Brian and I since that night, but we both refused to acknowledge it, so the others were just left wondering. I do know that the girls still try to get me to talk each morning and each morning I just give them a dead tight smile and go back to staring at my food. I looked at Scarlet and studied her, she looked different since the last time I saw her, or it could just be me. I haven’t been the most observant person lately.
“I’m okay” I said with a smile genuine smile, suddenly the whole table turned quiet and everyone turned their eyes to me. This was the first time I actually talked to them. Page shifted in her seat next to me and grabbed my hand in hers. I looked up at her to see she was giving me a small smile. I don’t know why but it sort of lifted my spirit a little. Page’s smiles were like the Mona Lisa’s it held mystery as well as the silent whisper of new beginnings.
I looked around the table to study everyone, they all gave me sympathetic smiles when I looked at them but when I turned to see the last person I noticed tears slowly and silently make their way down his face as he stared right back at me. I broke away from his face when suddenly everything turned as dark as night and silent. Out of nowhere red lights and sirens began to go off. Then…..chaos.
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