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Carmen's p.o.v

Once Christian parked the car,I ran out.

"Carmen,wait!"He shouted. I didn't stop,I litterally started to push the door open. It was locked of course. I'm such a douche.
He caught up and stared at me. I was crying,which is rare,I never cry.
I sniffed and turned my back toward Christian. He turned me around and pulled me into a hug.Not saying anything,he unlocked the door to the house.

"What's wrong?He asked.I shook my head,and ran up to my room.

***

I couldn't sleep. It was exactly 3 O'clock in the morning. I had taken a shower an hour ago,and I was wearing my skanky pj's.I didn't have any other kind anyway.
I'm guesing I wasn't fair to Christian. I should've told him how I felt. For the first time,I was ashamed at what I had done. I'm definitely going to hell. I need him. Like,honestly,I think I'm ready to go all the way. Kinda wierd,since I wanted to wait until I was married,but something about him made me want to. I wasn't embarassed anymore,and I wasn't ashamed. I needed this.

I'm already going to hell...shit,all that partying wasn't exactly an act of a saint. I fixed my hair,just for the heck of it,and put some lotion on.

What was I preparing for?

A little midnight snack,Christian Bale.

***

Christian's p.o.v

I couldn't sleep. I knew what I did was wrong,and I probably scarred Carmen for life. I was too deep into my thoughts to notice Carmen sneek in my bed. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt her crawl ontop of me.

"I'm sorry."She said. I shook my head and grabbed her by the chin.

"Don't be,it's my fau-"

"No,not sorry for that."She said. I squinted my eyes.

"Then,sorry for what?"I asked.She smirked.

"I'm sorry for not giving you my all. But I can give you something better."I knew what she was talking about. I guess she wasn't upset anymore?
I leaned in to kiss her,but she stopped me.

"Wait."She said.I gave her a questioning look. she took off my shirt,hers following after. I stared at her like a teenage boy who saw his first pair of boobies. She kissed my neck,then I could feel her work her way down.

Oh my fuck.She's not gonna-

"I'm not gonna give you that much. Unless I get something in return.."She whispered.I smiled widely and closed all the blinds,locked the door,and grabbed a rubber from my bathroom.Just incase that's where she was getting at.
I jumped right in bed with her and took a deep breath.

"How far are you willing to go?"She asked.
I pondered.Nope,too soon,and too illegal to use the rubber.

"Not too far."I said.She nodded,then got back on top.I shook my head and rolled over her.

Here we go again,back to the theater position. I was tugging on her short shorts,wanting to get inside them badly.Of course I couldn't do that.She shocked me by tearing off my pants.

"They were scratching me."She said laughing. I chuckled,and we just continued.

"Christian?Are you awake?"Someone said at the door.

Carmen & Christian's p.o.v

Shit!