Unendlichkeit
Heilig
Bill wrapped his arms around his sticks called legs.
Tom had been down there a long time.
Surely Gordon had come home from work. He’d learned that his boys were…
This was so not right. But it was right.
Love was right, it just had to be fucking right!
He sighed and laid down on the bed.
Please make things all right, he prayed. I don’t want to be scared of who I am anymore.
He laid on his side, looking out the window.
Why did the day look so dark?
A single tear rolled down his face and the door opened, he jumped up.
Tom closed the door slowly and locked it and then sat next to Bill on the bed.
They sat in silence for a good ten minutes. It was like nothing needed to be said.
They just needed to sit and think for a moment.
“What did you tell her?” Bill asked softly, breaking the silence.
“I told her that we love each other, that our feelings were sudden, but we never want to be apart and we’ll be together forever,” Tom’s hand rubbed Bill’s.
“And…”
“She said love was love,” Tom’s voice was shaky, but Bill didn’t believe he was crying. Tom never cried. “The shock had to set in for a good ten minutes. But she doesn’t oppose of it. She said ‘love can come from everywhere, and you’re just lucky to have it. I’ll support you but things are going to get very hard if this isn’t kept just between the two of you.’ And then she said something else and that was it.”
“What else did she say?”
“Oh, nothing that really matters,” Tom looked away. He’s hurting, show him you love him.
Bill shivered. “I’m so afraid Tomi,” he snuggled up against his twin and felt a strong arm wrap around him. “I don’t want to get hurt anymore…”
Tom kissed Bill’s forehead. “I don’t want to see you hurt either.”
Bill entwined his fingers with Tom’s.
“Bill I…” Tom stopped.
His brother looked up at him, his chocolate eyes glistening slightly. He wanted him, he wanted Bill so badly.
“I want to complete this,” he finished.
A soft smile appeared on Bill’s lips. “You mean like, make love?” his stomach quivered at the words.
Tom nodded, slightly embarrassed.
Bill pressed his lips to Tom’s, his lips cool and greedy against his own.
So Bill was agreeing. Okay, he could do this…
“Take me now,” Bill muttered, his lips still against Tom’s.
“Are you sure Bill?” Tom breathed, his skin gently touching Bill’s.
His twin nodded, quivering slightly. “If tonight is our last night together then we have to.”
“Don’t say that,” Tom whispered. “It’s not.”
Bill looked up at him, his eyes were filled with tears. “But I’m ready. I’m ready. And I want you to take it now,” he said as he slid a hand up Tom’s thigh, rubbing it lovingly.
“Okay,” Tom felt a pang of fear and nervousness go through him.
Bill grabbed his hand. “It’s okay, we’re not going to be nervous and tonight is going to be special.”
How could he resist that warm smile, the promise of touches of Bill’s soft, precious skin, and the tingly feeling he got as Bill moaned his name.
Tom smiled and kissed those soft, red lips that he loved so much.
But Bill was right…if more people knew, they would be in trouble. Word spread fast, especially if you were famous.
They kissed for awhile, and then they laid down against the bed, stick exchanging a few passionate tongue-kisses.
Tom moaned as Bill’s hands slipped up his shirt, those manicured nails grazing his skin, the hands rubbing all over. He pulled the shirt over Tom’s head and tossed it to the floor and then returned to the lips, sucking on the cool lip ring a bit.
Tom grabbed Bill’s butt and pulled him closer so that their hips touched. Tom pulled off Bill’s shirt fast and their bare hips started to grind, which made Bill moaned gorgeously. His twin smiled approvingly at the sound.
Slender fingers found their way to Tom’s pants and slowly he slipped his hand inside, his long fingers stroking Tom as they kissed.
Oh Gott that feels amazing, Tom thought to himself, his eyes rolling back into his head in pure pleasure. Bill’s tongue graciously slid across the roof of his mouth, his fingers working like magic against Tom’s skin.
Bill started to suck on his neck too. Gee, for a virgin he sure knows what he’s doing.
Tom, wanting to be more dominant, found his way to Bill’s pants and pulled them down forcefully. And the boxers came next. He stroked Bill, feeling his twin writhing with every touch and stroke. He could feel his brother get excited at the touch.
"Oh-oh Tomi," he moaned.
With his fingers, Tom traced little circles on Bill’s thigh, teasing him with the occasionally grope of his crotch.
Bill’s hands were eager at Tom’s pants, begging Tom to help him take them off. Since they were baggy they came off easily. Bill smirked deep into their passionate kiss.
Bill’s hands pulled Tom down on top of him. He let out a few grunts from the amazing pressure he felt from Tom’s hips. He brought his hips up more, wanting more and more of that pressure and that feeling.
Their hardened and throbbing lengths pressed together and Bill could almost imagine Tom inside of him. He sighed in pleasure at the thought of it.
“In me, Tomi. I wanna feel you inside of me,” Bill whined, almost crying he wanted Tom so badly.
His brother made an approving noise with his lips against Bill’s skin.
“Stay here,” he muttered, lifting his sweaty body from Bill’s.
He reached out for Tom, his hand gently grazing his stomach as he left the bed. He whined, that pressure and heat gone from him, but then realized what his twin was doing.
Tom dug through some drawers and such and found a bottle of lube. He’d never used it before, but he’d had it just in case.
He walked back over to the bed, smiling approvingly at the look of pure bliss on Bill’s face. He just laid there, naked as the day he was born, his chest slowly rising and falling, his body still against the mattress. He wanted Bill as his own for ever. He wanted to touch every inch of that skin, feel those fingers caress him.
Tom climbed up on top of Bill again and kissed his nose, to which he got a wide smile.
“I love you,” Tom muttered.
“I love you too,” Bill smiled and kissed Tom’s lips.
Bill smiled to himself as his fingers rubbed Tom’s inner thigh and he started to moan at the gentle touch.
Neither of them were quite so scared anymore. Tom’s lips, connected to Bill’s neck, started to suck on it and bite down a bit in tender areas. He loved the feel of Bill’s fingers running along his body. Those long, slender fingers rubbed him expertly.
Both were fully naked now. Tom stopped sucking on Bill’s neck, hesitating on what to do next.
He'd never looked up all this stuff. He got the concept, of course, but he didn’t have any experience with this. And he didn’t want to hurt Bill.
“Are you okay?” Bill asked softly, rubbing Tom’s leg with his own.
He forced a smile and nodded.
“Good,” Bill grabbed Tom’s waist.
Their lips met greedily for a few passionate kisses. Bill slammed his waist into Tom’s, their crotches pressing together again. Tom groaned and a hand flew down to his twin’s hard length. He started to grope him, becoming lusty with every seductive moan Bill made.
“Now,” Bill muttered and nibbled Tom’s ear playfully, his nails scratching Tom’s back.
He pressed his lips to Tom’s and their tongues started to dance, two mouths so hot and needy. Cool metal pressed against the roof of Tom’s hot mouth and a moan vibrated in the back of his throat.
Tom pushed them over so that Bill now laid against the bed. His lips met Bill’s skin, sucking and biting and running his tongue against the sweet, beautiful skin.
Bill’s hands buried themselves in thick dreads.
As they kissed once again, Tom grabbed the lube beside him and coated his index finger. He slowly inched up to Bill’s opening, playing around and teasing at the entrance.
Bill’s lips broke away from Tom’s skin and he looked at him with a worried look.
“It’s okay,” Bill touched Tom’s chest. There was a lusty look in his eyes.
Tom slipped his finger in and Bill let out a cry, digging his nails into Tom’s back. He instantly pulled it out, afraid he was hurting him.
“Nein, Tom, put it back!” Bill cried, desire growing.
This time he added another finger and Bill screamed twice as loud.
With each cry and moan Tom got more excited. His length throbbed painfully.
He added a third finger and Bill arched his back, his nails almost breaking through Tom’s skin.
Tom pulled his fingers out and coated his length liberally with the lube.
He positioned himself just right and pushed himself slowly into Bill’s warmth. Bill let out a raspy scream and Tom let out a groan. Bill was tight, and that pressure around him felt so amazing, so much better than a girl.
Tom was slow and gentle, and watched Bill’s expression to make sure he was okay.
Those beautiful eyes were closed. With each movement inside of him Bill moaned, louder each time, his back arching and his nails now digging into Tom’s shoulder.
The two moved perfectly together. Each move was synced and just right.
“Faster,” Bill moaned, his eyes opening. They were full of ultimate desire, of this strong need for his twin. A few beads of sweat dripped down his forehead.
Tom obeyed and pushed himself faster and harder. He let out a loud cry as the muscles tightened around him. He pushed himself in and out, rocking slowly. He was still throbbing, and it hurt.
Bill’s head flew back and he grabbed the sheets, panting and yelling out dirty things that Tom didn’t even know he had in him.
The throbbing and that feeling of Tom inside of him was so amazing, goosebumps erupted on his skin as he felt Tom push farther and faster.
Bill’s hand slowly slid down his stomach and onto his length, which was now throbbing as well. He started to stroke it and pump it himself, as Tom was busy.
“Oh fuck yes,” Bill moaned. He licked his palm and brought his hand back down, trying to imagine being taken into Tom’s mouth-gentle sucking and the seductive movement of his tongue. That was almost enough to push him over the edge.
Tom reached out to taste Bill’s skin, licking the sweat off of his chest. He thrust himself once more, as far as he could go, and hit something inside of Bill.
“Oh Gott, do that again!”
Tom hit that spot numerous times. Each time the pit in Bill’s stomach grew. He screamed as Tom hit that spot as hard and fast as he could.
Tom replaced Bill’s hand with his own. He pumped Bill-first slow and then faster and faster. Very soon Bill screamed out in ecstasy and came in Tom’s hand, panting.
Tom couldn’t resist it, he brought his hand up to his mouth and licked the sweet substance off his palm.
Bill’s body fell limp against the bed-sweating and weak and panting. His muscles once more contracted hard around Tom and he came inside of his twin with a beautiful moan.
He pulled himself out and his limp body fell against Bill’s.
The two exhausted bodies sprawled together and exchanged a few sloppy, wet kisses.
Their bodies were still sweating, and their breath was heavy, tired from their heavy love-making.
Bill was too tired to speak, though he had so many things to tell Tom, so many loving words to exchange.
“You and me forever and for always,” Tom said breathlessly, a hand caressing Bill’s side.
Bill groaned and Tom laughed, supposing it was his way of agreeing.
Bill closed his eyes and slowly fell to sleep, his limbs twisted around Tom’s in a lover’s embrace.
Tom felt as Bill’s body slowly cooled and his heart when back to it’s normal pace. As soon as Bill was fast asleep, safe in his arms, he kissed his forehead and fell asleep as well.
The two both dreamt sweet things about each other, each dwelling on the sweet love they’d made. Each heart was happy and singing, so in love. And they were one.
Tom had been down there a long time.
Surely Gordon had come home from work. He’d learned that his boys were…
This was so not right. But it was right.
Love was right, it just had to be fucking right!
He sighed and laid down on the bed.
Please make things all right, he prayed. I don’t want to be scared of who I am anymore.
He laid on his side, looking out the window.
Why did the day look so dark?
A single tear rolled down his face and the door opened, he jumped up.
Tom closed the door slowly and locked it and then sat next to Bill on the bed.
They sat in silence for a good ten minutes. It was like nothing needed to be said.
They just needed to sit and think for a moment.
“What did you tell her?” Bill asked softly, breaking the silence.
“I told her that we love each other, that our feelings were sudden, but we never want to be apart and we’ll be together forever,” Tom’s hand rubbed Bill’s.
“And…”
“She said love was love,” Tom’s voice was shaky, but Bill didn’t believe he was crying. Tom never cried. “The shock had to set in for a good ten minutes. But she doesn’t oppose of it. She said ‘love can come from everywhere, and you’re just lucky to have it. I’ll support you but things are going to get very hard if this isn’t kept just between the two of you.’ And then she said something else and that was it.”
“What else did she say?”
“Oh, nothing that really matters,” Tom looked away. He’s hurting, show him you love him.
Bill shivered. “I’m so afraid Tomi,” he snuggled up against his twin and felt a strong arm wrap around him. “I don’t want to get hurt anymore…”
Tom kissed Bill’s forehead. “I don’t want to see you hurt either.”
Bill entwined his fingers with Tom’s.
“Bill I…” Tom stopped.
His brother looked up at him, his chocolate eyes glistening slightly. He wanted him, he wanted Bill so badly.
“I want to complete this,” he finished.
A soft smile appeared on Bill’s lips. “You mean like, make love?” his stomach quivered at the words.
Tom nodded, slightly embarrassed.
Bill pressed his lips to Tom’s, his lips cool and greedy against his own.
So Bill was agreeing. Okay, he could do this…
“Take me now,” Bill muttered, his lips still against Tom’s.
“Are you sure Bill?” Tom breathed, his skin gently touching Bill’s.
His twin nodded, quivering slightly. “If tonight is our last night together then we have to.”
“Don’t say that,” Tom whispered. “It’s not.”
Bill looked up at him, his eyes were filled with tears. “But I’m ready. I’m ready. And I want you to take it now,” he said as he slid a hand up Tom’s thigh, rubbing it lovingly.
“Okay,” Tom felt a pang of fear and nervousness go through him.
Bill grabbed his hand. “It’s okay, we’re not going to be nervous and tonight is going to be special.”
How could he resist that warm smile, the promise of touches of Bill’s soft, precious skin, and the tingly feeling he got as Bill moaned his name.
Tom smiled and kissed those soft, red lips that he loved so much.
But Bill was right…if more people knew, they would be in trouble. Word spread fast, especially if you were famous.
They kissed for awhile, and then they laid down against the bed, stick exchanging a few passionate tongue-kisses.
Tom moaned as Bill’s hands slipped up his shirt, those manicured nails grazing his skin, the hands rubbing all over. He pulled the shirt over Tom’s head and tossed it to the floor and then returned to the lips, sucking on the cool lip ring a bit.
Tom grabbed Bill’s butt and pulled him closer so that their hips touched. Tom pulled off Bill’s shirt fast and their bare hips started to grind, which made Bill moaned gorgeously. His twin smiled approvingly at the sound.
Slender fingers found their way to Tom’s pants and slowly he slipped his hand inside, his long fingers stroking Tom as they kissed.
Oh Gott that feels amazing, Tom thought to himself, his eyes rolling back into his head in pure pleasure. Bill’s tongue graciously slid across the roof of his mouth, his fingers working like magic against Tom’s skin.
Bill started to suck on his neck too. Gee, for a virgin he sure knows what he’s doing.
Tom, wanting to be more dominant, found his way to Bill’s pants and pulled them down forcefully. And the boxers came next. He stroked Bill, feeling his twin writhing with every touch and stroke. He could feel his brother get excited at the touch.
"Oh-oh Tomi," he moaned.
With his fingers, Tom traced little circles on Bill’s thigh, teasing him with the occasionally grope of his crotch.
Bill’s hands were eager at Tom’s pants, begging Tom to help him take them off. Since they were baggy they came off easily. Bill smirked deep into their passionate kiss.
Bill’s hands pulled Tom down on top of him. He let out a few grunts from the amazing pressure he felt from Tom’s hips. He brought his hips up more, wanting more and more of that pressure and that feeling.
Their hardened and throbbing lengths pressed together and Bill could almost imagine Tom inside of him. He sighed in pleasure at the thought of it.
“In me, Tomi. I wanna feel you inside of me,” Bill whined, almost crying he wanted Tom so badly.
His brother made an approving noise with his lips against Bill’s skin.
“Stay here,” he muttered, lifting his sweaty body from Bill’s.
He reached out for Tom, his hand gently grazing his stomach as he left the bed. He whined, that pressure and heat gone from him, but then realized what his twin was doing.
Tom dug through some drawers and such and found a bottle of lube. He’d never used it before, but he’d had it just in case.
He walked back over to the bed, smiling approvingly at the look of pure bliss on Bill’s face. He just laid there, naked as the day he was born, his chest slowly rising and falling, his body still against the mattress. He wanted Bill as his own for ever. He wanted to touch every inch of that skin, feel those fingers caress him.
Tom climbed up on top of Bill again and kissed his nose, to which he got a wide smile.
“I love you,” Tom muttered.
“I love you too,” Bill smiled and kissed Tom’s lips.
Bill smiled to himself as his fingers rubbed Tom’s inner thigh and he started to moan at the gentle touch.
Neither of them were quite so scared anymore. Tom’s lips, connected to Bill’s neck, started to suck on it and bite down a bit in tender areas. He loved the feel of Bill’s fingers running along his body. Those long, slender fingers rubbed him expertly.
Both were fully naked now. Tom stopped sucking on Bill’s neck, hesitating on what to do next.
He'd never looked up all this stuff. He got the concept, of course, but he didn’t have any experience with this. And he didn’t want to hurt Bill.
“Are you okay?” Bill asked softly, rubbing Tom’s leg with his own.
He forced a smile and nodded.
“Good,” Bill grabbed Tom’s waist.
Their lips met greedily for a few passionate kisses. Bill slammed his waist into Tom’s, their crotches pressing together again. Tom groaned and a hand flew down to his twin’s hard length. He started to grope him, becoming lusty with every seductive moan Bill made.
“Now,” Bill muttered and nibbled Tom’s ear playfully, his nails scratching Tom’s back.
He pressed his lips to Tom’s and their tongues started to dance, two mouths so hot and needy. Cool metal pressed against the roof of Tom’s hot mouth and a moan vibrated in the back of his throat.
Tom pushed them over so that Bill now laid against the bed. His lips met Bill’s skin, sucking and biting and running his tongue against the sweet, beautiful skin.
Bill’s hands buried themselves in thick dreads.
As they kissed once again, Tom grabbed the lube beside him and coated his index finger. He slowly inched up to Bill’s opening, playing around and teasing at the entrance.
Bill’s lips broke away from Tom’s skin and he looked at him with a worried look.
“It’s okay,” Bill touched Tom’s chest. There was a lusty look in his eyes.
Tom slipped his finger in and Bill let out a cry, digging his nails into Tom’s back. He instantly pulled it out, afraid he was hurting him.
“Nein, Tom, put it back!” Bill cried, desire growing.
This time he added another finger and Bill screamed twice as loud.
With each cry and moan Tom got more excited. His length throbbed painfully.
He added a third finger and Bill arched his back, his nails almost breaking through Tom’s skin.
Tom pulled his fingers out and coated his length liberally with the lube.
He positioned himself just right and pushed himself slowly into Bill’s warmth. Bill let out a raspy scream and Tom let out a groan. Bill was tight, and that pressure around him felt so amazing, so much better than a girl.
Tom was slow and gentle, and watched Bill’s expression to make sure he was okay.
Those beautiful eyes were closed. With each movement inside of him Bill moaned, louder each time, his back arching and his nails now digging into Tom’s shoulder.
The two moved perfectly together. Each move was synced and just right.
“Faster,” Bill moaned, his eyes opening. They were full of ultimate desire, of this strong need for his twin. A few beads of sweat dripped down his forehead.
Tom obeyed and pushed himself faster and harder. He let out a loud cry as the muscles tightened around him. He pushed himself in and out, rocking slowly. He was still throbbing, and it hurt.
Bill’s head flew back and he grabbed the sheets, panting and yelling out dirty things that Tom didn’t even know he had in him.
The throbbing and that feeling of Tom inside of him was so amazing, goosebumps erupted on his skin as he felt Tom push farther and faster.
Bill’s hand slowly slid down his stomach and onto his length, which was now throbbing as well. He started to stroke it and pump it himself, as Tom was busy.
“Oh fuck yes,” Bill moaned. He licked his palm and brought his hand back down, trying to imagine being taken into Tom’s mouth-gentle sucking and the seductive movement of his tongue. That was almost enough to push him over the edge.
Tom reached out to taste Bill’s skin, licking the sweat off of his chest. He thrust himself once more, as far as he could go, and hit something inside of Bill.
“Oh Gott, do that again!”
Tom hit that spot numerous times. Each time the pit in Bill’s stomach grew. He screamed as Tom hit that spot as hard and fast as he could.
Tom replaced Bill’s hand with his own. He pumped Bill-first slow and then faster and faster. Very soon Bill screamed out in ecstasy and came in Tom’s hand, panting.
Tom couldn’t resist it, he brought his hand up to his mouth and licked the sweet substance off his palm.
Bill’s body fell limp against the bed-sweating and weak and panting. His muscles once more contracted hard around Tom and he came inside of his twin with a beautiful moan.
He pulled himself out and his limp body fell against Bill’s.
The two exhausted bodies sprawled together and exchanged a few sloppy, wet kisses.
Their bodies were still sweating, and their breath was heavy, tired from their heavy love-making.
Bill was too tired to speak, though he had so many things to tell Tom, so many loving words to exchange.
“You and me forever and for always,” Tom said breathlessly, a hand caressing Bill’s side.
Bill groaned and Tom laughed, supposing it was his way of agreeing.
Bill closed his eyes and slowly fell to sleep, his limbs twisted around Tom’s in a lover’s embrace.
Tom felt as Bill’s body slowly cooled and his heart when back to it’s normal pace. As soon as Bill was fast asleep, safe in his arms, he kissed his forehead and fell asleep as well.
The two both dreamt sweet things about each other, each dwelling on the sweet love they’d made. Each heart was happy and singing, so in love. And they were one.
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